Fri Oct 21 2005 - Life
Life
Well, yesterday me and Michelle were playing the board game, Life. It was fun and we've been playing quite a few times lately. You know Michelle never played board games before! I didn't know you could have an American child that never played board games. You learn something new everyday. I don't know what is up with her parents sometimes. She never got a bike and thus doesn't know how to ride a bike. Her school required swimming lessons in 12th grade so she learned the very basics. Though now she says she don't remember how. I dunno, she hasn't had a lot of the things growing up that I just sorta took for granted. Not to say she had a worse upbringing than me. Her family is atleast 2 classes above mines. Though she never really had freedom til she moved with me.

Life in general is alright. Michelle got the position as a clerk. I'm happy for her, though I want my jobs to come through already. Time will tell I guess. In the meanwhile, I got to get on the ball and start my driving practicing. Too bad my mom don't have a license, so can't practice with her. I have to rely on strictly the driving training that will cost more than it should.

Was browsing the net and diaries earlier. Haven't really commented that much. Not that many of you have updated that much. Maybe that's why innereye dropped me on her notify. Sometimes, there isn't really much you can say. So yeah.....

Today is another typical day. Well, I sorta hope. You never know when something tragic or crazy is going to step into your life. I guess that realization has helped me appreciate some of the more boring days. Though too many boring days have you wishing something happened in your life.

You know lately that I've been more and more thinking about just being a teacher. I could help without being overly involved. Its a nice thing to do and I don't think its THAT hard. As you can maybe tell, I've been backing out the whole psychologist thing lately. The more I read research, the more I think that I could just do that. I have some interesting, still untested ideas about humans. Nothing groundbreaking but enough to maybe sustain a career.

*sigh* Just a sigh. Certain moments you remember mistakes you made and have a bit of regret. Though I have done nothing monumentally bad, I just feel some of the negative vibes. I know what its about, but don't feel like typing it out right now. Well, I don't want to dwell so its off the computer and time to be more optimistic. Today has a chance to be good. Maybe it will be. Maybe it will.

As I finished the entry, a song popped in my head. A song by the singer Rose Royce named "Wishing on a star" A nice song that has a slight sad tinge to it. What a nice subconscious thing for my brain to bring up. Its like my mood!

Comments (4)

InaudibleMelodies (Legacy)
Don't start regretting the past! Get busy and go do something. Sucks otherwise ;) I should know :p
OnTheWingsofanAngel (Legacy)
Thank you and I will try and get better- I have been sleeping all day practically so I am just takin a break seeing who's on or who isn't- nobody is really lol so I think I might just get back off and stay back to sleep I dunno though cuz then I won't sleep tonight...It's good that you and Michelle are playing games and stuff- that could be fun- I haven't played any games with anyone in quite a while;)

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deepbluesea (Legacy)
Couldn't seem to add comment on most recent - but wanted to say congrats on job. Hope it goes well.
 
 
 
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