Recently I've been thinking bout alot of stuff. One thing in paticular is God pre-chossing our lives. What do I mean by "pre-choosing" well, like saying that God made it so Billy will be rich with a good family while John lives poor with a bad one. I mean, what if God knows that John being rich would do lots with his money to further God, while Billy is just gonna be greedy. And I've heard of cases where John kills himself cause lack of money and so many "real" problems. THen John goes to hell. And billy, he bes greedy and then dies and too goes to hell. But the messed up part is that Billy got to enjoy life first. How could GOd let that happen. I can't fathom it.

Also, wealth is accured. For the most part, Billy earned his money. God didn't "give" it to him. Billy decided to finish college then sacrifice to put into a savings. Eventually it all works out for Billy cause Billy decided in a sense to be rich. NOw John, he drops out of school, works at a fast food restaurant. Wouldn't it be John's fault he's poor. *oh, my definition of rich, able to get most anything your heart desires* You don't have to be able to buy U.S.A. but you can go out and buy a new bed without a second thought. You can decide you want the car of the year, and get it. You think, hey, I want to remodel this house, and you can just do it. *I think you see my lil point*

I think God is more Laize-fair. A more of a hands off approach. *yes he does help people from time to time* Or more spiritual things, like healing people or changing the heart of someone. Just that most of us decide what we want to do or have. I think maybe some people want to include God into all that happens, but in reality, he's not a part of most things. Cause most things here are part of this world. Like me typing, did he make this so? I mean, I think there's got to be a line. Where God intervenues, and where he doesn't. Is hard though cause most people are scared to question this. *wonders* Well, if you have your opinion, I'd love to consider it. I'm open to all ideas. So, if you feel I'm misled, show me the right way. If ya don't say anything, I'm gonna think I'm right. ANyways, I'm off. Buh bye.