I was in the shower when my mom told me that Jeff and a few of his friends were here. I got out and put on the sweats I had ready. After that, I go outside hobbling on my crutches. Jeff asks what happened. I tell him.
We go in his friend Thomas' car and go to Thomas apartment after a short trip to Steve's. *steve's house is nice, not sure why we were there* Eventually, we end up at Thomas'. His place is alright, maybe a lil better than Jeff's. We end up playing X-box there and then watch this movie called "13th Warrior" Was ok. During that time, Jeff had to work. Wasn't the same without him, but he can't be there all the time.
Once Jeff is there, we get ready to go to "celebration night" *celebration night is where a bunch of churchs come together and give praise to God and Jesus* We then drive to the church to drive behind the youth pastor. The drive there was pretty cool, with JEff and Steve messing around.
We get there and there is ALOT of people. Maybe a few hundred. We take our seats. At first, I really wasn't feeling it. Only thing I was feeling like was a phoney. After the second prayer, I prayed that God helped me cause I didn't feel very christian. SO after a few songs, I rose with the music and sang. Jeff was REALLY happy. After it finished, I was asked what I thought about it. I told them I didn't like it much. *WHY* Well, the songs weren't that familiar.
So we hang out a lil then leave. *actually, I sat most of the time while everyone else talked, I'm not that good at socializing with people I don't know* So we leave there and head to IN and OUT burger. I decide not to get anything and wait till I get home. Besides, I told my mom I'd eat at home. So We drive home. I'm quiet on the way home. Had alot of things on my mind.
I get home and eat some yummy steak and beans. My mom asks why I'm so sad, I tell her that my tumor is bugging me. *it is* I watch a lil tv, and come on net to do this entry. Now I'm done. ~END~
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I personally believe that God is with those who are troubled more because those who are happy most of the time have gotten just enough to keep them going. They know He is there to call on at any time they do need him.
So call on Him. He's waiting for it. I can't guarantee that all the hurt and pain and bad stuff will instantly go away, but you just might feel better, and you won't be alone.
>^..^<