CONFUSING!!! LOL. Thought I'd put that. Why? Well, couple of movies I watched. My conclusion, you women throw confusing signals. It's like, if you like the guy, then why play hard to get? If you don't like the guy, why you still act flirty? *is that a word?* Even in my life, seems the girls I like throw me conflicting messages. Example, oh, i'm not really looking right now. Then later, I bet we'd make a great couple. *WHAT THE HECK?* Anyways, my conclusion, just flip a coin and try to figure out which message I will acccept.

As for my day, was pretty smooth. Watched some movies, talked to Jeff like always. Also, found my mom here. I was like WHAT? she got layed off. JUST GREAT! *being sarcastic* She said she got something set up already. She told me the place, OMGosh. Its 3 buses and a train to get there. She is nuts. She needs to find something closer. I mean, I'm glad she is trying and stuff, but come on, that is too much.

Oh, got my income tax stub. *so did my mom* I may be getting some $$$. I know my mom will. Only thing is I doubt she gets as much as she thinks. She thinks she will get $4000. LOL, I wish. SHe is going by what she was gonna get before Social services garnished her last year. *she had to pay them back while lil bro and sis were in CPS custody* She has made alot of promises with that money, buy a car, pay me back, buy this, that. I hope. I honestly doubt she will get that much, but like I said, i'll hope.

Spiritually, resisted some sin and did some more "praying" in shower. Seems the only place I can be left alone. Was relaxing. I'm glad I prayed. I think I may be turning the corner, I might end up going to church and reading my bible. I'm starting to care. Well, that is all. ~END~