In what feels like a repeat of the last two days, I wake up to watch tv and talk to Jeff. *Aaaaahh, i'm stuck in some twisted version of Groundhog day* Nothing really noteworthy besides what I got in the mail today. Was from the dmv.

Seems the dmv wants me back. Turned them down last time, but this time its VERY tempting. I may just go for it. Over $2000 a month. Full time permanent. Its funny, I was thinking about it and, the only reason I don't jump on it right now is because of all the friends I now have. *also working towards a career is nice* Told Jeff and he said I should pray over it. Though he did mention he hoped I continued going to the college. I dunno. I want to do both, but I don't want night school. ANd the hours would kill me. I don't even have a car. I got the weekend to think it over. Got to turn the application in by the 26th it says. Oh God, i hope i make right decison. I mean, I want the money. I REALLY WANT THE MONEY! I could move out and help family and get money in back. THen thiers the flip side. College, where I'm learning all kinds of cool stuff, working to getting a career I love, and my friends. VERY TORN!!!!!!!!!

*Deep breath* Well, wish me the best people. That is all for now.