Ahh man, I know for sure my emotions are playing tricks with my head today. Like today while at the school cafe, they had some love music playing. I was way too much enjoying it. It had me thinking bout Eliza. Argh. I can't seem to shake her off my mind. Even when I seen this girl on campus that looked like her, I almost went over there. EVen though I knew she wasn't on campus. Also, seems like I keep bouncing all around the board when it comes to emotions. Like, I'll be frustrated, then relieved. Down then up. Up then down. It must be me going through puberty. *eh, that is weird saying, me being 20 and all* I am like starting to totally understand stuff about people that before I didn't. Like why they react so. For you star trek fans, its like giving Data the emotion chip. LOL. I mean, like I said a million billion times before, before, when the tumor was in, I could think nice and rationally. Now, seems everything gets to me. Wether its a song making me happy, or someone bumping into me and getting me mad. As to before, I would hear a certain song and roll my eyes and when I got bumped, I'd think, well the hallway is narrow.

Hmmm. Is weird how all these chemicals in the body can affect thinking. I find myself in awe of the power of hormones. *gee, I hope I don't break out* For you parents, reading this maybe can explain why your teen can't make the "right" decisions. Dumb hormones clouting thier judgement. Anyways, if I come off all crazy, you know what to blame. But if I just start laughing at stuff for no reason, then must be the mold getting to me. LOL. ROTFL LMBO. See what I mean you A@*&%. Ok, I'm sorry. LOL *wonders how many got that one* Alright, well, off to the stinkin' fair. Oh, and I got my mom to pay for me taking them. HEHEHEHE Its called the guilt trip. Ok ok, I'm leaving already. No, I don't wanna. People, come online, I want to chat before leaving. Come on, I got some free milk and cookies. *hey, that worked on Santa, could work on ya'll*