Its been another LONG while. LOts has happened, though I haven't had much time to write about it. So many things, My moods and stuff have been haywire. UP down, etc. Since it'd take like 3 hours to cover all that happened, i"m gonna sum up some stuff.

First gonna start with me working. As you know by now, I'm working at JC Penny. It's been OK. MOstly boring. From time to time, that rude customer will come in and I have to hold my anger and being a good lil employee. Speaking of employees, most just talk to me to help me. I don't have any friends there. Various ages, but none seem my type. ANyways, its not hard. And there may be some hope, a few of my friends are looking to work there. I hope they get hired.

On other notes, Hung out with Eliza alot more. She even went to this church function. *SHOCK* THough we both ended up making jokes at some of the people. *normally not me* Somehow, she got convinced to go again. She wants me to go. So I"ll be there tomorrow. *most likely*

As for me myself, I am feeling mixed. *STILL* While I have had some up moments, the down ones are still very much there. I know life isn't all ups, but still, not liking the downers. On a similar note, self-esteem has gone up, but has its VERY low moments. I try to say to myself that I am happy the way I am no matter what, but it is hard for me to believe that.

On to the other topic of this entry, WHO are you? SOmeone sent me a crushlink that had been forwarded from deardiary.net. So I know your reading this. Who are you. Please just tell me in a comment or something. I hate games. SEriously. Be upfront with me and tell me what's up. At first I thought it was Michelle, but when I tried to link the email, it wasn't her.

Well, if I have time, I'm gonna do another entry later. A very interesting one I think. It's about my various opinions of my friends. I want to write name by name what I think of them, then reflect whether that information could be misleading *or wrong* and see how people view me and how right or wrong it could be. *my own lil mind trip* Available for you to read, but is for me, so if you get confused, sorry. ANyways, I got to go. Later.