*entry covering thursday,friday, saturday, sunday* On Thursday, there was alot less going on. Only major development with the group was when Donald was seen hanging out with Eliza. Candace chewed him out about it. I'm surprised he didn't say anything to her. I almost did, but figured it was best to mind my own business. After that, I had classes to go to.

I eventually get out to find Danielle outside. We talk briefly and she invites me to her house for friday. I agree to go there. After that brief conversation, she goes off to class and I realize no one is on campus. I decide to go job hunting.

I'm at the mall and I ask for several applications. I was kinda nervous at first but eventually got over my inital shyness and got the applications I wanted. I get home and apply for sears. *you can apply online* I get set up with a job interview after aceing the questions. Monday at 3:00PM. Going for customer service position. That basically covers Thursday.

Friday comes and no one is staying on campus. Doesn't matter to me as I was scheduled to go over Danielle's house. So after nearly losing my wallet, I go to her house. I see her on the way. We walk and we talk. I send off some FAFSA application. *finacial aid* We then go and hang at her place.

We mainly stick to watching VH1 and commenting on the greatest moments In Video Music Award history. Was cool, relaxing. Talked to her about her friend being a party animal. She insists she's sweet. Anyways. We got along really well. Me and Danielle are very much on the same page on variety of subjects. Speaking of which, she seemed to know exactly what pages I was on several times without me saying anything. Certain things she said indicated to me that she has indeed went through a portion of the diary. *cool but kinda scary* Eventually, after about 6 hours of staying at her place, she walks me to the train station. I leave her place feeling like I want to hang with her more. The reason, she is very sincere and nice. A bit artistic too. *haven't had any artsy friends before* I eventually get home and sleep.

Saturday rolls around and things start off rough. I get up to find that my mom is arguing with her boyfriend. *no big deal right, but watch what happens next that almost is* So they end up resolving it. My mom tells me they are going to the store. Next thing I know she is calling the house telling me not to open the door. Apprantly, Lorenzo *her boyfriend* left her at the grocery store. My lil brother and sis are scared because they thing he's gonna do something. *so am I but I don't say it to them* 30 minutes later I see my mom walking with groceries and him in the car yelling at her. *I'm thinking, great, do I have to fight him* My mom eventually walks up. I ask her if I can call the cops. She says she'll give me an indication if she feels its necessary. So I ask what the big deal is. Apprantly, my lil bro's dad came by earlier and dropped off a backup for him. If you don't know by now, Lorenzo is jealous of him. Hates that he even stops by. Anyways, after an hour of drama, he eventually cools off. Alex wants me to come over his place. So after talking to him and seeing he's ok, i decide to go against gut and just get ride with him. Lil sis didn't want me to go, but I wanted to go. Thankfully, I arrive safely.

My mom calls Alex's after awhile of me being there asking how it went and if the car was working. I told her I was ok and so was the car. During the conversation I realize he took off with the car after leaving me. I then change my focus and hang with Alex. Its ok over there. We end up watching football over there and playing yet more video games. Was alright, could've been better.

Sunday comes and I'm still over there. After helping him with his room, I call home for a ride. I eventually get one. Was glad to be gone because he was gonna have me clear away another space for his computer. Not that I don't like helping, but thing is, like I said, he doesn't also help when I know there are some things he can do. I realize he don't have use of legs. But I know he can clear off or pick up certain things yet choses to just sit there and nearly do nothing. *thin line between helping someone out and helping them be lazy*

At home, I do some studying for psychology test I got Monday. Also, draft some players for fantasy football. Right now I'm pooped from all that.

All in all, a good spread of days. Nothing too serious to stress about. Things are actually going ok. Only thing I'm still worried about is the Parlodel I need. I'm out of medicine and insurance. As for my self-esteem. Its pretty high right now. That was a concern of mines for awhile, but with all these girls liking me, it has helped me. Spiritually, I'm not doing as well though. I'm praying at night, but I know that isn't enough. Even that I have done sparingly. I guess I have no real needs anymore. *well except for him in my life* Finacially, I will survive for the most part. I have just enough for books. *though i will be flat broke once I get final book* So that's that.

Oh, P.s I guess. I looked at comments, I forgot who said,"she says ok alot" Its not just her emails, she really is like that. She says a huge amount of umms and oks. And yes, I noticed how she didn't address the christian thing and I do feel bad for her for having to hear no. *since I've been on the other end of that and remember how it hurts* Anyways, I got to finish this entry off and sleep. That is all. ~END~