Wow, its been quite awhile since I last wrote. *currently mad, just lost a stupid entry because I messed with the undo button one to many times and the STUPID computer didn't want to redo* I have been busy with school work and maintaining friendships. With that being said, let me try to redo the entry.

*Blows off some steam* Well, let me start with what I have been dealing with the last week or so. Donald for one. He is depressed, he was on the verge of academic dismissal and had been dropped by all his classes. Though he didn't tell anyone else and was pretending to go to his classes. Luckily, he got saved by this petition he filed. Still, he isn't feeling so good and hasn't been for awhile. Admitted to me that he has been seeing a psychologist since high school.

On another subject *or should I say friend* Me and Eliza are good friends again. Though last week it didn't seem that way because she didn't really talk to me much and spent very little time with me. This week, or should I say yeseterday was an about-face. She spent alot of time with me and gave me money to spend. *very surprising*

Speaking of surprising, *or maybe not* April and Ayumi are pregnant. Though both aren't with thier man anymore. Speaking of surprising, found out Romero is bi-sexual. Not only him though, seems alot of Eliza's friends are. *maybe even her, as she has been seen rubbing around april and ayumi*

While on the subject of bi-sexuality and stuff, one of her bi-sexual friends I just met, Jacob, was flirting with me. And when I say flirting, I'm not talking anything casual. When he seen me, he said, "awwww, cute face. your italian right? I hear they have big ones. I'd love to see it. How bout we go to the bathroom and I show you a good time" I told him I don't swing that way. That didn't seem to stop him from saying some other remarks which kinda scared me. *crazy, especially since his partner was right there*

Besides all that, I have been doing pretty good. *though i have been stressing a bit about not having medical insurance* Very busy, but good. Its hard trying to juggle all this work and friends. So far, so good, though life will change if I get this job at JC Penny. *got a job interview friday there, was scheduled for today, but i got there and they changed it* Also doing good because the self-esteem is up there. :) I believe its due to the weight training class i'm taking again *though no credit* and the fact I got a few girls in the group liking me *though I wouldn't date them*

Oh, I forgot to add how my spiritual life is doing. Probaly because there isn't one right now. I'm doing really bad at that. I prayed seriously once in the last week, and that's it. That one time was after a REALLY long conversation with Ray. I wish I wrote about that when it was fresh. It was really good. He helped me alot. I think he knows alot more about me than I first realized. Maybe he does read the diary. *dunno*

Speaking of readers *or potential ones atleast* spoke to Danielle a few times. Things are going well for her. Her job won't be cut. *almost was* As for her interaction with me, she seemed genuinely concerned for my work status. She has a few places I could go. *i'm gonna try JC penny first* Well, that's about all I could say about that because she hasn't really spent much time on campus. *may call her later*

Well, that's all I'm gonna put. There is alot more I can write about like going over alex's house and nearly getting into a big dispute with Brian and how I have grown alot more distant from my family. Also headaches coming around again. Thing is, I'm tired right now. That would take some time to write about.

Last last thing, I miss you online friends. Especially Niels. It's been a LONG time since we chatted, I hope your doing well. That is all. ~END~