The day started out like crap. Was very cold today for one. Second, I get to school to see my spanish professor before class. She recommends that I drop the course cause I had missed 2 group quizes. So I decide to go to class anyways. I don't know what the point was, I didn't have my textbook or required blue book. So I lost points. She then starts talking about people who miss quizzes and looks at me. *I hate that* So I leave class feeling SO low.

I go to cafeteria where I see Jeff and the gang. There, he is sad too. Sad that the terrorist were allegedly targeting state buildings. His parents and sister work there. He was gonna miss weight training but remembered that he could get thrown out if he misses ANY more classes.

So we're there, lifting weighs, talking about workout routines and other boring guy stuff. Was ok. I felt bad working out with friends, they lift SO much more than me. I can only leg press 135 lbs. *like 60 kilos* Jeff can press a staggering 270lbs. *120 kilos* Says that was nothing, next time will do more. *whatever* So spend some time more on campus before going home.

I do a lil studying beforehand, then videogames. :D So I'm here, on the machine when Jeff calls. We talk, when he starts talking about Avina. That is when he mentions that he mentioned my secret to Avina. *damn, didn't take him 24 hours to betray my trust* I guess it "came up" SURE!!! not sure how my personal life comes up in thier conversations. THIS LIL JERK!!! He apologized like 1,000 times. Still, that doesn't take back fact. I just wish I had trusted my instinct about trusting. I guess I was nieve. *another word for stupid* I think I"m more mad at myself than him. How could I be SO stupid. ANyways, that ends day. There is more I want to rant about, but I'm SO tired, maybe tomorrow I will talk about the bitterness I have towards FEB 14. LOL. Trying to think of who would say YAY to me writing about bitterness. Anyways, I REALLY need sleep. That is all. ~END~