Sat Apr 24 2004 - Why me misery?
Why me misery?
The day sounded like it'd be a nice chance for a good day. We were going to eat some ice cream, go out and eat some steak, and go to the mall. What could POSSIBLY go wrong?

We started out going to Rite Aid for some ice cream. She wanted vanilla. She asked if she should get french vanilla. I told her "sure, why not" She ended up not liking it. Then, it started to close. I then rush her. She starts to get mad. We get outside and she hates the ice cream. It then starts to drip on her pants and gets on hands as well. So she's upset. We then go to our favorite diner.

We go there for one thing, the T-bone steak. A big one for 5.99. We order and the waitress tells us that they "cut it in half" *HUH?* She gave me some excuse about having to check for mad cow diease. I thought about it and i figured she was lying. They just want to charge more. 1/2 a T-bone for 5.99. We're dissappointed and order other stuff.

We finish and I ask for the check. It comes out to 8.58. Michelle insists that it was suppose to turn out to be 7 dollars. I asked her if I should go back, she initally said no. We then start walking to the nearby park. She then says, " I don't want to go there" That time walking to the park made us have to wait for the bus longer. Anyways, we end up going to the mall.

She is PISSED. She then yells at me about me needing to be more assertive and keeps on asking me why I didn't let her see the recept. *cuz me and the waitress have a conspiracy going on against her* I get mad and walk off for a lil while. I find her and she wants to go back home. SO do I, the Kings *basketball team* was going to play and atleast I wouldn't miss out on that. THen, when the bus pulls up, she decides she wants to go in the mall after all.

We walk around and look at a bunch of clothes. She is depressed because she wants to change her style. She wants to be more than cute. She wants to be "sexy". Like I told her, I really like her as she is and don't want her to change. However, I understand how she wants to "feel" attractive. She says not for others but "for herself". I believe her cuz I kinda feel like that too. So anyways, we walk around and things turn out alright. Though she feels stressed and angry still. *this is like 5 hours past the whole restaurant incident* We end up heading home and she has a headache.

We get home and Lorenzo is home with his shirt off. Him, my mom and my lil sister were talking. When my lil sister said, "Can I tell him" My mom and him said "No, don't, not him" That made me suspicious but I really didn't want to start a fight. I go in my room and watch a lil TV. I can here my mom and him talking crap about me. It's really annoying and makes me feel like going outside and arguing. However, I stop myself. I go online and check DD. ITS UP!! FINALLY!!! Yeah!!! And now here I am and just hoping i can get my butt up and off to church for the first time in months.

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