If your one of the people that has been following the general mood of me lately, then you would know I have been down on myself. And according to the defination on my dictionary I fit the term depressed to a key. What's it say, ok, depression, A mental state characterized by a pessimistic sense of inadequacy and a despondent lack of activity. Is that me or what? That is so me. DID the people of webster's Dictionary meet me before hand and decide to make my current mood they're defination. NOw you might say, you think your clinical depressed. NO. Clinical depression, A state of depression and anhedonia so severe as to require clinical intervention. Anhedonia means inability to enjoy pleasure. *wouldn't be surprised if that was a name of a journal* I experience some pleasure. Besides, I'm kinda under control. Wow, but to apply depression to me. Scary. It runs in the family.

Maybe just at times I depressed. Yeah. SOmetimes I can completly forget about my problems and enjoy a good time. BUt my general state is depressed. Depressed probaly cause of several factors. No social life *probaly a big one*, stress, no relationship,being sick, no money, not much God in my life. NOpe, not much of him. Poor GOd, he trys to work his way in. I guess sometimes I forget to let him in. *sigh*