WHen I get home, I decide to call Bobby because he has been calling me. So I told him I didn't call him because I was stressed. He actually wanted details so I basically told him. He decided to come over with his Madden game because I told him its something I tried to rent but couldn't. While he was here, we covered ALL kinds of things. From school, to religon. He believes in God but not in any specific religon. He was kinda bashing the bible and God. Said God was mean. Examples included the time he took down Sodom and Ghomora, Jacob's trial, and how Abraham almost had to kill his son. I found myself defending the bible and explaining why he did those things. *basically because of sin, and to test faith* We then get on the subject of money. He is openly materialistic. He explained it in a very logical way though. Not in a selfish way one would think he would talk about money being happiness. He believes it helps achieve happiness. You get what you want and don't have to worry about anything. I brought out the fact that people are struggling and it's greed that holds us back. He's favorite lines of the night were "its not my problem" "I can't saved the world, I"m not Jesus" "I have enough trouble looking out for myself" I could see how he could think that way. I'm probaly still too idealistic. I want money so I can help others. So people don't have to starve and struggle during thier limited stay on Earth. I dunno. I always wanted someone to help me. If I had the power and someone was in my situation, I would help them, otherwise, I'm like every other cold person. Though, I don't need that much help anymore. I'll make it on my own and not owe anyone anything. Hell, I may turn like Bobby. No one has helped me, why should I help? Screwem, screwem all. They all left me for dead. Why not do the same. I just may. When someone asks me for money, I'll tell them to get a job. Or better yet, I'll just fail to even acknowledge them. I'll just shrug. When they come to me with this or that, I can just retort, "not my problem, is it?" Unless ofcourse they're paying me, like when i'm a psychologist, then I can entertain their problems for $60 an hour. I dunno, a lot of deciding for me still. That is all. ~END~