Another day of worrying what Lorenzo is going to do. Attempted to file the restraing order today but I need to fill a few more parts out. The day started bad too. Ended up forgeting my jacket in the morning. Then, when I went to meet michelle for lunch, she wasn't at her job, she was talking to a counseler. Ended up waiting 2 extra hours. Then I go to class to find out an essay is due next class period.
The only good news is the fact I may qualify for UCLA. If I keep up the good gpa, me and michelle could transfer, though we'd have to take alot of difficult courses. Courses like Physics, Chemistry, and 3! bio classes. Not to mention the stat class I have to take anyways. Sounds like it'll be a "fun" spring semester. I really wouldn't even think of UCLA if not for Michelle. Her family is down there and her parents always wanted her to go there. It's not easy.
As I type, Michelle is mad at me. Got into an argument. She was being germaphobic. She said she knew more than me in bio. *better grade in high school* I told her she can't keep any info she gets in class. She got hurt. *parents apparently told her the same thing* I stop helping with her dinner. That is all right now. I'm hating life right now.....
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I hope you can do it. Im sure you guys can. If you put enough effort in it.
I'm hating life right now too. Not very pleasant.
You could try and get a van and sleep in that. Thats not too safe either if you ask me. And expensive. It may be an option though, at least if you do it right that Lorenzo won't be able to find you. Maybe you can find a really cheap one or find a cheap rental deal.
Everyone knows Lorenzo is angry at you guys now. If anything happened to you too he'd most likely go to jail. Unless he flees to mexico or something like that. His life as he knows it would be over though. Is it still likely he is going to do it? ofcourse when you are on drugs consequences do not mean much at that moment. I would definately try the homeless shelter and the van option.
Niels