I Spy With My Little Eye

Nothing really interesting to write about right now. OK, there is something interesting, please don't leave. Anyways, life is being pretty normal of late. Go to work, go to school, arguing and forgiving Michelle. Blah blah blah, nothing interesting.

Actually, one semi-interesting thing is that I found a blog of my immediate supervisor at the college. I went on the computer he was on because he had to go tutor someone. I believe that he wasn't aware that he had his blog on the other window. So at first I didn't even notice. Then, I remembered the site. Later on, I went on.

He is so different in his blog. He has these entries of being secretly in love with this girl for like 9 months. He would right how gorgeous she was and how perfect she was and how he would love her unconditionally. As the story developed, he showed her his poetry and later on declared his love. She got freaked out and rejected him. He was crushed. He then rights all this poetry and talks about his absoulte for all things disney. Explains frequently how much he is DYING to go to Disneyland and stuff.

So yeah, there's that. Just was interesting knowing these things about a person I actually know. Though his personality isn't all that friendly. *that I know of atleast*

Besides that, I talked on the phone with one of you. The lucky caller was...... Chrissy! She called Sunday. It wasn't that long of a conversation being that I had things to do a lil after she called. But it was cool after the inital awkwardness. I'm not really a "phone" person but I tried to make things interesting and funny and stuff. Its weird because its different than chatting online. You know, when you chat to a familar person, everything flows so smooth and you can really think out your jokes. Even if they're not that funny, LOL does fine. Then when you are actually talking and making jokes, the "it sounded funny in my head" thing happens and I get sympathy laughs. *Like when the audience of Jay Leno claps after a joke* Plus, its almost like you're meeting someone for the first time and you both take time to get used to each others styles. It is especially hard to get used to my style because I'm all over the board. Anyways.....

That's life for now. No incredible insights. No fun. No tragedies. Just being generally OK. I guess that's OK. Better than what it could be. *and you could make the argument that its also worse than it could be* GTG.

Oh don't you know we all suffer from your desires??? no matter what our age oe sex? We all want something concrete written in stone that we can rely on and the search to be over but that is part of living the search for what is right for you. It gets just too darned hard sometimes, i know. It also confuses when all these wars are blamed on God and religion from the first one. realize you are responcible only for your actions and only accountable to a higher force for them. Therefor live your life by your standards your principles, and let the others deal with their own karma or whatever awaits them. yes you have come far and I for one am proud of your accomplishments! I miss you when you don't type here like a son who doesn't write home LOL! If you are aware of your anger issues perhaps you need to get into a group about it to better understand it, it may be worth a try?It is something you need to deal with as it consumes a lotof energy and keeps you stressful in an underlying way constantly. We are always here for you,and we love you too! (((HUGS)))

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