You know lately I haven't been as religous as I had hoped. All I have been doing is dwelling on life. I haven't really looked for God or Jesus in my life. What really sucks is I haven't even been trying. *I should* I just don't. :( All I have been doing is ranting. That, and just plan doing all things for myself. *sigh* I think I need to pray or something. I've really been losing sight of God recently. *all I do is pray at night* That surely isn't gonna get me into "heaven". :(

Well, besides that, I got something to say. If you don't see your name off to the left and it was there, that's because you are on the top ten. I believe you don't need more publicity. I still love ya. As for the names I added, I hope you don't mind. If you do, leave me a comment, I'll remove it. Besides, I like updating things. Was time for a change. Also, If you don't update your diary atleast like twice a week, then I'm gonna bump ya. That is all on that front. Just thought I'd put that out there.

One other thing I wanted opinions on. My diary. Does me having Jesus with the cross wrong? I mean, WWJD? Would he want me using his image as a nice background for my diary? I've been thinking bout it. Well, let me know.

Later, if I'm up to it, I'm gonna write bout my big bro. *will be long* I think ya'll need some background on him to understand my near-hate of him. Till then. Adios