OH I'm so MAD RIGHT NOW!!! So I'm here playing an online video game when big bro goes in bathroom. He turns on shower. He pops in my room saying,"hey, when I get out I want on" I'm like NO! I'm on, I don't wanna get off. *I believe I have the right since I'm the one paying the internet. NOt only that, but I maintain computer. Fix the erros, defragment, buy more memory, etc* I say, "tomorrow you can" The reason, he wants to make more cds for the party he is having tomorrow. Apparently he needs atleast 5. I know I'm not liking the even idea of it. I hope none of the people he is inviting know me. I'm SO embarrased of the house. He don't care, just wants to play loud music. Nothing we can do to stop him. *sigh*

ANyways, what happens next is what got me all angry. He keeps talking about how I better let him on or else. I'm like, whatever. So he gets out and spits on me. Then tells me to "watch punk". After, he puts on his towel, hits me with a belt, using his sore shoulder. He gets even angrier, I run outside. What I hear next is what I believed was him destroying the computer. I hide till he leaves my room, I go back in, monitor is on the ground. Luckily it isn't broken. My mom in the meanwhile actually yells at him. THough he don't care. I put monitor back on stand. I shut down computer, do some crying. Still am crying actually. IT gets me so mad that he can do whatever he wants. NO matter how nice I am to him, it all goes away when he gets angry. ANyways, I think I better hurry and wrap this up, I think he will come up and try to go back on computer.