It's very late and I wasn't gonna even do an entry tonight till I talked to ray. *former best friend, actually, he might be my best friend afterall* OH MY GOODNESS! I think Jeff told something to Ray about me. Not just any lil tidbit either. A secret of mines. I'd consider it a dark secret actually. Ok, here's how it got to this point.

It's me, Jeff and Donald near some benches when I see Ray. Ray comes by and talks. Everything is cool. We then decide to get some pizza. So we head to Little Ceaser's and I talk with Donald. Ray with Jeff.

We get there, pay, then eat. Jeff and Ray are still talking. I'm with DOnald and I'm trying to cheer him up. It's kinda working. Anyways, we go back on campus, Ray goes home. Day ends afterwards.

So I come home and get a phone call. It's Ray. So we talk and he starts to tell me about some of the stuff that Jeff was telling him. Ray also was telling me what he thought of him. After that, he said I should talk to Jeff. I asked him why. He said that Jeff said, " Hey, want to know something about Tino that'd make you change your view of him" Ray said, "No, it's cool" So after Ray told me that, I was mad at Jeff. Though I continued to talk to Ray. We talk about all kinds of stuff, from God to us. He then adds more to what Jeff said. As a matter of fact, what he said I don't even want to put on here. That's how bad I don't like a paticular fact about me. Point is, Ray said keys words indicating what it was and how it applied to me.

I get off the phone and write this entry. MAN!!! If it wasn't 3 in the morning right now, I'd call JEff right now. I don't know what I want to say. I want to yell something actually. THAT LIL PUNK!!!! He essentially told Ray. THE LAST PERSON I wanted to know. Thing is, I think Jeff blurted it out, as opposed to knowingly hurting me. Though he knows better. HE KNOWS!!!!! GRRR!!!! All I know is that I might have to get Jeff back badly. HOW DARE HE tell my business. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't know if an I'm sorry will cut it. I'm so ticked. I'm so mad that I want to just break my computer monitor. SOMETHING! Maybe his face.
With that I will close.