Boy what a day. Started good. Woke up early and got to school early. First person I see, megan. She says Hi, talks briefly, I leave. *she gots class* I go to cafeteria with all the energy in the world. :) I see Suzanne there. I tell her about Crystal and how I"m happy. She is happy for me. Decides to buy me lunch. *not sure how that works, but I was happy to get free lunch* I eat, share with Raymond. We talk, after, I decide to walk off some of the energy. He comes with me. I decided to get Eliza a b-day card at college store. Also, got myself some speakers and headphones. I come back to find Megan there. Think Jeff came in with her too. *not sure* I tell her bout me being happy these girls liking me and how I decided to chose Crystal. Then I think Eliza comes in. Jeff decides to sign card with me. I tell him how happy i am to have these girls liking me and stuff. Anyways, I give card to Eliza. She likes.

Jeff goes to class then Eliza and Megan sit together. Talk, call me over. Eliza is like, who are these girls that Jeff told me about. *WHy he say anything to her* I tell them who they are. I remind her she did tell me she likes me. I told her it would never be. She asked why. *this is where I go to far* I start to try to name a few of the reasons. She then decides to stroll ALex *wheelchair dude* to bus stop. If that wasn't enough, she comes back and I continue. I start try to name all the reasons I don't like her. She leaves. *she had class I think*

Megan then tells me I shouldn't have came so harsh. *I did come harsh* I didn't think about it till she mentioned it. GOD, I Felt so terrible. I wish I didn't have to shoot her down. I hate that. I REALLY DO! Actually had me down for a sec cause I know the feeling of being turned down. After that, some dude comes and tries to talk to Megan. He gets shot down as I'm listening to music. Jeff comes after. Asks if I want to go to lunch. I do. We go.

So me, Jeff, and Megan go to hamburger place. The more we hung out, the more I liked her. *ARGH* Is like now I chose Crystal and I'm starting to like Megan. Was cool there, we talked about lots of stuff there. Only thing that didn't turn out well is fact Jeff blurted out something bout my diary. *GRRRRRRR* I told him I didn't mind but I dunno. Anyways, we walk back to the college.

There, Jeff calls avina. He like, starts having like phone sex with her. *weird,though interesting concept* Megan asks how to approach situation after. Me and JEff then leave.

While walking there he told me some stuff bout how he is losing faith in God and some other stuff. We hop on bus, he shows me some POD. Was cool, he let me borrow. HE eventually gets off. I listen to the cd for a bit. Go to florist,>, go home.
I call Jeff. we talk for a bit, I tell him i'll make him a cd. He is happy, almost go to his house but had transportation problems. *hang up* Stay and watch big Kings game. KINGS TOOK THE LAKERS!!!! Called jeff again. We are happy. So next, I call Crystal. We will be meeting at noon at the plaza. :D That is all.