I forgot to make a list of things I'm grateful for. Annette has told me to make one. Her simply saying it doesn't mean I do it, but she convinced me that its good to focus on the positive while not thinking bout the negative.

10 things I consider gifts in my life

1. The chat with Annette
2. The chat with kaliko
3. For having people that care about me.
4. For just having a computer
5. Having all my limbs.
6. This website *where would I let myself out*
7. I'm happy that my mom picked up pills for me
8. Grateful for not living in a worse area in the world
9. I'm grateful for having high self-esteem *about time*
10. That I know there is a God and he has a plan for me

Ok, that's that. To hidingbehindmyself, I'm still gonna be pretty open, just I don't want to say something that will hurt someone's feelings. I think that should matter to me. I want people to respect my feelings, why not do the same. To happykatz, You need to send me an email, or chat, we gots to talk.

HEY, THE 49ers WON!!!! THough I lost in the first week of fantasy football. MAybe next week. And the cowboys lost. YEAH! I wish the Raiders would've lost, would've been nice. :P Ok, i'm off, to mess with stats and stuff. later