Here I am, up early, thinking bout chat I had with my friend, saved that again to notepad.

taz_want_food: hi
Ray: whatchu doin on so late/early/whateveryouwannacallit?
taz_want_food: Just on
taz_want_food: chattin
Ray: oh
taz_want_food: you know I don't sleep well
Ray: yeah me neither
Ray: and I have an exam tomorrow, too
Ray: :(
taz_want_food: Sucks
Ray: mm hmm
Ray: at 10:45
taz_want_food: I get to relax and study
taz_want_food: :)
Ray: gotta go to Biology
taz_want_food: YAWN
Ray: you got it good
Ray: I HATE Biology
taz_want_food: Yeha, just be with friends and listend to music
taz_want_food: I knew you would
taz_want_food: don't know why you'd pick that
Ray: because it was Gen. Ed.
Ray: I didn't care - just fill some IGETC requirements and be an easy class - well it's easy, but BORING!
taz_want_food: Ahh i see
Ray: I don't even think I'll pass the class :(( :((
taz_want_food: Your not only one not doing so well in class
Ray: any classes you're in danger of failing?
taz_want_food: LOL
taz_want_food: sociology
taz_want_food: LOL
taz_want_food: I didn't turn in paper
taz_want_food: DUMB!!!
Ray: ut oh
taz_want_food: I know
Ray: hey - go here:
taz_want_food: I'll survive
Ray: oh ok
taz_want_food: You taking weight trainign?
Ray: not planning on it
Ray: why? should I?
Ray: are you taking weight training?
taz_want_food: yeah
taz_want_food: 10:40-11:55
taz_want_food: I think
taz_want_food: Me
Ray: oh ok
taz_want_food: Jeff, avina
Ray: MWF?
taz_want_food: Donald
taz_want_food: Ramond
taz_want_food: T, TH
taz_want_food: i think
Ray: oh
taz_want_food: it'll be tight
Ray: sounds cool 4 u
taz_want_food: maybe have this other dude ramon
taz_want_food: IS cool
taz_want_food: you will like them
taz_want_food: If i like them
taz_want_food: you will
Ray: I'll meet them - eventually
Ray: *sigh*
Ray: did you go to the website?
taz_want_food: yeah
taz_want_food: what's with the sigh?
Ray: see why Im' not buying a book now?
taz_want_food: ok ok
taz_want_food: STill, i like the book
Ray: sigh because we always talk about how you wanna introduce me to your pplz, but it hasn't happened yet
taz_want_food: yeah...

Then we go on about him printing schedule. Grr, he frustrates me. WHy don't he wanna hang out? THAT'S IT, I'm not holding back next chat. Time to find out how he feels about me. I mean,REALLY feels about me. I hope its today. I mean, even had a dream about this. Also had nother dream that he too had an online diary. Probaly would reveal alot of him if he did have one.He's probaly someone else too. I think what is sad is that after 11 years plus of knowing him, I don't KNOW anything about him. Anyways, not sure the point of this so i'm closing.