Woke up this morning wanting to continue on my previous entry. I think what I wanted to say is that there are many things about myself that I know I should fix. Most of them are bad thoughts. Really bad thoughts. What kind of thoughts? That's for a private entry. Obviously, they're socially unacceptable thoughts. Some are taboo, some are odd, some are illegal in 48 states. LOL, I like that saying. Are there things that are really illegal in just 48 states? Anyways. It gets extra confusing when you throw in the fact that I don't know whether thinking bad things is really a bad thing or not. I mean, if there is a God, then definately certain things are wrong to think. If not, then things get fuzzy. Though I think there is a God but really dunno if its healthy to repress myself. On the flip side, expressing the bad is like a slap in the face to God.