Yet another stressful day. Me and Michelle had to rush off to the college today. Both of us had Math tests. I also had to set my spring schedule. *I have top priority scheduling* It's not officially in yet, so I can still change it. Gonna talk to a transfer counseler to see how feasible the chance of me going to UCLA is. Besides, I'm not sure that's what I wanna do. The classes, such as chemistry, physics, and 3 bio classes, intimidate me. Not to mention that it increases the pressure for me to only get A's and B's. Anyways, beside all that, Charles, someone I heard talked about me, asked me something odd. He wanted me to retrieve a student number from some girl. Somehow, he's trying to get her to pay for his classes. He says in return he's got my back. So I tell him what are the social security and birthdate. He knows it. He gives it to me. I ask why me, he says he heard I know about computers. There's only 2 people that know I know about computers. That's alex and eliza. Alex recently dropped out of college. So it must be Eliza. I tell him I would help but I wasn't being sincere.
Out of curiousity, i did a lookup and there is no student enrolled with those numbers. Didn't do anything illegal, it's part of the system on the school website. He musta not known about that. Even if I did find a number, i wouldn't have gave it to him. I'm not about to help him do whatever crime he's up to. I enjoy my freedom.
As for my test, I think I did ok. Maybe a low B. That's dissappointing. I usually get A's in that class. I talked to him after class and I showed him that I didn't use the formula that I probaly should've used but didn't. Despite getting the right answer, he said I will miss 7 out of the possible 10 points on that question. That may happen on another problem I did as well. After that, Michelle was still in her class. We very nearly missed the last bus. It arrived but mysteriously waited till she was done and we ran out there and got it. The professor knew that he almost made us miss the last bus and offered a ride. That made me feel slightly better about humans, but we ended up taking the bus. I'd rather depend on myself when I can.
Got home and my mom was ready with another argument. After I asked if we got mail *was looking at area were we usually have it*, she told me "if it's not there, that means THERE IS NONE. YOU THINK WE STOLE IT? We don't steal your mail OK". That came from left field. I think she is just used to arguing with me. I believe she has a lot of bitterness towards Michelle. She wishes Michelle was more like the typcial asian she envisions that cleans and cooks for me and listens to every command obiediently and without remark.
As for me and God, we have been in a lil more contact; though I'm still not the person he would like me to be. I have alot of complaints about free will and the potential unfairness in judging those that have not been exposed to christianity. I also bicker alot about my environment. Also trying to have him get rid of this bitterness I have towards people. I'm feeling this desire to be mean and greedy. To pass on the hardships I've had to endure. Anyways, that is all. ~END~