Being the conformist that I am, I got Michelle several Valentine's Day gifts. I got her a bear from "the teddy bear workshop" http://www.buildabear.com is the website, though I went to the place in person. You build the bear. I actually gave it to her on Saturday, when I went to my friend's house. I also got it a voicebox that has me saying, "Baby I miss you so much". *in a very sad tone* She loves it a lot. She sleeps with it and thinks about it. LOL. I also got her a Winnie the Pooh snowglobe from Ebay. It hasn't arrived yet, but showed her the pic, and she likes it. Would get her flowers or ballons, but she don't like those things. She gets sad when they die or deflate. LOL.

I haven't got anything yet. I'm not big on getting stuff anyways. I just like the snacks. I'm such a choclaholic. Chocolate with some type of nuts or toffee. *in my homer voice* "Mmmmmmmmm......graaaaa....chocolate." I'm easily satisfied.

As for right now, nothing else really going on. Same crap, different day. I seen a few people I know that said hi to me. Conversations that go something like this: Hey hows it going. Good, how about you? Good. How's school? Good. You? Good. That's nice. Ummm, yeah, well, I'll see you around ok? Alright, later.

Every now and then, I throw a few curve balls. How's your day? I hate living. Oh... really? Yeah, I can't take it anymore. Well, we all have our bad days. You'll be alright. I doubt it. You will. Got to go, later. Later. I can't seem to break through some people's superficialness. Its like, you can know them for years, yet know nothing about them. I guess some people are content this way. Though the opposite isn't great either. You have some people who only talk about everything that goes wrong in thier life. Yet, when you want to talk, it seems like its just an opening for them to relate about something else they went through. Soon, your talking about thier story. Damned either way. Only on the internet, people are themselves. The closeness develops, then fades. The only way to maintain a good friendship is to meet. Otherwise, it seems that your just text. Though that is almost always impossible because of distance, costs, risks and time. Even if that is able to be overcome, you got to be careful about meeting the opposite sex if your taken. People tend to get insecure. They may be rightfully insecure too. So yeah.......... I don't really have a point. These are just lil things that the cells in my brain think of. Or is it my soul? Is it both? That's a whole 'nother entry. That's all for now