Today was another one of them days. *seems like whenever a holiday comes, bad happens* Must be the beer. Well, today I had meant to take the lil bro and sis to Waterworld. However, they did not wake me up. SO I wake up thinking it's still early when I see my lil sis acting all angry. I'm like, what happened. SHe was like," Were to late to go" *though the place would still be open for six hours of swimming* My little sister was like, "maybe next time" I guess she didn't want to go that bad.
Later in the day my mom came home. I was like are we gonna get fireworks. *me hoping that she would buy um" She was like no, I'm not gonna burn my hard earned money. SO after that I had decided not to let down the little ones. I went to the bank, toke 40 dollars out and bought them some. By then, it was getting late. So when we got home we went outside to set up the fireworks. We do and alot of the little neighbor kids came over. *I guess since we live in the ghetto and most of them aren't gonna have thier own show* Anywho, I didn't mind, I let them light a few and let them have some sparklers. We enjoyed it. Next I decided to go in the house.
Ok, so I go up and I see honey availibe to chat. I chat with her then my best friend comes looking for illegal fireworks. *think he picked me cause I live in the ghetto* I tell him I don't know where to get em and he's like oh, does you brother. I'm like he ain't here. He leaves. Then I preceed to chat then my mom comes checks on the kids *since they were in my room* then comes to me and hugs me and says, "I love you" So I hug her back and say I love you. * I was so happy about that* Then after that I chatted some more with honey then a "loud" illegal firework went off. *when I say loud, I mean scary loud. Loud like you house is coming down loud* I get scared for a sec but then resume chatting. Then I go check on the lil ones then find my mom arguing with her boyfriend. So he's out there yelling, then my big bro calls asking for me to look for something, then he finds it. All the while honey is there then she prays for me. *I'm grateful for that* So we chat about how I want to move and that I can't call the cops on him or fight. *long story* So finally, he leaves. *with my mom* Then I tell honey and she's like that's what I prayed for. *wow, how's that for the power of God* Then she get's tired *one in the morning for her* and she gets off. Then I write on here. :)
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take it easy and enjoy a little... sometimes I guess people make mistakes and they didn't look back and learn a little... (sometimes they never will - you know the song Stary Stary Night? Vincent Van Gogh tried to teach people, no one listen, no one learnt.)
But I know you are smart and you have seen the mistakes people around you make and you learn thru them and also some of your own... but take it easy cause you make have to teach this to your little ones too so that they can be smart like you and you don't have to worry for them, cause you know they can stand on their own ...
I am proud of you cause you stand up and help your family ... just make the best of it...
But don't let things get into your head, cause no matter how smart... it is these people around us that make us better.
Just know that, God is always there by your side... and he feels your pain.
Hey choose to live fully and take things easy. yeah?
Carol
Hubby got up to go to work, so I tell him about you. Then my lil dog got sick. So I looked up, an I had a notice that you had wrote something,so I had to read it.
So now, I am going to bed! :)
nite all!