[{"_1":2,"_4348":-5,"_4349":-5},"loaderData",{"_3":4,"_106":107,"_4265":4266},"root",{"_5":6,"_7":8,"_85":-5,"_86":87,"_88":89,"_90":91,"_92":-5,"_93":94,"_95":96,"_102":103,"_104":105},"betterAuthBaseURL","https://www.deardiary.net","currentTheme",{"_9":10,"_11":12,"_13":14,"_15":16,"_17":18,"_66":67,"_81":82,"_83":-7,"_84":-7},"themeName","orange","fontFamily","Inter, system-ui, Avenir, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif","fontSize","16px","radius","0.6rem","light",{"_19":20,"_21":22,"_23":24,"_25":22,"_26":20,"_27":22,"_28":29,"_30":31,"_32":33,"_34":35,"_36":33,"_37":38,"_39":33,"_40":35,"_41":42,"_43":44,"_45":44,"_46":29,"_47":48,"_49":50,"_51":52,"_53":54,"_55":56,"_57":58,"_59":22,"_60":29,"_61":31,"_62":33,"_63":35,"_64":44,"_65":29},"background","oklch(1 0 0)","foreground","oklch(0.141 0.005 285.823)","card","oklch(1 0 0 / var(--card-opacity, 1))","cardForeground","popover","popoverForeground","primary","oklch(0.705 0.213 47.604)","primaryForeground","oklch(0.98 0.016 73.684)","secondary","oklch(0.967 0.001 286.375)","secondaryForeground","oklch(0.21 0.006 285.885)","muted","mutedForeground","oklch(0.552 0.016 285.938)","accent","accentForeground","destructive","oklch(0.577 0.245 27.325)","border","oklch(0.92 0.004 286.32)","input","ring","chart1","oklch(0.646 0.222 41.116)","chart2","oklch(0.6 0.118 184.704)","chart3","oklch(0.398 0.07 227.392)","chart4","oklch(0.828 0.189 84.429)","chart5","oklch(0.769 0.188 70.08)","sidebar","oklch(0.985 0 0)","sidebarForeground","sidebarPrimary","sidebarPrimaryForeground","sidebarAccent","sidebarAccentForeground","sidebarBorder","sidebarRing","dark",{"_19":22,"_21":68,"_23":69,"_25":70,"_26":35,"_27":68,"_28":48,"_30":31,"_32":71,"_34":72,"_36":71,"_37":73,"_39":71,"_40":68,"_41":74,"_43":75,"_45":76,"_46":48,"_47":77,"_49":78,"_51":56,"_53":79,"_55":80,"_57":35,"_59":72,"_60":48,"_61":31,"_62":71,"_63":72,"_64":75,"_65":48},"oklch(0.87 0 0)","oklch(0.21 0.006 285.885 / var(--card-opacity, 1))","oklch(0.89 0 0)","oklch(0.274 0.006 286.033)","oklch(0.9 0 0)","oklch(0.705 0.015 286.067)","oklch(0.704 0.191 22.216)","oklch(1 0 0 / 10%)","oklch(1 0 0 / 15%)","oklch(0.488 0.243 264.376)","oklch(0.696 0.17 162.48)","oklch(0.627 0.265 303.9)","oklch(0.645 0.246 16.439)","cardOpacity","1","lightBg","darkBg","user","allUsers",[],"idleTimeoutMinutes",0,"secretSessionTimeoutMinutes",30,"localStorageConsent","nodeEnv","production","requestInfo",{"_97":98,"_100":101},"hints",{"_99":17},"theme","userPrefs",{"_99":-5},"csrfToken","TYQyMt7BnX79ivqQ1CcXdX+RXdbVAzF4jkR0kBpjJwrd6g8FCwLG4f4j/DaQDmo8iQ6+Br+zbNO/t8PRBqtbJ9qR1bRBxwABHKlMuAHcwAhgVWwmTEVrTntfSt+/S87fEWvKzg==","vapidPublicKey","BKcfms7cDBO-eeVU1JAKF_IPc-5fuCqPs5F-6HNvotIHBY9pyt8iKDMlP2rfW9nJ48yb6mN5pwT8_9fl3bETlew","routes/global/diary/globalLayout",{"_108":109,"_123":124,"_99":8,"_4233":118,"_4234":4235,"_4256":4257,"_4258":4259,"_4262":4263,"_4264":89},"selectedDiary",{"_110":111,"_112":111,"_113":114,"_115":116,"_117":118,"_119":118,"_120":-5,"_121":89,"_122":117},"user_id",13147,"diary_id","title","Playing By Heart","language","EN","public",false,"friends_only","description","template_id","privacy","allEntries",[125,133,137,141,145,149,153,157,161,165,169,173,177,181,185,189,193,197,200,204,208,211,215,219,223,226,230,234,238,242,245,249,253,257,261,265,268,272,275,279,283,287,291,295,299,303,307,311,314,318,322,326,329,333,336,340,344,348,352,356,360,364,368,372,376,380,384,388,392,396,400,404,408,412,416,420,424,428,432,436,440,444,448,452,456,460,464,468,472,476,480,484,487,489,492,496,500,504,508,512,516,520,523,527,531,535,539,543,547,551,555,559,561,565,569,573,577,581,585,589,593,597,601,605,608,612,616,620,623,627,631,635,639,643,647,651,655,659,663,667,671,674,678,682,686,690,694,698,702,705,709,713,717,720,724,728,732,736,740,744,748,752,756,760,764,768,772,776,779,783,787,791,795,799,803,807,811,814,818,822,826,830,834,838,842,846,850,854,858,862,866,870,874,878,882,885,889,893,897,901,905,909,913,917,921,925,929,933,937,941,945,948,952,956,960,964,968,972,976,980,984,988,992,996,1000,1004,1007,1011,1015,1018,1022,1026,1030,1034,1038,1042,1046,1050,1054,1057,1061,1065,1069,1073,1077,1081,1085,1089,1093,1097,1100,1104,1107,1111,1114,1118,1122,1126,1130,1134,1138,1142,1146,1149,1152,1156,1160,1164,1168,1172,1176,1180,1184,1188,1192,1196,1200,1204,1208,1210,1214,1218,1222,1226,1230,1234,1238,1241,1245,1249,1253,1257,1261,1265,1269,1273,1277,1281,1285,1289,1293,1297,1301,1305,1309,1313,1317,1321,1325,1329,1333,1337,1341,1345,1349,1353,1357,1359,1363,1367,1371,1374,1378,1382,1386,1390,1394,1398,1402,1406,1410,1414,1417,1421,1425,1429,1433,1437,1441,1445,1449,1453,1457,1460,1464,1468,1472,1476,1479,1483,1487,1490,1493,1497,1501,1504,1508,1511,1515,1519,1522,1526,1530,1534,1538,1541,1545,1549,1553,1557,1561,1565,1569,1573,1577,1581,1584,1588,1592,1596,1600,1604,1608,1611,1615,1617,1621,1625,1629,1633,1637,1641,1644,1648,1652,1656,1660,1664,1668,1672,1676,1680,1682,1685,1689,1693,1697,1701,1705,1709,1713,1717,1721,1725,1729,1733,1737,1739,1743,1747,1751,1755,1759,1763,1767,1771,1775,1778,1782,1786,1790,1794,1798,1802,1806,1810,1814,1818,1822,1826,1829,1833,1837,1841,1845,1849,1853,1857,1861,1865,1869,1873,1877,1881,1885,1889,1893,1897,1901,1904,1908,1912,1916,1920,1924,1927,1931,1935,1939,1943,1947,1951,1955,1959,1963,1967,1971,1975,1979,1983,1987,1991,1995,1999,2002,2006,2010,2014,2018,2022,2026,2030,2034,2038,2042,2046,2050,2054,2058,2062,2066,2070,2074,2078,2082,2086,2090,2094,2098,2102,2106,2110,2114,2118,2122,2126,2130,2134,2138,2142,2146,2150,2154,2158,2161,2165,2169,2173,2177,2181,2185,2187,2190,2194,2198,2202,2206,2210,2214,2218,2222,2226,2230,2234,2238,2242,2246,2250,2254,2258,2261,2265,2269,2273,2277,2281,2285,2289,2293,2296,2300,2304,2308,2312,2316,2320,2324,2328,2332,2336,2340,2344,2347,2351,2355,2359,2363,2367,2370,2374,2378,2382,2386,2390,2394,2398,2402,2406,2410,2414,2418,2422,2425,2429,2433,2437,2441,2445,2449,2453,2457,2461,2465,2469,2473,2477,2481,2484,2488,2491,2495,2499,2503,2507,2511,2514,2518,2521,2525,2528,2532,2536,2540,2544,2548,2552,2556,2560,2563,2567,2571,2575,2579,2583,2587,2591,2595,2598,2602,2606,2610,2614,2618,2622,2626,2630,2634,2638,2642,2646,2650,2654,2658,2662,2666,2670,2674,2678,2681,2685,2689,2693,2697,2701,2705,2709,2713,2717,2721,2724,2728,2732,2736,2740,2744,2748,2752,2756,2760,2764,2768,2772,2776,2779,2783,2786,2790,2794,2798,2802,2806,2810,2813,2817,2821,2825,2829,2832,2836,2840,2843,2847,2851,2855,2859,2862,2866,2870,2873,2876,2880,2884,2888,2891,2895,2898,2902,2906,2910,2913,2917,2921,2925,2929,2933,2936,2940,2944,2948,2952,2956,2960,2964,2968,2972,2975,2979,2982,2986,2990,2993,2997,3001,3004,3008,3011,3014,3018,3021,3024,3027,3031,3034,3038,3041,3044,3048,3051,3055,3058,3062,3066,3070,3073,3077,3080,3084,3088,3092,3096,3100,3103,3107,3111,3115,3118,3122,3126,3130,3134,3137,3141,3145,3148,3152,3156,3160,3164,3168,3171,3174,3178,3182,3186,3190,3194,3198,3200,3204,3207,3211,3215,3219,3223,3226,3230,3233,3236,3239,3243,3246,3250,3254,3258,3261,3265,3268,3272,3275,3279,3282,3286,3290,3292,3295,3299,3303,3306,3309,3313,3317,3320,3323,3327,3330,3334,3337,3341,3344,3347,3351,3355,3358,3362,3366,3369,3373,3376,3380,3382,3385,3388,3392,3396,3399,3403,3407,3411,3415,3418,3421,3425,3428,3431,3435,3438,3441,3445,3448,3452,3456,3460,3463,3466,3470,3473,3477,3480,3483,3486,3490,3493,3496,3499,3503,3507,3510,3513,3516,3520,3523,3526,3529,3532,3536,3539,3542,3546,3549,3553,3556,3560,3563,3566,3569,3573,3576,3580,3583,3586,3590,3593,3596,3600,3604,3607,3610,3613,3616,3620,3623,3626,3630,3633,3637,3640,3643,3646,3650,3653,3656,3659,3663,3666,3669,3672,3675,3679,3682,3686,3689,3692,3695,3699,3702,3705,3708,3712,3715,3719,3722,3725,3727,3731,3735,3738,3741,3745,3748,3752,3755,3759,3762,3765,3768,3772,3776,3779,3782,3786,3789,3792,3796,3800,3803,3806,3809,3813,3816,3819,3823,3826,3829,3833,3836,3840,3843,3846,3850,3854,3858,3861,3864,3867,3871,3874,3878,3882,3886,3889,3893,3896,3899,3902,3904,3908,3912,3915,3919,3923,3927,3930,3933,3937,3939,3942,3945,3949,3952,3955,3958,3962,3965,3969,3973,3976,3979,3983,3987,3990,3993,3997,4001,4004,4008,4011,4015,4019,4022,4025,4029,4032,4036,4039,4042,4046,4050,4053,4057,4060,4063,4067,4070,4074,4078,4081,4085,4088,4091,4095,4098,4102,4105,4108,4112,4115,4119,4122,4126,4129,4133,4137,4140,4143,4147,4150,4154,4158,4162,4166,4169,4173,4176,4180,4183,4186,4189,4193,4197,4200,4204,4207,4211,4214,4218,4221,4225,4229],{"_126":127,"_128":129,"_130":131,"_122":117,"_132":129},"entry_id",["B","1517193"],"entry_date","Tue Dec 23 2025","entry_title","Captain’s Blog: Stardate 12222025.8\t","last_modified",{"_126":134,"_128":135,"_130":136,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1515292"],"Thu Oct 30 2025","How I change lives at work",{"_126":138,"_128":139,"_130":140,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1515134"],"Thu Oct 23 2025","My mom died. Then my wife died...",{"_126":142,"_128":143,"_130":144,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1428531"],"Mon Aug 17 2009","~The End~",{"_126":146,"_128":147,"_130":148,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1425351"],"Sat Jun 20 2009","3 verses",{"_126":150,"_128":151,"_130":152,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1425076"],"Mon Jun 15 2009","Killing me at my graduation (now w/ PIC)",{"_126":154,"_128":155,"_130":156,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1424777"],"Wed Jun 10 2009","Science: One BIG LIE?",{"_126":158,"_128":159,"_130":160,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1424550"],"Fri Jun 05 2009","Commencement",{"_126":162,"_128":163,"_130":164,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1422618"],"Tue May 12 2009","Ignorance or Cowardliness",{"_126":166,"_128":167,"_130":168,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1421899"],"Sat May 02 2009","Disappointment/ B-day Party minus the party",{"_126":170,"_128":171,"_130":172,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1420890"],"Tue Apr 21 2009","Twitter",{"_126":174,"_128":175,"_130":176,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1420689"],"Mon Apr 20 2009","Sob Story",{"_126":178,"_128":179,"_130":180,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1420605"],"Sun Apr 19 2009","Finally!",{"_126":182,"_128":183,"_130":184,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1420274"],"Fri Apr 17 2009","Suicide",{"_126":186,"_128":187,"_130":188,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1419571"],"Sun Apr 12 2009","WOOHOO!",{"_126":190,"_128":191,"_130":192,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1419501"],"Sat Apr 11 2009","Asian Invasion",{"_126":194,"_128":195,"_130":196,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1419127"],"Wed Apr 08 2009","Frantic Phone Call",{"_126":198,"_128":195,"_130":199,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1419089"],"IT Has ARRIVED!",{"_126":201,"_128":202,"_130":203,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1418970"],"Tue Apr 07 2009","Fun Lil Diary App/ You gotta try it",{"_126":205,"_128":206,"_130":207,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1418572"],"Sun Apr 05 2009","He ran off with his daughter! (Update on the Wilbur/Ricky situations)",{"_126":209,"_128":206,"_130":210,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1418506"],"Small Update/Pic",{"_126":212,"_128":213,"_130":214,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1418439"],"Sat Apr 04 2009","Some People Never Change",{"_126":216,"_128":217,"_130":218,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1418351"],"Fri Apr 03 2009","Deardiary Conspiracy Theory/ Shellybean",{"_126":220,"_128":221,"_130":222,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1417938"],"Wed Apr 01 2009","Finding Happiness",{"_126":224,"_128":221,"_130":225,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1417920"],"Hardcore Porn at my school?!",{"_126":227,"_128":228,"_130":229,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1417593"],"Sun Mar 29 2009","Does it really matter?",{"_126":231,"_128":232,"_130":233,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1417498"],"Sat Mar 28 2009","Nasty Unauthenticated Comment/ Whodunit?",{"_126":235,"_128":236,"_130":237,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1417352"],"Fri Mar 27 2009","Wisdom?",{"_126":239,"_128":240,"_130":241,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1417305"],"Thu Mar 26 2009","Obama says NO to Drugs...This time",{"_126":243,"_128":240,"_130":244,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1417267"],"Some Good News",{"_126":246,"_128":247,"_130":248,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1417038"],"Tue Mar 24 2009","How Cool Is This/ You Gotta See This",{"_126":250,"_128":251,"_130":252,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1416968"],"Mon Mar 23 2009","The Browser Wars: Firefox 3 vs. IE 8",{"_126":254,"_128":255,"_130":256,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1416803"],"Sun Mar 22 2009","Can't Save the World",{"_126":258,"_128":259,"_130":260,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1416612"],"Thu Mar 19 2009","Huge Hospital Bill",{"_126":262,"_128":263,"_130":264,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1416527"],"Wed Mar 18 2009","Death/ Last words",{"_126":266,"_128":263,"_130":267,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1416494"],"Which is his favorite?",{"_126":269,"_128":270,"_130":271,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1416424"],"Tue Mar 17 2009","Secret Pregnancy/ BBQ Misadventure",{"_126":273,"_128":270,"_130":274,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1416358"],"New Design & More",{"_126":276,"_128":277,"_130":278,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1411428"],"Thu Jan 29 2009","How's the Baby and other questions/thoughts w/ Video",{"_126":280,"_128":281,"_130":282,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1409494"],"Mon Jan 12 2009","You either are or aren't",{"_126":284,"_128":285,"_130":286,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1401339"],"Sun Oct 26 2008","Tired of the Misperceptions about Obama",{"_126":288,"_128":289,"_130":290,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1397155"],"Thu Sep 04 2008","How can I Improve this Dating Quiz?",{"_126":292,"_128":293,"_130":294,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1396649"],"Tue Aug 26 2008","New Pics",{"_126":296,"_128":297,"_130":298,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1395866"],"Sun Aug 17 2008","Lil Tinoz/My B-Day",{"_126":300,"_128":301,"_130":302,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1395435"],"Tue Aug 12 2008","Who Is Michelle And Why Does She Love Me",{"_126":304,"_128":305,"_130":306,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1395134"],"Fri Aug 08 2008","Happy B-Day Michelle",{"_126":308,"_128":309,"_130":310,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1394980"],"Tue Aug 05 2008","Addressing Criticism ",{"_126":312,"_128":309,"_130":313,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1394929"],"Why I Don't Believe (In God/s)/ Kaliko, will you please respond",{"_126":315,"_128":316,"_130":317,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1394514"],"Wed Jul 30 2008","Brain, Heart Scan",{"_126":319,"_128":320,"_130":321,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1392661"],"Tue Jul 08 2008","Unbearable",{"_126":323,"_128":324,"_130":325,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1392567"],"Mon Jul 07 2008","How Much is Too Much?",{"_126":327,"_128":324,"_130":328,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1392497"],"Obama vs. McCain's potential VP",{"_126":330,"_128":331,"_130":332,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1392420"],"Sun Jul 06 2008","Looking for Joy, Love",{"_126":334,"_128":335,"_130":114,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1392348"],"Sat Jul 05 2008",{"_126":337,"_128":338,"_130":339,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1392242"],"Thu Jul 03 2008","A Tough Decision is Made. ",{"_126":341,"_128":342,"_130":343,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1388157"],"Thu May 15 2008","Living a False life",{"_126":345,"_128":346,"_130":347,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1387763"],"Sun May 11 2008","New IMPROVED baby pix",{"_126":349,"_128":350,"_130":351,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1387564"],"Fri May 09 2008","Shit Hits the Fan/ To be Good or Evil",{"_126":353,"_128":354,"_130":355,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1386855"],"Fri May 02 2008","Taking Care of Jr./ Don't Say Things You Can't Follow Through On",{"_126":357,"_128":358,"_130":359,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1386380"],"Mon Apr 28 2008","My Son Is Born!",{"_126":361,"_128":362,"_130":363,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1385442"],"Sun Apr 20 2008","Surprises and Disappointments",{"_126":365,"_128":366,"_130":367,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1385029"],"Wed Apr 16 2008","Baby Unshower",{"_126":369,"_128":370,"_130":371,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1384349"],"Thu Apr 10 2008","Fighting Back Against the (d)Evil",{"_126":373,"_128":374,"_130":375,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1384054"],"Tue Apr 08 2008","The Go(o)d Path",{"_126":377,"_128":378,"_130":379,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1382996"],"Sun Mar 30 2008","The Cost of Free",{"_126":381,"_128":382,"_130":383,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1381954"],"Sat Mar 22 2008","It May Be Dark Out, But The Sun Will Rise again",{"_126":385,"_128":386,"_130":387,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1381838"],"Thu Mar 20 2008","Very EMOtional Week.",{"_126":389,"_128":390,"_130":391,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1380596"],"Mon Mar 10 2008","How You Too can be as Maladjusted as Me",{"_126":393,"_128":394,"_130":395,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1380084"],"Wed Mar 05 2008","My Stupidity: >$1500",{"_126":397,"_128":398,"_130":399,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1379150"],"Tue Feb 26 2008","Psychological Advice",{"_126":401,"_128":402,"_130":403,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1379043"],"Mon Feb 25 2008","Psychological Understandings",{"_126":405,"_128":406,"_130":407,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1375605"],"Tue Jan 29 2008","What's more important?",{"_126":409,"_128":410,"_130":411,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1372249"],"Tue Jan 01 2008","Alternate Diary/ Christmas Jeer/ Pics",{"_126":413,"_128":414,"_130":415,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1370220"],"Fri Dec 14 2007","My baby's gender/failure/rant",{"_126":417,"_128":418,"_130":419,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1367312"],"Tue Nov 13 2007","I QUIT/ Email Stuff/ The BIG 5",{"_126":421,"_128":422,"_130":423,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1365757"],"Wed Oct 31 2007","Halloween Blues",{"_126":425,"_128":426,"_130":427,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1365631"],"Tue Oct 30 2007","SICK/Hi/ Thank you/ Slash",{"_126":429,"_128":430,"_130":431,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1365531"],"Mon Oct 29 2007","Hopeless mutterings",{"_126":433,"_128":434,"_130":435,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1365032"],"Wed Oct 24 2007","Out of Order",{"_126":437,"_128":438,"_130":439,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1364897"],"Tue Oct 23 2007","Got Beat up",{"_126":441,"_128":442,"_130":443,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1364757"],"Mon Oct 22 2007","So high!",{"_126":445,"_128":446,"_130":447,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1364509"],"Sat Oct 20 2007","Into the Darkness",{"_126":449,"_128":450,"_130":451,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1363796"],"Sat Oct 13 2007","ULTRAsound",{"_126":453,"_128":454,"_130":455,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1363160"],"Sun Oct 07 2007","Can you take away all the pain?",{"_126":457,"_128":458,"_130":459,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1362520"],"Mon Oct 01 2007","Fighting Pessimissim, Self-Doubt",{"_126":461,"_128":462,"_130":463,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1361487"],"Mon Sep 24 2007","A decision is made, sort've/ Minus points for Ray and Carmen",{"_126":465,"_128":466,"_130":467,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1359308"],"Thu Sep 06 2007","Challenging All Christians! Are you game? I got another top 10 for you cuz I know you've been waiting",{"_126":469,"_128":470,"_130":471,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1359041"],"Tue Sep 04 2007","Let Go......",{"_126":473,"_128":474,"_130":475,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1358679"],"Sat Sep 01 2007","The FAIR/ I got a pic of me/ Don't just come to see a pic/ Ok, just come no matter what/ Would a comment be asking too much?",{"_126":477,"_128":478,"_130":479,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1358518"],"Thu Aug 30 2007","Emotional Rollercoaster / Replies to comments/ Please no Hello Kitty E-Cards",{"_126":481,"_128":482,"_130":483,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1357840"],"Sat Aug 25 2007","*sigh* ........................",{"_126":485,"_128":482,"_130":486,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1357742"],"More depressing crap",{"_126":488,"_128":482,"_130":486,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1357740"],{"_126":490,"_128":482,"_130":491,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1357739"],"My Birthday, christian stuff and more!",{"_126":493,"_128":494,"_130":495,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1355199"],"Mon Aug 06 2007","Sadness",{"_126":497,"_128":498,"_130":499,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1354227"],"Mon Jul 30 2007","Meaningless",{"_126":501,"_128":502,"_130":503,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1353709"],"Thu Jul 26 2007","Previously private entry and other interesting thoughts",{"_126":505,"_128":506,"_130":507,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1351379"],"Wed Jul 11 2007","Responding to comments",{"_126":509,"_128":510,"_130":511,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1351218"],"Tue Jul 10 2007","Lucky to be Alive",{"_126":513,"_128":514,"_130":515,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1346856"],"Sat Jun 09 2007","What now?",{"_126":517,"_128":518,"_130":519,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1341979"],"Sun May 06 2007","Christians vs. Atheists",{"_126":521,"_128":518,"_130":522,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1341717"],"What Do I Do with You Guys",{"_126":524,"_128":525,"_130":526,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1340115"],"Thu Apr 26 2007","Routine Life isn't for Me",{"_126":528,"_128":529,"_130":530,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1337871"],"Mon Apr 16 2007","I MADE IT!!!!",{"_126":532,"_128":533,"_130":534,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1336652"],"Mon Apr 09 2007","Getting Married!!!",{"_126":536,"_128":537,"_130":538,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1330299"],"Mon Mar 05 2007","Studying for Class (useless read for you)",{"_126":540,"_128":541,"_130":542,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1326737"],"Thu Feb 15 2007","My broken wrist, my brother and this theological test",{"_126":544,"_128":545,"_130":546,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1323369"],"Mon Jan 29 2007","Life, Love and Happiness",{"_126":548,"_128":549,"_130":550,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1322438"],"Tue Jan 23 2007","Potential College Schedule",{"_126":552,"_128":553,"_130":554,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1321082"],"Tue Jan 16 2007","Rambling Like an Old Man",{"_126":556,"_128":557,"_130":558,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1319969"],"Wed Jan 10 2007","I Want the Truth and Nothing but the Truth so help me ....whatever is out there",{"_126":560,"_128":557,"_130":558,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1319968"],{"_126":562,"_128":563,"_130":564,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1319518"],"Mon Jan 08 2007","I've been tagged!",{"_126":566,"_128":567,"_130":568,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1318726"],"Thu Jan 04 2007","I Almost Won",{"_126":570,"_128":571,"_130":572,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1317101"],"Wed Dec 27 2006","Worst Than I Could've Imagined",{"_126":574,"_128":575,"_130":576,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1316630"],"Sun Dec 24 2006","My First Time Ever",{"_126":578,"_128":579,"_130":580,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1316213"],"Thu Dec 21 2006","Emerging from the dark",{"_126":582,"_128":583,"_130":584,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1312221"],"Wed Nov 29 2006","I HATE YOU..........ok, not so much now",{"_126":586,"_128":587,"_130":588,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1309666"],"Wed Nov 15 2006","The Miracles of the Quran and more...",{"_126":590,"_128":591,"_130":592,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1308059"],"Thu Nov 09 2006","Christian Perspectives on the Cause of Psychological Problems",{"_126":594,"_128":595,"_130":596,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1306360"],"Tue Oct 31 2006","A reunion of sorts",{"_126":598,"_128":599,"_130":600,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1305496"],"Thu Oct 26 2006","To forgive or not to forgive, THAT is the question!",{"_126":602,"_128":603,"_130":604,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1304802"],"Mon Oct 23 2006","What is the soul?",{"_126":606,"_128":603,"_130":607,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1304777"],"What Kind Of GOD do you believe in?",{"_126":609,"_128":610,"_130":611,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1302919"],"Fri Oct 13 2006","Don't Touch Me!",{"_126":613,"_128":614,"_130":615,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1301491"],"Thu Oct 05 2006","HE BECAME A PASTOR?!",{"_126":617,"_128":618,"_130":619,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1300016"],"Wed Sep 27 2006","GET OUT MY HEAD, YOU STUPID LIL CYNIC",{"_126":621,"_128":618,"_130":622,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1299938"],"I Spy With My Little Eye",{"_126":624,"_128":625,"_130":626,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1297254"],"Thu Sep 14 2006","Does God Want You To Be Rich???",{"_126":628,"_128":629,"_130":630,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1295467"],"Thu Sep 07 2006","Hell week is finally coming to a close",{"_126":632,"_128":633,"_130":634,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1293974"],"Tue Aug 29 2006","They drove me nuts",{"_126":636,"_128":637,"_130":638,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1293282"],"Mon Aug 28 2006","THEY'RE COMING!!! AAAHH!",{"_126":640,"_128":641,"_130":642,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1292916"],"Sat Aug 26 2006","A new diary",{"_126":644,"_128":645,"_130":646,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1292147"],"Tue Aug 22 2006","Bizareness",{"_126":648,"_128":649,"_130":650,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1291902"],"Mon Aug 21 2006","Altruism?",{"_126":652,"_128":653,"_130":654,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1291121"],"Thu Aug 17 2006","I DID IT!!!",{"_126":656,"_128":657,"_130":658,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1290573"],"Mon Aug 14 2006","Stairway to Heaven",{"_126":660,"_128":661,"_130":662,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1285031"],"Thu Jul 20 2006","Just analyzing things",{"_126":664,"_128":665,"_130":666,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1281764"],"Thu Jul 06 2006","On Genuineness/Being \"real\"",{"_126":668,"_128":669,"_130":670,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1281533"],"Wed Jul 05 2006","Questions about Christianity, God, and other spiritual stuff",{"_126":672,"_128":669,"_130":673,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1281527"],"It's Time For Change.......",{"_126":675,"_128":676,"_130":677,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1278831"],"Sat Jun 24 2006","Great News, Grim News.....",{"_126":679,"_128":680,"_130":681,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1278293"],"Wed Jun 21 2006","Transpersonal Psychology",{"_126":683,"_128":684,"_130":685,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1278034"],"Tue Jun 20 2006","Inside My Brain",{"_126":687,"_128":688,"_130":689,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1276007"],"Mon Jun 12 2006","Finally Back!",{"_126":691,"_128":692,"_130":693,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1269857"],"Fri May 19 2006","Me and Michelle.....Seperated.....",{"_126":695,"_128":696,"_130":697,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1269546"],"Thu May 18 2006","Its OVER.........for now",{"_126":699,"_128":700,"_130":701,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1268471"],"Sun May 14 2006","Feel Useless and Worthless?",{"_126":703,"_128":700,"_130":704,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1268415"],"ME, according to psychologists",{"_126":706,"_128":707,"_130":708,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1266527"],"Sat May 06 2006","Sweet and Sour sandwich! You know you want some.",{"_126":710,"_128":711,"_130":712,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1264645"],"Fri Apr 28 2006","The Big Immigrant Protest",{"_126":714,"_128":715,"_130":716,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1264238"],"Wed Apr 26 2006","Objective view of my relationship?/ What's the pinnacle of exsistance?",{"_126":718,"_128":715,"_130":719,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1264235"],"Assessing my view on people through psychology",{"_126":721,"_128":722,"_130":723,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1260251"],"Tue Apr 11 2006","More of the same. Just worded differently",{"_126":725,"_128":726,"_130":727,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1254713"],"Thu Mar 23 2006","Among My Most Stressful Week's",{"_126":729,"_128":730,"_130":731,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1250985"],"Sun Mar 12 2006","Final Message",{"_126":733,"_128":734,"_130":735,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1249462"],"Tue Mar 07 2006","War of Words",{"_126":737,"_128":738,"_130":739,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1247907"],"Thu Mar 02 2006","Saved at the last minute",{"_126":741,"_128":742,"_130":743,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1246957"],"Mon Feb 27 2006","Your toasted brain sandwich is ready! Just the way you like it",{"_126":745,"_128":746,"_130":747,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1245240"],"Tue Feb 21 2006","Problems, Psychology and Thinking *no this isn't a college course*",{"_126":749,"_128":750,"_130":751,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1243871"],"Thu Feb 16 2006","What a week",{"_126":753,"_128":754,"_130":755,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1241795"],"Thu Feb 09 2006","Digging Deep Inside",{"_126":757,"_128":758,"_130":759,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1241155"],"Tue Feb 07 2006","Where was I?",{"_126":761,"_128":762,"_130":763,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1237303"],"Wed Jan 25 2006","Crazy but interesting day!",{"_126":765,"_128":766,"_130":767,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1236622"],"Mon Jan 23 2006","Sodomy and Racism is a Sin! -not me",{"_126":769,"_128":770,"_130":771,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1234882"],"Tue Jan 17 2006","I Just Dunno",{"_126":773,"_128":774,"_130":775,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1233492"],"Sat Jan 14 2006","Reconciliation part 2",{"_126":777,"_128":774,"_130":778,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1233210"],"Reconciliation",{"_126":780,"_128":781,"_130":782,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1232526"],"Wed Jan 11 2006","Anger",{"_126":784,"_128":785,"_130":786,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1216191"],"Sat Nov 19 2005","Where has the time gone?",{"_126":788,"_128":789,"_130":790,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1213484"],"Thu Nov 10 2005","Stoked!",{"_126":792,"_128":793,"_130":794,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1212441"],"Mon Nov 07 2005","Rollerbladin'",{"_126":796,"_128":797,"_130":798,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1211462"],"Fri Nov 04 2005","Running around.............",{"_126":800,"_128":801,"_130":802,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1209300"],"Mon Oct 31 2005","New Job and more",{"_126":804,"_128":805,"_130":806,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1207200"],"Fri Oct 21 2005","Life",{"_126":808,"_128":809,"_130":810,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1206561"],"Wed Oct 19 2005","The heart is wiser than the intellect",{"_126":812,"_128":809,"_130":813,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1206510"],"Modeling",{"_126":815,"_128":816,"_130":817,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1205610"],"Sun Oct 16 2005","Wanted: Happy People!",{"_126":819,"_128":820,"_130":821,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1204557"],"Thu Oct 13 2005","Taxi!!!!",{"_126":823,"_128":824,"_130":825,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1203686"],"Tue Oct 11 2005","The Interview",{"_126":827,"_128":828,"_130":829,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1203311"],"Mon Oct 10 2005","Decision Time",{"_126":831,"_128":832,"_130":833,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1201234"],"Mon Oct 03 2005","The Results are in",{"_126":835,"_128":836,"_130":837,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1200276"],"Fri Sep 30 2005","Let's hope not",{"_126":839,"_128":840,"_130":841,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1199933"],"Thu Sep 29 2005","Life's a beach",{"_126":843,"_128":844,"_130":845,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1198317"],"Sun Sep 25 2005","Purpose",{"_126":847,"_128":848,"_130":849,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1197551"],"Fri Sep 23 2005","A Big Move?",{"_126":851,"_128":852,"_130":853,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1196588"],"Tue Sep 20 2005","TAGGED!",{"_126":855,"_128":856,"_130":857,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1195391"],"Sat Sep 17 2005","GET IN MY BELLY!!!!",{"_126":859,"_128":860,"_130":861,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1194325"],"Wed Sep 14 2005","Shhhh, I'm hunting for wabbits",{"_126":863,"_128":864,"_130":865,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1193286"],"Sun Sep 11 2005","Could always be worse",{"_126":867,"_128":868,"_130":869,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1191927"],"Thu Sep 08 2005","Gifts and Pics",{"_126":871,"_128":872,"_130":873,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1191223"],"Tue Sep 06 2005","Home SWEET Home",{"_126":875,"_128":876,"_130":877,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1188318"],"Tue Aug 30 2005","Beggars shouldn't be choosey, but American ones are",{"_126":879,"_128":880,"_130":881,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1187717"],"Fri Aug 26 2005","Past Chat Logs and the past",{"_126":883,"_128":880,"_130":884,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1187296"],"How the interview went, and \"feelings\"",{"_126":886,"_128":887,"_130":888,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1186174"],"Tue Aug 23 2005","Interviews",{"_126":890,"_128":891,"_130":892,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1184272"],"Thu Aug 18 2005","My b-day and more",{"_126":894,"_128":895,"_130":896,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1180407"],"Sun Aug 07 2005","Finally, I write",{"_126":898,"_128":899,"_130":900,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1176930"],"Fri Jul 29 2005","IQ test",{"_126":902,"_128":903,"_130":904,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1176366"],"Thu Jul 28 2005","Stolen Quiz/ My book",{"_126":906,"_128":907,"_130":908,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1174997"],"Sun Jul 24 2005","The Notebook",{"_126":910,"_128":911,"_130":912,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1173855"],"Thu Jul 21 2005","Warning! Temper tantrum awaits within",{"_126":914,"_128":915,"_130":916,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1171181"],"Thu Jul 14 2005","Extremely Busy",{"_126":918,"_128":919,"_130":920,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1168329"],"Thu Jul 07 2005","At the moment, I'm thinking.....",{"_126":922,"_128":923,"_130":924,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1167459"],"Tue Jul 05 2005","So sad, so angry",{"_126":926,"_128":927,"_130":928,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1164763"],"Tue Jun 28 2005","Legalize Prostitution?!",{"_126":930,"_128":931,"_130":932,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1164297"],"Mon Jun 27 2005","Being a \"Father figure\"",{"_126":934,"_128":935,"_130":936,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1162414"],"Thu Jun 23 2005","Sexliteracy.org",{"_126":938,"_128":939,"_130":940,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1162270"],"Wed Jun 22 2005","Flag burning",{"_126":942,"_128":943,"_130":944,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1161797"],"Tue Jun 21 2005","The Devil's Words",{"_126":946,"_128":943,"_130":947,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1161760"],"Ugh, People............",{"_126":949,"_128":950,"_130":951,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1161276"],"Mon Jun 20 2005","The Eye of this beholder",{"_126":953,"_128":954,"_130":955,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1160579"],"Sat Jun 18 2005","While I was away",{"_126":957,"_128":958,"_130":959,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1158433"],"Mon Jun 13 2005","Jackson NOT GUILTY?",{"_126":961,"_128":962,"_130":963,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1157607"],"Sat Jun 11 2005","Me, Boxing!",{"_126":965,"_128":966,"_130":967,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1156300"],"Wed Jun 08 2005","Inside my CRAZY brain",{"_126":969,"_128":970,"_130":971,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1155994"],"Tue Jun 07 2005","Sexuality and Social Problems",{"_126":973,"_128":974,"_130":975,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1155716"],"Mon Jun 06 2005","It Was Just Too Good To Be True",{"_126":977,"_128":978,"_130":979,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1154954"],"Sun Jun 05 2005","Good News, Bad Day",{"_126":981,"_128":982,"_130":983,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1153253"],"Tue May 31 2005","Bad News, Good Day",{"_126":985,"_128":986,"_130":987,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1152277"],"Sun May 29 2005","My lil sister",{"_126":989,"_128":990,"_130":991,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1151582"],"Fri May 27 2005","Lots o' Drama",{"_126":993,"_128":994,"_130":995,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1150348"],"Tue May 24 2005","The wait begins",{"_126":997,"_128":998,"_130":999,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1148909"],"Sat May 21 2005","Crazy Ride",{"_126":1001,"_128":1002,"_130":1003,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1147654"],"Wed May 18 2005","Megachurches",{"_126":1005,"_128":1002,"_130":1006,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1147642"],"Male PMS",{"_126":1008,"_128":1009,"_130":1010,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1146690"],"Mon May 16 2005","Looking Inside",{"_126":1012,"_128":1013,"_130":1014,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1145830"],"Sat May 14 2005","Some thoughts",{"_126":1016,"_128":1013,"_130":1017,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1145755"],"At the very last minute",{"_126":1019,"_128":1020,"_130":1021,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1144598"],"Wed May 11 2005","THE Mysterious Package",{"_126":1023,"_128":1024,"_130":1025,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1143755"],"Mon May 09 2005","Surprised",{"_126":1027,"_128":1028,"_130":1029,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1143069"],"Sun May 08 2005","My entry +........................................",{"_126":1031,"_128":1032,"_130":1033,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1140929"],"Tue May 03 2005","Life and friends",{"_126":1035,"_128":1036,"_130":1037,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1140384"],"Mon May 02 2005","Cops, abortion, brain tumor. What do they have in common?",{"_126":1039,"_128":1040,"_130":1041,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1139505"],"Sun May 01 2005","The Good, bad and the blah",{"_126":1043,"_128":1044,"_130":1045,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1137402"],"Mon Apr 25 2005","Arguing about this and that",{"_126":1047,"_128":1048,"_130":1049,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1135197"],"Wed Apr 20 2005","Questionable Decisions",{"_126":1051,"_128":1052,"_130":1053,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1134301"],"Mon Apr 18 2005","Bordem Pics",{"_126":1055,"_128":1052,"_130":1056,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1134152"],"Finally, a break",{"_126":1058,"_128":1059,"_130":1060,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1133354"],"Sat Apr 16 2005","A lot to think about",{"_126":1062,"_128":1063,"_130":1064,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1132879"],"Fri Apr 15 2005","Weight Gain",{"_126":1066,"_128":1067,"_130":1068,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1130782"],"Mon Apr 11 2005","The Angry Pastor's Wife",{"_126":1070,"_128":1071,"_130":1072,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1129071"],"Fri Apr 08 2005","All about friends",{"_126":1074,"_128":1075,"_130":1076,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1128591"],"Thu Apr 07 2005","To my non-friends",{"_126":1078,"_128":1079,"_130":1080,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1127673"],"Tue Apr 05 2005","Emptying my brain",{"_126":1082,"_128":1083,"_130":1084,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1125207"],"Thu Mar 31 2005","Totally Bizarre",{"_126":1086,"_128":1087,"_130":1088,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1124952"],"Wed Mar 30 2005","I am......",{"_126":1090,"_128":1091,"_130":1092,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1123924"],"Mon Mar 28 2005","Christianity vs. Churchianity",{"_126":1094,"_128":1095,"_130":1096,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1122702"],"Fri Mar 25 2005","Alot of Blah",{"_126":1098,"_128":1095,"_130":1099,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1122525"],"A chocolate cross?!!",{"_126":1101,"_128":1102,"_130":1103,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1122046"],"Thu Mar 24 2005","Tragic but odd story of Robert Rogers",{"_126":1105,"_128":1102,"_130":1106,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1121741"],"Just a bunch of crap",{"_126":1108,"_128":1109,"_130":1110,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1120865"],"Tue Mar 22 2005","Why do I lie?",{"_126":1112,"_128":1109,"_130":1113,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1120827"],"Wait and See Approach",{"_126":1115,"_128":1116,"_130":1117,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1117997"],"Wed Mar 16 2005","Good news, bad news",{"_126":1119,"_128":1120,"_130":1121,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1117391"],"Mon Mar 14 2005","Very Bad News...",{"_126":1123,"_128":1124,"_130":1125,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1116251"],"Sat Mar 12 2005","Tension and Juicy stuff",{"_126":1127,"_128":1128,"_130":1129,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1113268"],"Sun Mar 06 2005","Indoctrination",{"_126":1131,"_128":1132,"_130":1133,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1112677"],"Sat Mar 05 2005","OH YEAH",{"_126":1135,"_128":1136,"_130":1137,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1107662"],"Wed Feb 23 2005","YAY, I'm OK",{"_126":1139,"_128":1140,"_130":1141,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1105529"],"Sat Feb 19 2005","Going to Hospital",{"_126":1143,"_128":1144,"_130":1145,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1103009"],"Mon Feb 14 2005","Really Interesting Read",{"_126":1147,"_128":1144,"_130":1148,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1102993"],"She LOVED it!",{"_126":1150,"_128":1144,"_130":1151,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1102940"],"Corporate Guilt and Sadness",{"_126":1153,"_128":1154,"_130":1155,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1101716"],"Sat Feb 12 2005","Money this and that",{"_126":1157,"_128":1158,"_130":1159,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1098666"],"Mon Feb 07 2005","Diaries and stuff",{"_126":1161,"_128":1162,"_130":1163,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1097251"],"Fri Feb 04 2005","ME, Center Stage",{"_126":1165,"_128":1166,"_130":1167,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1095320"],"Mon Jan 31 2005","Yeah Right!",{"_126":1169,"_128":1170,"_130":1171,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1094003"],"Sat Jan 29 2005","Of Me and God",{"_126":1173,"_128":1174,"_130":1175,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1093646"],"Thu Jan 27 2005","Angry Crap",{"_126":1177,"_128":1178,"_130":1179,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1091903"],"Mon Jan 24 2005","Less than 30 days",{"_126":1181,"_128":1182,"_130":1183,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1088948"],"Wed Jan 19 2005","Fire!!!! and more",{"_126":1185,"_128":1186,"_130":1187,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1070445"],"Wed Dec 15 2004","The 3 Spirits",{"_126":1189,"_128":1190,"_130":1191,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1069402"],"Mon Dec 13 2004","Too Much Psychology",{"_126":1193,"_128":1194,"_130":1195,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1067317"],"Thu Dec 09 2004","What Is Love?",{"_126":1197,"_128":1198,"_130":1199,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1066825"],"Wed Dec 08 2004","Bad Day",{"_126":1201,"_128":1202,"_130":1203,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1066369"],"Tue Dec 07 2004","More Drama than I like",{"_126":1205,"_128":1206,"_130":1207,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1065786"],"Mon Dec 06 2004","Emptying my Thoughts",{"_126":1209,"_128":1206,"_130":1207,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1065785"],{"_126":1211,"_128":1212,"_130":1213,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1063277"],"Wed Dec 01 2004","Accept me, PLEASE",{"_126":1215,"_128":1216,"_130":1217,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1062153"],"Mon Nov 29 2004","Up and Down Break",{"_126":1219,"_128":1220,"_130":1221,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1059732"],"Wed Nov 24 2004","Finally, some justice",{"_126":1223,"_128":1224,"_130":1225,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1058696"],"Mon Nov 22 2004","Broken",{"_126":1227,"_128":1228,"_130":1229,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1056138"],"Wed Nov 17 2004","Final Fantasy",{"_126":1231,"_128":1232,"_130":1233,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1053153"],"Thu Nov 11 2004","More Blah",{"_126":1235,"_128":1236,"_130":1237,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1052447"],"Wed Nov 10 2004","Caught!!!",{"_126":1239,"_128":1236,"_130":1240,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1052432"],"Cleaning Up",{"_126":1242,"_128":1243,"_130":1244,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1051954"],"Tue Nov 09 2004","Nothing Bad Happening is Good",{"_126":1246,"_128":1247,"_130":1248,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1051359"],"Mon Nov 08 2004","Dodging Bullets",{"_126":1250,"_128":1251,"_130":1252,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1049875"],"Fri Nov 05 2004","Divided We Fall",{"_126":1254,"_128":1255,"_130":1256,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1048798"],"Wed Nov 03 2004","Can't say I'm happy",{"_126":1258,"_128":1259,"_130":1260,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1047681"],"Mon Nov 01 2004","Losing it?",{"_126":1262,"_128":1263,"_130":1264,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1045048"],"Wed Oct 27 2004","Jesus would vote for......",{"_126":1266,"_128":1267,"_130":1268,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1044570"],"Tue Oct 26 2004","The sun comes out",{"_126":1270,"_128":1271,"_130":1272,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1043844"],"Mon Oct 25 2004","Enduring",{"_126":1274,"_128":1275,"_130":1276,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1041932"],"Thu Oct 21 2004","Addressing Comments, first up is niels",{"_126":1278,"_128":1279,"_130":1280,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1041344"],"Wed Oct 20 2004","Just dissapointed",{"_126":1282,"_128":1283,"_130":1284,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1040900"],"Tue Oct 19 2004","Hot Chocolate, Rain and Cuddling",{"_126":1286,"_128":1287,"_130":1288,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1040342"],"Mon Oct 18 2004","Testing Me",{"_126":1290,"_128":1291,"_130":1292,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1038326"],"Thu Oct 14 2004","To Niels",{"_126":1294,"_128":1295,"_130":1296,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1034872"],"Fri Oct 08 2004","A lot of meaningless nothing",{"_126":1298,"_128":1299,"_130":1300,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1034354"],"Thu Oct 07 2004","Too Cynical",{"_126":1302,"_128":1303,"_130":1304,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1033459"],"Tue Oct 05 2004","Sinus Infection, side effects and more",{"_126":1306,"_128":1307,"_130":1308,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1030886"],"Fri Oct 01 2004","Pissed",{"_126":1310,"_128":1311,"_130":1312,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1030880"],"Thu Sep 30 2004","Too Noisy",{"_126":1314,"_128":1315,"_130":1316,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1029507"],"Wed Sep 29 2004","Finally..... A Place",{"_126":1318,"_128":1319,"_130":1320,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1027173"],"Fri Sep 24 2004","You like me? You really really like me?!",{"_126":1322,"_128":1323,"_130":1324,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1022916"],"Fri Sep 17 2004","Not Blessed",{"_126":1326,"_128":1327,"_130":1328,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1022364"],"Thu Sep 16 2004","Diary Psychology",{"_126":1330,"_128":1331,"_130":1332,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1021307"],"Tue Sep 14 2004","Another motel",{"_126":1334,"_128":1335,"_130":1336,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1020688"],"Mon Sep 13 2004","Almost Kicked Out",{"_126":1338,"_128":1339,"_130":1340,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1018285"],"Thu Sep 09 2004","Close Call",{"_126":1342,"_128":1343,"_130":1344,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1017082"],"Tue Sep 07 2004","Interesting Psychology Stuff",{"_126":1346,"_128":1347,"_130":1348,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1015232"],"Sat Sep 04 2004","Buying Time and more",{"_126":1350,"_128":1351,"_130":1352,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1012663"],"Tue Aug 31 2004","Nothing interesting",{"_126":1354,"_128":1355,"_130":1356,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1011833"],"Mon Aug 30 2004","When it Rains, it Pours",{"_126":1358,"_128":1355,"_130":1356,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1011832"],{"_126":1360,"_128":1361,"_130":1362,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1009616"],"Thu Aug 26 2004","LATE,LATE,LATE!!!",{"_126":1364,"_128":1365,"_130":1366,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1008963"],"Wed Aug 25 2004","Moving soon, RIGHT?",{"_126":1368,"_128":1369,"_130":1370,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1007760"],"Mon Aug 23 2004","Sweet Sweet Free Time",{"_126":1372,"_128":1369,"_130":1373,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1007667"],"Another Week, Another Place",{"_126":1375,"_128":1376,"_130":1377,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1005915"],"Fri Aug 20 2004","I Don't Trust You",{"_126":1379,"_128":1380,"_130":1381,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1004835"],"Wed Aug 18 2004","Just Frustrated",{"_126":1383,"_128":1384,"_130":1385,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1004339"],"Tue Aug 17 2004","Mylame B-day",{"_126":1387,"_128":1388,"_130":1389,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","1003667"],"Mon Aug 16 2004","Homeless, Sort of",{"_126":1391,"_128":1392,"_130":1393,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","995488"],"Tue Aug 03 2004","Couldn't help it",{"_126":1395,"_128":1396,"_130":1397,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","991683"],"Wed Jul 28 2004","I'll Be Gone, For awhile",{"_126":1399,"_128":1400,"_130":1401,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","991085"],"Tue Jul 27 2004","Alcohol Detox",{"_126":1403,"_128":1404,"_130":1405,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","990333"],"Mon Jul 26 2004","Lies, Fights and Threats",{"_126":1407,"_128":1408,"_130":1409,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","987186"],"Wed Jul 21 2004","Funny Story",{"_126":1411,"_128":1412,"_130":1413,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","986595"],"Tue Jul 20 2004","Too Damned Funny",{"_126":1415,"_128":1412,"_130":1416,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","986540"],"Rude Awakening",{"_126":1418,"_128":1419,"_130":1420,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","986166"],"Mon Jul 19 2004","Worst Week, EVER!",{"_126":1422,"_128":1423,"_130":1424,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","983503"],"Thu Jul 15 2004","Stress squared divided by the sample standard deviation of the mean",{"_126":1426,"_128":1427,"_130":1428,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","982146"],"Tue Jul 13 2004","OH YEAH, Oh no...",{"_126":1430,"_128":1431,"_130":1432,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","981371"],"Mon Jul 12 2004","Almost Great",{"_126":1434,"_128":1435,"_130":1436,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","978850"],"Thu Jul 08 2004","Downer of a Day",{"_126":1438,"_128":1439,"_130":1440,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","977339"],"Tue Jul 06 2004","Skin Cancer Scare/Drama",{"_126":1442,"_128":1443,"_130":1444,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","974734"],"Fri Jul 02 2004","I QUIT!",{"_126":1446,"_128":1447,"_130":1448,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","973366"],"Wed Jun 30 2004","Struggling",{"_126":1450,"_128":1451,"_130":1452,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","971779"],"Mon Jun 28 2004","EXHAUSTED",{"_126":1454,"_128":1455,"_130":1456,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","963931"],"Wed Jun 16 2004","Funny Deep thoughts",{"_126":1458,"_128":1455,"_130":1459,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","963776"],"To Clone or Not to clone, That is the question",{"_126":1461,"_128":1462,"_130":1463,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","963066"],"Tue Jun 15 2004","Cool story",{"_126":1465,"_128":1466,"_130":1467,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","962323"],"Mon Jun 14 2004","Possesions are not happiness",{"_126":1469,"_128":1470,"_130":1471,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","962245"],"Sun Jun 13 2004","Horrible Weekend",{"_126":1473,"_128":1474,"_130":1475,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","960530"],"Fri Jun 11 2004","First day of work",{"_126":1477,"_128":1474,"_130":1478,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","960307"],"You're Utterly Ignorant",{"_126":1480,"_128":1481,"_130":1482,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","958433"],"Tue Jun 08 2004","Oh the Pain",{"_126":1484,"_128":1485,"_130":1486,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","958070"],"Mon Jun 07 2004","Christians irk me",{"_126":1488,"_128":1485,"_130":1489,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","957864"],"Catching Up",{"_126":1491,"_128":1485,"_130":1492,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","957734"],"This is Great!",{"_126":1494,"_128":1495,"_130":1496,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","956362"],"Sat Jun 05 2004","Blocked road to happiness",{"_126":1498,"_128":1499,"_130":1500,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","955674"],"Thu Jun 03 2004","God's way or mines?",{"_126":1502,"_128":1499,"_130":1503,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","955207"],"I'm not what you think society",{"_126":1505,"_128":1506,"_130":1507,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","954717"],"Wed Jun 02 2004","God, are you really calling me?",{"_126":1509,"_128":1506,"_130":1510,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","954665"],"Nooo!......WHY?!....................",{"_126":1512,"_128":1513,"_130":1514,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","953968"],"Tue Jun 01 2004","The empty void/My day.",{"_126":1516,"_128":1517,"_130":1518,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","953260"],"Mon May 31 2004","BYE BYE Religion/ 3 years on DD",{"_126":1520,"_128":1517,"_130":1521,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","953241"],"Go! No, wait, umm......",{"_126":1523,"_128":1524,"_130":1525,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","950673"],"Thu May 27 2004","At the very last moment.....",{"_126":1527,"_128":1528,"_130":1529,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","949980"],"Wed May 26 2004","It's Over?!",{"_126":1531,"_128":1532,"_130":1533,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","949255"],"Tue May 25 2004","Resolving Issues",{"_126":1535,"_128":1536,"_130":1537,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","947590"],"Sat May 22 2004","I'm disowned now",{"_126":1539,"_128":1536,"_130":1540,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","946987"],"Don't mess with me",{"_126":1542,"_128":1543,"_130":1544,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","944499"],"Tue May 18 2004","I HATE You, no wait, I love you",{"_126":1546,"_128":1547,"_130":1548,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","942904"],"Sat May 15 2004","Oh YEAH",{"_126":1550,"_128":1551,"_130":1552,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","941255"],"Thu May 13 2004","Bad day, good night",{"_126":1554,"_128":1555,"_130":1556,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","941079"],"Wed May 12 2004","Total B.S.",{"_126":1558,"_128":1559,"_130":1560,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","939313"],"Mon May 10 2004","Fixing our relationship",{"_126":1562,"_128":1563,"_130":1564,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","938540"],"Sun May 09 2004","TOO MUCH....",{"_126":1566,"_128":1567,"_130":1568,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","937871"],"Sat May 08 2004","Good day, but the bitterness grows",{"_126":1570,"_128":1571,"_130":1572,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","937186"],"Fri May 07 2004","Miserable, yet ok somehow",{"_126":1574,"_128":1575,"_130":1576,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","934620"],"Mon May 03 2004","A heavy load",{"_126":1578,"_128":1579,"_130":1580,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","932298"],"Fri Apr 30 2004","Obessive compulsive",{"_126":1582,"_128":1579,"_130":1583,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","932280"],"Depression is in the air",{"_126":1585,"_128":1586,"_130":1587,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","930836"],"Wed Apr 28 2004","Last Second Magic",{"_126":1589,"_128":1590,"_130":1591,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","930869"],"Tue Apr 27 2004","Different diaring experience",{"_126":1593,"_128":1594,"_130":1595,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","929442"],"Mon Apr 26 2004","The OUTER me",{"_126":1597,"_128":1598,"_130":1599,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","928501"],"Sun Apr 25 2004","An interesting day, unlike the rest of the days in my life",{"_126":1601,"_128":1602,"_130":1603,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","927401"],"Sat Apr 24 2004","Why me misery?",{"_126":1605,"_128":1606,"_130":1607,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","927403"],"Fri Apr 23 2004","The 5 stages of DD being down",{"_126":1609,"_128":1606,"_130":1610,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","927378"],"It started good...",{"_126":1612,"_128":1613,"_130":1614,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","925353"],"Mon Apr 19 2004","Life sucks, then you Die",{"_126":1616,"_128":1613,"_130":1614,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","925351"],{"_126":1618,"_128":1619,"_130":1620,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","922447"],"Thu Apr 15 2004","Do U got Morningtime Sickness?",{"_126":1622,"_128":1623,"_130":1624,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","921826"],"Wed Apr 14 2004","Almost broke up",{"_126":1626,"_128":1627,"_130":1628,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","919826"],"Mon Apr 12 2004","What's with the drama?",{"_126":1630,"_128":1631,"_130":1632,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","919324"],"Sun Apr 11 2004","So ANNOYing",{"_126":1634,"_128":1635,"_130":1636,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","919312"],"Sat Apr 10 2004","Well ain't that something",{"_126":1638,"_128":1639,"_130":1640,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","917275"],"Thu Apr 08 2004","Much better/ Did i say too much",{"_126":1642,"_128":1639,"_130":1643,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","916988"],"What do u want me to say?",{"_126":1645,"_128":1646,"_130":1647,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","916483"],"Wed Apr 07 2004","Friends failed me",{"_126":1649,"_128":1650,"_130":1651,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","915736"],"Tue Apr 06 2004","All by myself...",{"_126":1653,"_128":1654,"_130":1655,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","914292"],"Mon Apr 05 2004","LONG Week ahead",{"_126":1657,"_128":1658,"_130":1659,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","910647"],"Wed Mar 31 2004","OMG, I can't believe it.........WHY?!!",{"_126":1661,"_128":1662,"_130":1663,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","909497"],"Tue Mar 30 2004","STOP asking me",{"_126":1665,"_128":1666,"_130":1667,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","905397"],"Thu Mar 25 2004","About Michelle's clash/ Learn how you can get \"more power to you\" on your comments",{"_126":1669,"_128":1670,"_130":1671,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","903626"],"Tue Mar 23 2004","Chickening out",{"_126":1673,"_128":1674,"_130":1675,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","900453"],"Fri Mar 19 2004","The secret life of my sister",{"_126":1677,"_128":1678,"_130":1679,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","899733"],"Thu Mar 18 2004","Trial of Lesbian Pastor Begins",{"_126":1681,"_128":1678,"_130":1679,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","899731"],{"_126":1683,"_128":1678,"_130":1684,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","899724"],"Lackluster",{"_126":1686,"_128":1687,"_130":1688,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","897392"],"Mon Mar 15 2004","All Better",{"_126":1690,"_128":1691,"_130":1692,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","895271"],"Fri Mar 12 2004","Return to Reality",{"_126":1694,"_128":1695,"_130":1696,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","893653"],"Wed Mar 10 2004","Read Me.txt",{"_126":1698,"_128":1699,"_130":1700,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","889728"],"Sat Mar 06 2004","Pray for me",{"_126":1702,"_128":1703,"_130":1704,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","888948"],"Fri Mar 05 2004","Reflecting",{"_126":1706,"_128":1707,"_130":1708,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","888752"],"Thu Mar 04 2004","Trying to Change the world",{"_126":1710,"_128":1711,"_130":1712,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","887080"],"Tue Mar 02 2004","What's YOUR Personality!?",{"_126":1714,"_128":1715,"_130":1716,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","882791"],"Thu Feb 26 2004","Help and helping",{"_126":1718,"_128":1719,"_130":1720,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","880282"],"Mon Feb 23 2004","No phone= bad stuff",{"_126":1722,"_128":1723,"_130":1724,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","875420"],"Tue Feb 17 2004","Falling down",{"_126":1726,"_128":1727,"_130":1728,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","876099"],"Sun Feb 15 2004","The Passion of Mel Gibson",{"_126":1730,"_128":1731,"_130":1732,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","875408"],"Sat Feb 14 2004","Valentine's day",{"_126":1734,"_128":1735,"_130":1736,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","869735"],"Tue Feb 10 2004","Do you hear me?",{"_126":1738,"_128":1735,"_130":1736,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","869729"],{"_126":1740,"_128":1741,"_130":1742,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","868213"],"Sun Feb 08 2004","Richness is happiness?",{"_126":1744,"_128":1745,"_130":1746,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","867150"],"Sat Feb 07 2004","Upward bound?",{"_126":1748,"_128":1749,"_130":1750,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","857840"],"Tue Jan 27 2004","About my purpose on Earth/ more about me",{"_126":1752,"_128":1753,"_130":1754,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","857129"],"Mon Jan 26 2004","Good Sunday, Bad Monday",{"_126":1756,"_128":1757,"_130":1758,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","853742"],"Thu Jan 22 2004","My dream/Roses and Ballons",{"_126":1760,"_128":1761,"_130":1762,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","853051"],"Wed Jan 21 2004","Time for me stress, learning",{"_126":1764,"_128":1765,"_130":1766,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","851877"],"Tue Jan 20 2004","My relationship with michelle",{"_126":1768,"_128":1769,"_130":1770,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","852101"],"Mon Jan 19 2004","Day of fun turns stressful",{"_126":1772,"_128":1773,"_130":1774,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","850358"],"Sun Jan 18 2004","Back to reality",{"_126":1776,"_128":1773,"_130":1777,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","849454"],"Just being goofy",{"_126":1779,"_128":1780,"_130":1781,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","849406"],"Sat Jan 17 2004","I must be doing something wrong",{"_126":1783,"_128":1784,"_130":1785,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","837497"],"Sat Jan 03 2004","It's cold.........",{"_126":1787,"_128":1788,"_130":1789,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","835585"],"Thu Jan 01 2004","Normal day",{"_126":1791,"_128":1792,"_130":1793,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","835156"],"Wed Dec 31 2003","UNhappy New year",{"_126":1795,"_128":1796,"_130":1797,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","829972"],"Fri Dec 26 2003","Molestation charges and an accident",{"_126":1799,"_128":1800,"_130":1801,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","832858"],"Thu Dec 25 2003","Christmas Sucked......again",{"_126":1803,"_128":1804,"_130":1805,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","828118"],"Tue Dec 23 2003","Battle Within Me",{"_126":1807,"_128":1808,"_130":1809,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","821513"],"Mon Dec 15 2003","So BUSY",{"_126":1811,"_128":1812,"_130":1813,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","809836"],"Mon Dec 01 2003","How DO I Decide?",{"_126":1815,"_128":1816,"_130":1817,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","806029"],"Wed Nov 26 2003","Change of Fate",{"_126":1819,"_128":1820,"_130":1821,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","804228"],"Mon Nov 24 2003","False Alarm",{"_126":1823,"_128":1824,"_130":1825,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","800311"],"Thu Nov 20 2003","Comments I really liked",{"_126":1827,"_128":1824,"_130":1828,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","800222"],"TOO FUNNY",{"_126":1830,"_128":1831,"_130":1832,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","799759"],"Wed Nov 19 2003","Stressful/weird tthing/ me and God",{"_126":1834,"_128":1835,"_130":1836,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","798775"],"Tue Nov 18 2003","Looking forward and back",{"_126":1838,"_128":1839,"_130":1840,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","797776"],"Mon Nov 17 2003","I HATE PEOPLE",{"_126":1842,"_128":1843,"_130":1844,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","794042"],"Thu Nov 13 2003","Long stressful day",{"_126":1846,"_128":1847,"_130":1848,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","792969"],"Wed Nov 12 2003","Sleeping scared",{"_126":1850,"_128":1851,"_130":1852,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","791734"],"Tue Nov 11 2003","What am I going to do now?",{"_126":1854,"_128":1855,"_130":1856,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","784998"],"Wed Nov 05 2003","An openly gay bishop; right or wrong?",{"_126":1858,"_128":1859,"_130":1860,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","784623"],"Tue Nov 04 2003","Examining my head",{"_126":1862,"_128":1863,"_130":1864,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","779275"],"Thu Oct 30 2003","Social life going Flat",{"_126":1866,"_128":1867,"_130":1868,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","776437"],"Mon Oct 27 2003","I thought I was going to die!",{"_126":1870,"_128":1871,"_130":1872,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","774664"],"Sat Oct 25 2003","Costumes, pictures taken and some not so happy stuff",{"_126":1874,"_128":1875,"_130":1876,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","773237"],"Fri Oct 24 2003","Church huntin'",{"_126":1878,"_128":1879,"_130":1880,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","773113"],"Thu Oct 23 2003","Addressing comments",{"_126":1882,"_128":1883,"_130":1884,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","769717"],"Mon Oct 20 2003","What I'm thinking about",{"_126":1886,"_128":1887,"_130":1888,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","764827"],"Wed Oct 15 2003","Blurred line",{"_126":1890,"_128":1891,"_130":1892,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","742170"],"Tue Sep 23 2003","I miss Michelle/ christiany stuff",{"_126":1894,"_128":1895,"_130":1896,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","742175"],"Tue Sep 09 2003","Stranger things haven't happened Part 2",{"_126":1898,"_128":1899,"_130":1900,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","727470"],"Mon Sep 08 2003","Stranger things haven't happened",{"_126":1902,"_128":1903,"_130":1880,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","727461"],"Sun Sep 07 2003",{"_126":1905,"_128":1906,"_130":1907,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","723134"],"Tue Sep 02 2003","Persistant doubting of religion (Christianity more specificly)",{"_126":1909,"_128":1910,"_130":1911,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","713910"],"Mon Aug 25 2003","Going bald from pulling my hair out so much (Lots O' stress)",{"_126":1913,"_128":1914,"_130":1915,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","709716"],"Thu Aug 21 2003","Police are now involved",{"_126":1917,"_128":1918,"_130":1919,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","706009"],"Mon Aug 18 2003","My b-day and beginning of college year",{"_126":1921,"_128":1922,"_130":1923,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","703993"],"Sat Aug 16 2003","Michelle's gone again / my b-day tomorrow",{"_126":1925,"_128":1922,"_130":1926,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","703101"],"Michelle's Gone...",{"_126":1928,"_128":1929,"_130":1930,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","679598"],"Fri Jul 25 2003","Falling Apart",{"_126":1932,"_128":1933,"_130":1934,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","677391"],"Thu Jul 24 2003","Hoping *and Praying* for the best",{"_126":1936,"_128":1937,"_130":1938,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","674798"],"Tue Jul 22 2003","I miss online....",{"_126":1940,"_128":1941,"_130":1942,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","674881"],"Mon Jul 21 2003","You shouldn't spank",{"_126":1944,"_128":1945,"_130":1946,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","652681"],"Thu Jul 03 2003","Long-term friendship severed/ heart palpatations",{"_126":1948,"_128":1949,"_130":1950,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","643326"],"Tue Jun 24 2003","Pushing it to the limits",{"_126":1952,"_128":1953,"_130":1954,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","639973"],"Sun Jun 22 2003","Good day, rougher night",{"_126":1956,"_128":1957,"_130":1958,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","637863"],"Fri Jun 20 2003","Some people change, some never do",{"_126":1960,"_128":1961,"_130":1962,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","634901"],"Wed Jun 18 2003","Horrific couple of days.... :(",{"_126":1964,"_128":1965,"_130":1966,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","630851"],"Sun Jun 15 2003","They're all against us",{"_126":1968,"_128":1969,"_130":1970,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","629579"],"Sat Jun 14 2003","Exhausting..",{"_126":1972,"_128":1973,"_130":1974,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","616578"],"Wed Jun 04 2003","Crazy Moving Experience",{"_126":1976,"_128":1977,"_130":1978,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","600157"],"Fri May 23 2003","Dramatic Nights",{"_126":1980,"_128":1981,"_130":1982,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","597306"],"Wed May 21 2003","My life and self esteem bothering me",{"_126":1984,"_128":1985,"_130":1986,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","589587"],"Thu May 15 2003","Matrix Reloaded has religous undertones",{"_126":1988,"_128":1989,"_130":1990,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","588272"],"Wed May 14 2003","A lonely soul reaching out",{"_126":1992,"_128":1993,"_130":1994,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","585097"],"Sun May 11 2003","Horrid Mother's day",{"_126":1996,"_128":1997,"_130":1998,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","582585"],"Sat May 10 2003","Internet is filled with temptation, little good",{"_126":2000,"_128":1997,"_130":2001,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","582522"],"Simply a nice day",{"_126":2003,"_128":2004,"_130":2005,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","582404"],"Fri May 09 2003","Crashing the fancy reception",{"_126":2007,"_128":2008,"_130":2009,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","580104"],"Thu May 08 2003","Unemployed......",{"_126":2011,"_128":2012,"_130":2013,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","577452"],"Tue May 06 2003","Threats are never a good thing",{"_126":2015,"_128":2016,"_130":2017,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","577435"],"Mon May 05 2003","The Pregnancy test says......",{"_126":2019,"_128":2020,"_130":2021,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","572610"],"Fri May 02 2003","No Period.....",{"_126":2023,"_128":2024,"_130":2025,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","570563"],"Wed Apr 30 2003","The calm before the storm",{"_126":2027,"_128":2028,"_130":2029,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","570546"],"Tue Apr 29 2003","Christianity: Cultural trend or THE ONLY RIGHT WAY?",{"_126":2031,"_128":2032,"_130":2033,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","567276"],"Sun Apr 27 2003","Surprising developments",{"_126":2035,"_128":2036,"_130":2037,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","554430"],"Wed Apr 16 2003","Snubbed/ no electricity",{"_126":2039,"_128":2040,"_130":2041,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","548259"],"Wed Apr 09 2003","They hate me",{"_126":2043,"_128":2044,"_130":2045,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","527317"],"Sat Mar 22 2003","Me homeless??/ Serious family problems...",{"_126":2047,"_128":2048,"_130":2049,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","527354"],"Fri Mar 21 2003","Christianity and society help create self hate?",{"_126":2051,"_128":2052,"_130":2053,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","526282"],"Thu Mar 20 2003","Forgotten dream come true?",{"_126":2055,"_128":2056,"_130":2057,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","521673"],"Sun Mar 16 2003","As my world turns",{"_126":2059,"_128":2060,"_130":2061,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","518012"],"Wed Mar 12 2003","How times has changed, how I have",{"_126":2063,"_128":2064,"_130":2065,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","504138"],"Wed Feb 26 2003","The ups are high, the downs are low",{"_126":2067,"_128":2068,"_130":2069,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","493499"],"Fri Feb 14 2003","First valentine's day",{"_126":2071,"_128":2072,"_130":2073,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","490869"],"Thu Feb 13 2003","Pre-valentine's day bummer",{"_126":2075,"_128":2076,"_130":2077,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","488792"],"Tue Feb 11 2003","Seems like no one cares",{"_126":2079,"_128":2080,"_130":2081,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","487842"],"Mon Feb 10 2003","Strong arguments for evolution/creation",{"_126":2083,"_128":2084,"_130":2085,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","485542"],"Sat Feb 08 2003","Lots of Ups and downs",{"_126":2087,"_128":2088,"_130":2089,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","476301"],"Wed Jan 29 2003","Welcome to my world",{"_126":2091,"_128":2092,"_130":2093,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","471944"],"Sat Jan 25 2003","The magical power of LOVE",{"_126":2095,"_128":2096,"_130":2097,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","464479"],"Sat Jan 18 2003","Tuff time ahead",{"_126":2099,"_128":2100,"_130":2101,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","462838"],"Thu Jan 16 2003","Lots of stuff, including evil plots and christianity",{"_126":2103,"_128":2104,"_130":2105,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","453017"],"Sun Jan 05 2003","Nothing interesting to the average Joe",{"_126":2107,"_128":2108,"_130":2109,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","451860"],"Sat Jan 04 2003","When Good days go bad Part 273",{"_126":2111,"_128":2112,"_130":2113,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","450715"],"Fri Jan 03 2003","Living with Michelle",{"_126":2115,"_128":2116,"_130":2117,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","436946"],"Mon Dec 16 2002","Me and Michelle",{"_126":2119,"_128":2120,"_130":2121,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","432274"],"Tue Dec 10 2002","Personal stuff",{"_126":2123,"_128":2124,"_130":2125,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","424667"],"Sun Dec 01 2002","Co-workers SUCK/cheating",{"_126":2127,"_128":2128,"_130":2129,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","423165"],"Fri Nov 29 2002","Thanksgiving and the busiest shopping day of the year",{"_126":2131,"_128":2132,"_130":2133,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","421669"],"Wed Nov 27 2002","Like nothing ever happened",{"_126":2135,"_128":2136,"_130":2137,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","419977"],"Mon Nov 25 2002","Terrible day..",{"_126":2139,"_128":2140,"_130":2141,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","412077"],"Fri Nov 15 2002","Psychology explains alot but.....",{"_126":2143,"_128":2144,"_130":2145,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","409243"],"Tue Nov 12 2002","Grandma probaly gonna die...",{"_126":2147,"_128":2148,"_130":2149,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","407683"],"Sun Nov 10 2002","Long talk about love",{"_126":2151,"_128":2152,"_130":2153,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","407009"],"Sat Nov 09 2002","What are the boundries of Love",{"_126":2155,"_128":2156,"_130":2157,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","405471"],"Thu Nov 07 2002","ABC's of friendships *cool factor 8*",{"_126":2159,"_128":2156,"_130":2160,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","405447"],"Flirtatious girl/Open Relationship or closed one and other stuff",{"_126":2162,"_128":2163,"_130":2164,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","403705"],"Tue Nov 05 2002","last few days",{"_126":2166,"_128":2167,"_130":2168,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","400710"],"Sat Nov 02 2002","Trust issues",{"_126":2170,"_128":2171,"_130":2172,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","400700"],"Fri Nov 01 2002","My Addictions",{"_126":2174,"_128":2175,"_130":2176,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","398753"],"Wed Oct 30 2002","Drinking Beer",{"_126":2178,"_128":2179,"_130":2180,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","397975"],"Tue Oct 29 2002","Tought night, tough morning",{"_126":2182,"_128":2183,"_130":2184,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","395096"],"Sat Oct 26 2002","If you know about html, help me",{"_126":2186,"_128":2183,"_130":2184,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","395095"],{"_126":2188,"_128":2183,"_130":2189,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","395015"],"Profile of friends",{"_126":2191,"_128":2192,"_130":2193,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","394702"],"Fri Oct 25 2002","Drama, other stuff, happiness",{"_126":2195,"_128":2196,"_130":2197,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","393861"],"Thu Oct 24 2002","So much for a short day",{"_126":2199,"_128":2200,"_130":2201,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","392173"],"Tue Oct 22 2002","VERY SICK!!! *evil pills*",{"_126":2203,"_128":2204,"_130":2205,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","389698"],"Sat Oct 19 2002","If your happy and you know it....",{"_126":2207,"_128":2208,"_130":2209,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","389063"],"Fri Oct 18 2002","My Day/Some customers SUCK!",{"_126":2211,"_128":2212,"_130":2213,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","388264"],"Thu Oct 17 2002","My poor cat/stressing but not stressed out",{"_126":2215,"_128":2216,"_130":2217,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","384174"],"Sat Oct 12 2002","The Lord willed",{"_126":2219,"_128":2220,"_130":2221,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","383461"],"Fri Oct 11 2002","Lots of options",{"_126":2223,"_128":2224,"_130":2225,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","382448"],"Wed Oct 09 2002","Mostly good day/Shot down from Cloud 9",{"_126":2227,"_128":2228,"_130":2229,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","381024"],"Tue Oct 08 2002","Floating on Cloud 9",{"_126":2231,"_128":2232,"_130":2233,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","380127"],"Mon Oct 07 2002","Lots of Relaxation, Lots of Drama, Lots of............",{"_126":2235,"_128":2236,"_130":2237,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","378612"],"Sat Oct 05 2002","Surpised",{"_126":2239,"_128":2240,"_130":2241,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","375711"],"Tue Oct 01 2002","Full Circle",{"_126":2243,"_128":2244,"_130":2245,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","371676"],"Wed Sep 25 2002","Me going through stuff",{"_126":2247,"_128":2248,"_130":2249,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","368670"],"Sat Sep 21 2002","Worst Day on the job, EVER!",{"_126":2251,"_128":2252,"_130":2253,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","367504"],"Fri Sep 20 2002","Distancing myself",{"_126":2255,"_128":2256,"_130":2257,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","366141"],"Thu Sep 19 2002","They actually care *some of them atleast*",{"_126":2259,"_128":2256,"_130":2260,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","366121"],"Stressed",{"_126":2262,"_128":2263,"_130":2264,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","365278"],"Wed Sep 18 2002","Stuff/ WHO are you?",{"_126":2266,"_128":2267,"_130":2268,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","360424"],"Wed Sep 11 2002","Very mixed day",{"_126":2270,"_128":2271,"_130":2272,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","359312"],"Tue Sep 10 2002","First day on the job",{"_126":2274,"_128":2275,"_130":2276,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","358189"],"Sun Sep 08 2002","",{"_126":2278,"_128":2279,"_130":2280,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","354533"],"Wed Sep 04 2002","Alot has happened",{"_126":2282,"_128":2283,"_130":2284,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","346756"],"Sun Aug 25 2002","Job Interview/Cool Weekend, mostly....",{"_126":2286,"_128":2287,"_130":2288,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","345794"],"Wed Aug 21 2002","She loves him not/ I love her not",{"_126":2290,"_128":2291,"_130":2292,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","343218"],"Tue Aug 20 2002","More Drama than an afternoon soap",{"_126":2294,"_128":2291,"_130":2295,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","342344"],"Another year of college, more drama",{"_126":2297,"_128":2298,"_130":2299,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","342328"],"Sun Aug 18 2002","Resentful/A not so good email",{"_126":2301,"_128":2302,"_130":2303,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","342321"],"Sat Aug 17 2002","LAME BIRTHDAY!!!",{"_126":2305,"_128":2306,"_130":2307,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","340081"],"Fri Aug 16 2002","The waiting game *now available in collectors edition*",{"_126":2309,"_128":2310,"_130":2311,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","339350"],"Thu Aug 15 2002","OUCH!/Being set up",{"_126":2313,"_128":2314,"_130":2315,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","338593"],"Wed Aug 14 2002","Another semester/ Friends, do you need them?",{"_126":2317,"_128":2318,"_130":2319,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","336881"],"Mon Aug 12 2002","Good starts, bad endings",{"_126":2321,"_128":2322,"_130":2323,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","334400"],"Fri Aug 09 2002","Rethinkinking this whole diary thing",{"_126":2325,"_128":2326,"_130":2327,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","331111"],"Mon Aug 05 2002","My evil plan against the popular girl",{"_126":2329,"_128":2330,"_130":2331,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","330481"],"Sun Aug 04 2002","Helping out",{"_126":2333,"_128":2334,"_130":2335,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","328791"],"Fri Aug 02 2002","Praying working?",{"_126":2337,"_128":2338,"_130":2339,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","326954"],"Tue Jul 30 2002","Praying is hard",{"_126":2341,"_128":2342,"_130":2343,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","325445"],"Mon Jul 29 2002","Being Christian can be boring",{"_126":2345,"_128":2342,"_130":2346,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","324889"],"What the...................????????????",{"_126":2348,"_128":2349,"_130":2350,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","324554"],"Sun Jul 28 2002","Unfair?",{"_126":2352,"_128":2353,"_130":2354,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","321861"],"Thu Jul 25 2002","Up up and away I go?",{"_126":2356,"_128":2357,"_130":2358,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","321685"],"Wed Jul 24 2002","Fun Quiz",{"_126":2360,"_128":2361,"_130":2362,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","320740"],"Tue Jul 23 2002","Not that bad afterall",{"_126":2364,"_128":2365,"_130":2366,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","319587"],"Mon Jul 22 2002","Very Risky Move?",{"_126":2368,"_128":2365,"_130":2369,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","318917"],"The center of the bible *very cool*",{"_126":2371,"_128":2372,"_130":2373,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","318702"],"Sun Jul 21 2002","Atleaset I'm trying, OK!!!",{"_126":2375,"_128":2376,"_130":2377,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","317548"],"Sat Jul 20 2002","Spiritual Second wind",{"_126":2379,"_128":2380,"_130":2381,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","315959"],"Thu Jul 18 2002","Turnaround",{"_126":2383,"_128":2384,"_130":2385,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","312784"],"Mon Jul 15 2002","What is Good? EVIL?",{"_126":2387,"_128":2388,"_130":2389,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","309846"],"Thu Jul 11 2002","Healthy Interaction",{"_126":2391,"_128":2392,"_130":2393,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","304755"],"Sat Jul 06 2002","Ironic",{"_126":2395,"_128":2396,"_130":2397,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","295281"],"Mon Jun 24 2002","Stuff that doesn't concern you",{"_126":2399,"_128":2400,"_130":2401,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","291853"],"Wed Jun 19 2002","BRACES SUCK!!!!",{"_126":2403,"_128":2404,"_130":2405,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","290761"],"Mon Jun 17 2002","Kool Day",{"_126":2407,"_128":2408,"_130":2409,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","289115"],"Sun Jun 16 2002","Comment that hit home",{"_126":2411,"_128":2412,"_130":2413,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","279643"],"Mon Jun 03 2002","Not much",{"_126":2415,"_128":2416,"_130":2417,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","276100"],"Wed May 29 2002","Not so good......",{"_126":2419,"_128":2420,"_130":2421,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","274840"],"Tue May 28 2002","Don't need girl to make me happy",{"_126":2423,"_128":2420,"_130":2424,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","274405"],"PICTURES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!",{"_126":2426,"_128":2427,"_130":2428,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","274041"],"Mon May 27 2002","A better christian",{"_126":2430,"_128":2431,"_130":2432,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","274034"],"Sun May 26 2002","A turnaround",{"_126":2434,"_128":2435,"_130":2436,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","273912"],"Sat May 25 2002","Very down *for the most part*",{"_126":2438,"_128":2439,"_130":2440,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","273896"],"Fri May 24 2002","Christian Retreat",{"_126":2442,"_128":2443,"_130":2444,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","271185"],"Thu May 23 2002","Maintaining happiness",{"_126":2446,"_128":2447,"_130":2448,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","270577"],"Wed May 22 2002","Finally!!!!!!!!!",{"_126":2450,"_128":2451,"_130":2452,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","268894"],"Mon May 20 2002","Absolutly Livid",{"_126":2454,"_128":2455,"_130":2456,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","268149"],"Sun May 19 2002","Hanging out/ big bro in hospital",{"_126":2458,"_128":2459,"_130":2460,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","267614"],"Sat May 18 2002","Ray has potential to know",{"_126":2462,"_128":2463,"_130":2464,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","266947"],"Fri May 17 2002","My date with Lihn",{"_126":2466,"_128":2467,"_130":2468,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","266249"],"Thu May 16 2002","I GOT A DATE!!!",{"_126":2470,"_128":2471,"_130":2472,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","265565"],"Wed May 15 2002","Anger,MRI, Bible Study, Ulcer",{"_126":2474,"_128":2475,"_130":2476,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","264534"],"Tue May 14 2002","Braces",{"_126":2478,"_128":2479,"_130":2480,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","263144"],"Sun May 12 2002","Let down again/nice conv",{"_126":2482,"_128":2479,"_130":2483,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","263036"],"Near tragic turn of events",{"_126":2485,"_128":2486,"_130":2487,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","262477"],"Sat May 11 2002","Goth/ argument",{"_126":2489,"_128":2486,"_130":2490,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","262201"],"Let down",{"_126":2492,"_128":2493,"_130":2494,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","261883"],"Fri May 10 2002","Inner battle heating up",{"_126":2496,"_128":2497,"_130":2498,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","260465"],"Wed May 08 2002","Helping/motivations",{"_126":2500,"_128":2501,"_130":2502,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","258934"],"Mon May 06 2002","Quiet Game",{"_126":2504,"_128":2505,"_130":2506,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","258926"],"Sun May 05 2002","New best friend",{"_126":2508,"_128":2509,"_130":2510,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","256974"],"Fri May 03 2002","Breaking it down",{"_126":2512,"_128":2509,"_130":2513,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","256898"],"No wind in my sails",{"_126":2515,"_128":2516,"_130":2517,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","255640"],"Wed May 01 2002","Feelings for online people",{"_126":2519,"_128":2516,"_130":2520,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","254855"],"fixed pic",{"_126":2522,"_128":2523,"_130":2524,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","253217"],"Sun Apr 28 2002","Late night neurosis",{"_126":2526,"_128":2523,"_130":2527,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","253158"],"Learning about my lil sis",{"_126":2529,"_128":2530,"_130":2531,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","252478"],"Sat Apr 27 2002","Like dating but......",{"_126":2533,"_128":2534,"_130":2535,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","247847"],"Sun Apr 21 2002","conversation with Eliza *with added stuff*",{"_126":2537,"_128":2538,"_130":2539,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","247703"],"Fri Apr 19 2002","Patching things up, other stuff",{"_126":2541,"_128":2542,"_130":2543,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","246606"],"Thu Apr 18 2002","Catching fire?",{"_126":2545,"_128":2546,"_130":2547,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","245974"],"Wed Apr 17 2002","2 friendships, 2 different directions",{"_126":2549,"_128":2550,"_130":2551,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","245241"],"Tue Apr 16 2002","Going down",{"_126":2553,"_128":2554,"_130":2555,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","244595"],"Mon Apr 15 2002","Group Psychologist",{"_126":2557,"_128":2558,"_130":2559,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","243299"],"Sat Apr 13 2002","Reaching out/Pushing away",{"_126":2561,"_128":2558,"_130":2562,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","242773"],"Feeling Free",{"_126":2564,"_128":2565,"_130":2566,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","242171"],"Fri Apr 12 2002","AWESOME socialpsychology story",{"_126":2568,"_128":2569,"_130":2570,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","241323"],"Wed Apr 10 2002","HAPPINESS AND SADNESS",{"_126":2572,"_128":2573,"_130":2574,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","239502"],"Sun Apr 07 2002","To forgive or not",{"_126":2576,"_128":2577,"_130":2578,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","238354"],"Fri Apr 05 2002","A secret told?",{"_126":2580,"_128":2581,"_130":2582,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","237709"],"Thu Apr 04 2002","Almost a fight",{"_126":2584,"_128":2585,"_130":2586,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","237044"],"Wed Apr 03 2002","A bit of a downer",{"_126":2588,"_128":2589,"_130":2590,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","236305"],"Tue Apr 02 2002","Drama, Drama, Drama",{"_126":2592,"_128":2593,"_130":2594,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","235621"],"Mon Apr 01 2002","VERY HURT!",{"_126":2596,"_128":2593,"_130":2597,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","235351"],"Diary found! and other things",{"_126":2599,"_128":2600,"_130":2601,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","234611"],"Sat Mar 30 2002","Sex, Alcohol, and Hurt feelings",{"_126":2603,"_128":2604,"_130":2605,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","233250"],"Thu Mar 28 2002","The All-nighter",{"_126":2607,"_128":2608,"_130":2609,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","232331"],"Tue Mar 26 2002","One heck of a break so far",{"_126":2611,"_128":2612,"_130":2613,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","229356"],"Fri Mar 22 2002","Having a life...",{"_126":2615,"_128":2616,"_130":2617,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","226453"],"Mon Mar 18 2002","Emotionally charged day",{"_126":2619,"_128":2620,"_130":2621,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","225829"],"Sun Mar 17 2002","Lots.....",{"_126":2623,"_128":2624,"_130":2625,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","223759"],"Thu Mar 14 2002","Doing better but....",{"_126":2627,"_128":2628,"_130":2629,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","222707"],"Tue Mar 12 2002","Not so super day but...",{"_126":2631,"_128":2632,"_130":2633,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","221889"],"Mon Mar 11 2002","\"SUPERchristian\"",{"_126":2635,"_128":2636,"_130":2637,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","221110"],"Sun Mar 10 2002","Celebration Night",{"_126":2639,"_128":2640,"_130":2641,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","220778"],"Sat Mar 09 2002","INJURED!!!",{"_126":2643,"_128":2644,"_130":2645,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","219842"],"Fri Mar 08 2002","Not what I wanted",{"_126":2647,"_128":2648,"_130":2649,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","219246"],"Thu Mar 07 2002","Support",{"_126":2651,"_128":2652,"_130":2653,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","217729"],"Tue Mar 05 2002","VERY GOOD, VERY BAD",{"_126":2655,"_128":2656,"_130":2657,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","216118"],"Sun Mar 03 2002","Never satisfied, the human condition, and mines",{"_126":2659,"_128":2660,"_130":2661,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","215913"],"Sat Mar 02 2002","First weekend at a girl's house",{"_126":2663,"_128":2664,"_130":2665,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","214157"],"Thu Feb 28 2002","Do THEY really care?",{"_126":2667,"_128":2668,"_130":2669,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","213422"],"Wed Feb 27 2002","Treated",{"_126":2671,"_128":2672,"_130":2673,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","212771"],"Tue Feb 26 2002","Jealousy, Anger, Sadness, Happiness",{"_126":2675,"_128":2676,"_130":2677,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","211056"],"Sun Feb 24 2002","DD friend commited suicide",{"_126":2679,"_128":2676,"_130":2680,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","210802"],"Freak Test",{"_126":2682,"_128":2683,"_130":2684,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","210655"],"Sat Feb 23 2002","Good morning, bad night",{"_126":2686,"_128":2687,"_130":2688,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","210643"],"Fri Feb 22 2002","Good day, night is mixed",{"_126":2690,"_128":2691,"_130":2692,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","207842"],"Wed Feb 20 2002","Being pulled in opposing directions",{"_126":2694,"_128":2695,"_130":2696,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","205850"],"Mon Feb 18 2002","Same ol' same ol'",{"_126":2698,"_128":2699,"_130":2700,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","204837"],"Sat Feb 16 2002","He's out......",{"_126":2702,"_128":2703,"_130":2704,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","203540"],"Thu Feb 14 2002","Remove Valentine's Day",{"_126":2706,"_128":2707,"_130":2708,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","202844"],"Wed Feb 13 2002","Fight best friend?",{"_126":2710,"_128":2711,"_130":2712,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","202265"],"Tue Feb 12 2002","Betrayed...",{"_126":2714,"_128":2715,"_130":2716,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","201658"],"Mon Feb 11 2002","An Admirer",{"_126":2718,"_128":2719,"_130":2720,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","200285"],"Sat Feb 09 2002","Rollercoaster of emotions",{"_126":2722,"_128":2723,"_130":806,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","199095"],"Thu Feb 07 2002",{"_126":2725,"_128":2726,"_130":2727,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","196463"],"Sun Feb 03 2002","Super Sunday",{"_126":2729,"_128":2730,"_130":2731,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","196118"],"Sat Feb 02 2002","Good day, bad night",{"_126":2733,"_128":2734,"_130":2735,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","195899"],"Fri Feb 01 2002","Still high flying",{"_126":2737,"_128":2738,"_130":2739,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","195879"],"Thu Jan 31 2002","Continuation of happiness",{"_126":2741,"_128":2742,"_130":2743,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","194225"],"Wed Jan 30 2002","Dramatic Change",{"_126":2745,"_128":2746,"_130":2747,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","193273"],"Tue Jan 29 2002","Very Anti-social",{"_126":2749,"_128":2750,"_130":2751,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","192862"],"Mon Jan 28 2002","Bad weekend, good weekday",{"_126":2753,"_128":2754,"_130":2755,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","190925"],"Sat Jan 26 2002","What have I said?!",{"_126":2757,"_128":2758,"_130":2759,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","190417"],"Thu Jan 24 2002","Some relaxing,some fun",{"_126":2761,"_128":2762,"_130":2763,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","189675"],"Wed Jan 23 2002","Wow, ALot of day",{"_126":2765,"_128":2766,"_130":2767,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","189022"],"Tue Jan 22 2002","Everyone's happy",{"_126":2769,"_128":2770,"_130":2771,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","188234"],"Mon Jan 21 2002","Advice Bunny",{"_126":2773,"_128":2774,"_130":2775,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","187411"],"Sun Jan 20 2002","Over it",{"_126":2777,"_128":2774,"_130":2778,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","186813"],"Angry, Sad, Jealous",{"_126":2780,"_128":2781,"_130":2782,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","185669"],"Sat Jan 19 2002","Center of a hurricane",{"_126":2784,"_128":2781,"_130":2785,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","185625"],"Funny thing/my day",{"_126":2787,"_128":2788,"_130":2789,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","185040"],"Thu Jan 17 2002","You women are....",{"_126":2791,"_128":2792,"_130":2793,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","184491"],"Wed Jan 16 2002","Dreams",{"_126":2795,"_128":2796,"_130":2797,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","183859"],"Tue Jan 15 2002","Another email/Concerned",{"_126":2799,"_128":2800,"_130":2801,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","182190"],"Mon Jan 14 2002","Better, but",{"_126":2803,"_128":2804,"_130":2805,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","182591"],"Sun Jan 13 2002","Good news",{"_126":2807,"_128":2808,"_130":2809,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","182164"],"Sat Jan 12 2002","Hospital time",{"_126":2811,"_128":2808,"_130":2812,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","157211"],"Utter pain, agony",{"_126":2814,"_128":2815,"_130":2816,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","181793"],"Fri Jan 11 2002","Fluctuating Feelings",{"_126":2818,"_128":2819,"_130":2820,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","180674"],"Wed Jan 09 2002","Friends",{"_126":2822,"_128":2823,"_130":2824,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","180142"],"Tue Jan 08 2002","THE PHONE RULES",{"_126":2826,"_128":2827,"_130":2828,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","179432"],"Mon Jan 07 2002","Nothing",{"_126":2830,"_128":2827,"_130":2831,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","179013"],"VERY Embarassed!",{"_126":2833,"_128":2834,"_130":2835,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","178792"],"Sun Jan 06 2002","Surprising",{"_126":2837,"_128":2838,"_130":2839,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","178245"],"Sat Jan 05 2002","Exploded",{"_126":2841,"_128":2838,"_130":2842,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","178085"],"Family Secret/MY own issues",{"_126":2844,"_128":2845,"_130":2846,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","177323"],"Thu Jan 03 2002","so far, so good",{"_126":2848,"_128":2849,"_130":2850,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","176715"],"Wed Jan 02 2002","A best friend",{"_126":2852,"_128":2853,"_130":2854,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","175935"],"Tue Jan 01 2002","Normalizing",{"_126":2856,"_128":2857,"_130":2858,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","175665"],"Mon Dec 31 2001","Have a terrible new year",{"_126":2860,"_128":2857,"_130":2861,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","175563"],"The good and not so good",{"_126":2863,"_128":2864,"_130":2865,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","174879"],"Sun Dec 30 2001","Time to grow",{"_126":2867,"_128":2868,"_130":2869,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","174625"],"Sat Dec 29 2001","Ticked",{"_126":2871,"_128":2868,"_130":2872,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","174498"],"Post-suicide entry",{"_126":2874,"_128":2875,"_130":184,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","174199"],"Fri Dec 28 2001",{"_126":2877,"_128":2878,"_130":2879,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","173720"],"Thu Dec 27 2001","Very sad",{"_126":2881,"_128":2882,"_130":2883,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","173231"],"Wed Dec 26 2001","I made a decision",{"_126":2885,"_128":2886,"_130":2887,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","172933"],"Tue Dec 25 2001","Bye bye, for now",{"_126":2889,"_128":2886,"_130":2890,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","172913"],"christmas, now with 20% added sugar",{"_126":2892,"_128":2893,"_130":2894,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","172636"],"Mon Dec 24 2001","Last Second shopping sucks!",{"_126":2896,"_128":2893,"_130":2897,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","172593"],"Interested",{"_126":2899,"_128":2900,"_130":2901,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","172379"],"Sun Dec 23 2001","A Merry Christmas afterall?",{"_126":2903,"_128":2904,"_130":2905,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","171981"],"Sat Dec 22 2001","When health attacks",{"_126":2907,"_128":2908,"_130":2909,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","171653"],"Fri Dec 21 2001","Christmas should be eliminated part deau",{"_126":2911,"_128":2908,"_130":2912,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","171627"],"Christmas should be eliminated",{"_126":2914,"_128":2915,"_130":2916,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","171441"],"Thu Dec 20 2001","Decison to make",{"_126":2918,"_128":2919,"_130":2920,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","170879"],"Wed Dec 19 2001","Mostly good",{"_126":2922,"_128":2923,"_130":2924,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","170504"],"Tue Dec 18 2001","Cruise control?",{"_126":2926,"_128":2927,"_130":2928,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","169997"],"Mon Dec 17 2001","Emotionally wacked out day",{"_126":2930,"_128":2931,"_130":2932,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","169543"],"Sun Dec 16 2001","Huge Argument",{"_126":2934,"_128":2931,"_130":2935,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","169147"],"Mamma never said there'd be days like this",{"_126":2937,"_128":2938,"_130":2939,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","168810"],"Fri Dec 14 2001","hanging out",{"_126":2941,"_128":2942,"_130":2943,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","168612"],"Thu Dec 13 2001","MY day/pet peeves",{"_126":2945,"_128":2946,"_130":2947,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","167987"],"Wed Dec 12 2001","A rollercoaster of a day",{"_126":2949,"_128":2950,"_130":2951,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","167370"],"Tue Dec 11 2001","And things get interesting",{"_126":2953,"_128":2954,"_130":2955,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","167121"],"Mon Dec 10 2001","Scary moments/another offline reader",{"_126":2957,"_128":2958,"_130":2959,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","166699"],"Sun Dec 09 2001","BLAH!",{"_126":2961,"_128":2962,"_130":2963,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","166496"],"Sat Dec 08 2001","Not what I thought",{"_126":2965,"_128":2966,"_130":2967,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","166155"],"Fri Dec 07 2001","Mixed feelings",{"_126":2969,"_128":2970,"_130":2971,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","165628"],"Thu Dec 06 2001","HAPPIEST DAY, EVER!!!",{"_126":2973,"_128":2970,"_130":2974,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","165494"],"4 girls, who to pick",{"_126":2976,"_128":2977,"_130":2978,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","165194"],"Wed Dec 05 2001","Ahhhhh",{"_126":2980,"_128":2977,"_130":2981,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","165047"],"So much......",{"_126":2983,"_128":2984,"_130":2985,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","163004"],"Fri Nov 30 2001","Some stupid decisons/thoughts",{"_126":2987,"_128":2988,"_130":2989,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","162662"],"Thu Nov 29 2001","today....",{"_126":2991,"_128":2988,"_130":2992,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","162203"],"More than i thought",{"_126":2994,"_128":2995,"_130":2996,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","162063"],"Wed Nov 28 2001","Life comes full force at me",{"_126":2998,"_128":2999,"_130":3000,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","161744"],"Tue Nov 27 2001","Old Skool love songs",{"_126":3002,"_128":2999,"_130":3003,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","161555"],"Free anti-virus *no ads either* :)",{"_126":3005,"_128":3006,"_130":3007,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","161288"],"Mon Nov 26 2001","So you don't wanna hang out",{"_126":3009,"_128":3006,"_130":3010,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","161214"],"Realizations",{"_126":3012,"_128":3006,"_130":3013,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","161115"],"Responding to criticism",{"_126":3015,"_128":3016,"_130":3017,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","160763"],"Sun Nov 25 2001","Dependant personality disorder, part of what I got",{"_126":3019,"_128":3016,"_130":3020,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","160517"],"After much research",{"_126":3022,"_128":3016,"_130":3023,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","160457"],"Empty feeling",{"_126":3025,"_128":3016,"_130":3026,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","160262"],"Tired of it all!",{"_126":3028,"_128":3029,"_130":3030,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","160074"],"Sat Nov 24 2001","More analyzing me",{"_126":3032,"_128":3029,"_130":3033,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","159792"],"why do i feel this way",{"_126":3035,"_128":3036,"_130":3037,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","159670"],"Fri Nov 23 2001","Personality Tests",{"_126":3039,"_128":3036,"_130":3040,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","159629"],"Day out with lil sis",{"_126":3042,"_128":3036,"_130":3043,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","159525"],"Analyzing me",{"_126":3045,"_128":3046,"_130":3047,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","159357"],"Thu Nov 22 2001","Big bro got cheated on",{"_126":3049,"_128":3046,"_130":3050,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","159270"],"Surprising thanksgiving",{"_126":3052,"_128":3053,"_130":3054,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","87081"],"Wed Nov 21 2001","Dark secrets",{"_126":3056,"_128":3053,"_130":3057,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","158722"],"Awaken by God",{"_126":3059,"_128":3060,"_130":3061,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","158479"],"Tue Nov 20 2001","What the heck was I thinking?",{"_126":3063,"_128":3064,"_130":3065,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","158105"],"Mon Nov 19 2001","OMGosh",{"_126":3067,"_128":3068,"_130":3069,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","157529"],"Sun Nov 18 2001","Taking it one day at a time",{"_126":3071,"_128":3068,"_130":3072,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","157198"],"Disheartening",{"_126":3074,"_128":3075,"_130":3076,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","157043"],"Sat Nov 17 2001","Something came over me",{"_126":3078,"_128":3075,"_130":3079,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","156782"],"Admitting it",{"_126":3081,"_128":3082,"_130":3083,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","156683"],"Fri Nov 16 2001","Stood up!",{"_126":3085,"_128":3086,"_130":3087,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","156332"],"Thu Nov 15 2001","Figuring me out",{"_126":3089,"_128":3090,"_130":3091,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","155869"],"Wed Nov 14 2001","I'm ready *I think*",{"_126":3093,"_128":3094,"_130":3095,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","155211"],"Tue Nov 13 2001","Me as the strong one",{"_126":3097,"_128":3098,"_130":3099,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","154812"],"Mon Nov 12 2001","Decision MADE!",{"_126":3101,"_128":3098,"_130":3102,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","154589"],"Under MUCH pressure",{"_126":3104,"_128":3105,"_130":3106,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","154352"],"Sun Nov 11 2001","Ok, Time for me to fess up",{"_126":3108,"_128":3109,"_130":3110,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","153915"],"Sat Nov 10 2001","Lonely.........",{"_126":3112,"_128":3113,"_130":3114,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","153502"],"Fri Nov 09 2001","I'm not that good",{"_126":3116,"_128":3113,"_130":3117,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","153273"],"Good day, FINALLY",{"_126":3119,"_128":3120,"_130":3121,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","152991"],"Thu Nov 08 2001","Learning to cope",{"_126":3123,"_128":3124,"_130":3125,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","152488"],"Wed Nov 07 2001","I'm not ok",{"_126":3127,"_128":3128,"_130":3129,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","151940"],"Tue Nov 06 2001","Drained",{"_126":3131,"_128":3132,"_130":3133,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","151570"],"Mon Nov 05 2001","Just when you thought it couldn't get worse",{"_126":3135,"_128":3132,"_130":3136,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","151450"],"VERY FRUSTRATED!!!",{"_126":3138,"_128":3139,"_130":3140,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","151112"],"Sun Nov 04 2001","If things weren't bad enough",{"_126":3142,"_128":3143,"_130":3144,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","150669"],"Sat Nov 03 2001","Down time",{"_126":3146,"_128":3143,"_130":3147,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","150348"],"Reavealing Diary to friend",{"_126":3149,"_128":3150,"_130":3151,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","149948"],"Fri Nov 02 2001","Friends over religon",{"_126":3153,"_128":3154,"_130":3155,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","149554"],"Thu Nov 01 2001","I'm ok",{"_126":3157,"_128":3158,"_130":3159,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","148514"],"Mon Oct 29 2001","Folding to social pressure/Getting high",{"_126":3161,"_128":3162,"_130":3163,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","148018"],"Sun Oct 28 2001","The party/sorry sunday",{"_126":3165,"_128":3166,"_130":3167,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","147473"],"Sat Oct 27 2001","Party/sneaky plot",{"_126":3169,"_128":3166,"_130":3170,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","147248"],"I'm powerless ;(",{"_126":3172,"_128":3166,"_130":3173,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","147205"],"Deep talk with friends",{"_126":3175,"_128":3176,"_130":3177,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","146902"],"Fri Oct 26 2001","Ups and downs",{"_126":3179,"_128":3180,"_130":3181,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","146482"],"Thu Oct 25 2001","Are you depressed?",{"_126":3183,"_128":3184,"_130":3185,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","145998"],"Wed Oct 24 2001","First argument with group",{"_126":3187,"_128":3188,"_130":3189,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","145669"],"Tue Oct 23 2001","So grumpy",{"_126":3191,"_128":3192,"_130":3193,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","145579"],"Mon Oct 22 2001","Not how I had planned",{"_126":3195,"_128":3196,"_130":3197,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","145127"],"Sun Oct 21 2001","Very forgetable",{"_126":3199,"_128":3196,"_130":3197,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","145126"],{"_126":3201,"_128":3202,"_130":3203,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","144429"],"Sat Oct 20 2001","Odd development",{"_126":3205,"_128":3202,"_130":3206,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","144240"],"Disappointing",{"_126":3208,"_128":3209,"_130":3210,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","143717"],"Fri Oct 19 2001","Spilling my guts, offline",{"_126":3212,"_128":3213,"_130":3214,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","143407"],"Thu Oct 18 2001","Alot happened/bed bugs",{"_126":3216,"_128":3217,"_130":3218,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","142946"],"Wed Oct 17 2001","Ockward Day indeed",{"_126":3220,"_128":3221,"_130":3222,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","142664"],"Tue Oct 16 2001","Family is concerned?!!!",{"_126":3224,"_128":3221,"_130":3225,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","142518"],"A lil mad, a lil concerned",{"_126":3227,"_128":3228,"_130":3229,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","141905"],"Sun Oct 14 2001","No church for me",{"_126":3231,"_128":3228,"_130":3232,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","141828"],"Should be interesting",{"_126":3234,"_128":3228,"_130":3235,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","141585"],"A secret hugger?",{"_126":3237,"_128":3228,"_130":3238,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","141535"],"What happened yesterday",{"_126":3240,"_128":3241,"_130":3242,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","141511"],"Sat Oct 13 2001","Forum has taught me something",{"_126":3244,"_128":3241,"_130":3245,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","141221"],"YEAH!!!",{"_126":3247,"_128":3248,"_130":3249,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","140496"],"Thu Oct 11 2001","I'm your online dj",{"_126":3251,"_128":3252,"_130":3253,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","140371"],"Wed Oct 10 2001","Being ignored....",{"_126":3255,"_128":3256,"_130":3257,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","139734"],"Tue Oct 09 2001","Crazy dreams",{"_126":3259,"_128":3256,"_130":3260,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","139487"],"Guess who I seen, and what I found out",{"_126":3262,"_128":3263,"_130":3264,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","139233"],"Mon Oct 08 2001","Cool lil features",{"_126":3266,"_128":3263,"_130":3267,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","139193"],"Mood swings/show someone my diary?",{"_126":3269,"_128":3270,"_130":3271,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","138584"],"Sat Oct 06 2001","All I do is complain",{"_126":3273,"_128":3270,"_130":3274,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","138251"],"Boring Friday :(",{"_126":3276,"_128":3277,"_130":3278,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","138075"],"Fri Oct 05 2001","Support groups",{"_126":3280,"_128":3277,"_130":3281,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","137956"],"LONG Thursday",{"_126":3283,"_128":3284,"_130":3285,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","137005"],"Wed Oct 03 2001","So much for.........",{"_126":3287,"_128":3288,"_130":3289,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","136759"],"Tue Oct 02 2001","I am tripping out, Need help",{"_126":3291,"_128":3288,"_130":3289,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","136758"],{"_126":3293,"_128":3288,"_130":3294,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","136558"],"BaaaaD Day!!!",{"_126":3296,"_128":3297,"_130":3298,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","136249"],"Mon Oct 01 2001","Webcam online",{"_126":3300,"_128":3301,"_130":3302,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","136028"],"Sun Sep 30 2001","Lies, Lies, Lies",{"_126":3304,"_128":3301,"_130":3305,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","135967"],"Can it continue?",{"_126":3307,"_128":3301,"_130":3308,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","135885"],"Very happy spirtually",{"_126":3310,"_128":3311,"_130":3312,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","135221"],"Fri Sep 28 2001","Ok, rate my picture",{"_126":3314,"_128":3315,"_130":3316,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","134901"],"Thu Sep 27 2001","What the heck happened last entry",{"_126":3318,"_128":3315,"_130":3319,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","134809"],"*is singing*",{"_126":3321,"_128":3315,"_130":3322,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","134664"],"No peace for anyone",{"_126":3324,"_128":3325,"_130":3326,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","134509"],"Wed Sep 26 2001","Me being pathetic",{"_126":3328,"_128":3325,"_130":3329,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","134392"],"Interesting.....",{"_126":3331,"_128":3332,"_130":3333,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","134056"],"Tue Sep 25 2001","Saddening night",{"_126":3335,"_128":3332,"_130":3336,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","133891"],"Lots of emotions",{"_126":3338,"_128":3339,"_130":3340,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","133513"],"Mon Sep 24 2001","Lots of drama, then a surprise",{"_126":3342,"_128":3339,"_130":3343,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","133364"],"America the self-centered?",{"_126":3345,"_128":3339,"_130":3346,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","133333"],"A nice boring day",{"_126":3348,"_128":3349,"_130":3350,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","132868"],"Sun Sep 23 2001","I got the blues",{"_126":3352,"_128":3353,"_130":3354,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","132542"],"Sat Sep 22 2001","Finally..........",{"_126":3356,"_128":3353,"_130":3357,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","132437"],"LEAVE MY SISTER ALONE!",{"_126":3359,"_128":3360,"_130":3361,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","132254"],"Fri Sep 21 2001","Crossing enemy lines *Not about the war* other stuff too",{"_126":3363,"_128":3364,"_130":3365,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","131699"],"Thu Sep 20 2001","Will she or won't she",{"_126":3367,"_128":3364,"_130":3368,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","131549"],"Crazy turn of events",{"_126":3370,"_128":3371,"_130":3372,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","131362"],"Wed Sep 19 2001","Thank you for the concern/a response to comments",{"_126":3374,"_128":3371,"_130":3375,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","131228"],"I'm backing off",{"_126":3377,"_128":3378,"_130":3379,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","130927"],"Tue Sep 18 2001","I'm a nerd :(",{"_126":3381,"_128":3378,"_130":3379,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","130926"],{"_126":3383,"_128":3378,"_130":3384,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","130809"],"U.S. Hidden agenda?!",{"_126":3386,"_128":3378,"_130":3387,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","130734"],"Forgot mom's birthday/Monday",{"_126":3389,"_128":3390,"_130":3391,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","130529"],"Mon Sep 17 2001","Image of God",{"_126":3393,"_128":3394,"_130":3395,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","130205"],"Sun Sep 16 2001","Popup's are driving me Mad",{"_126":3397,"_128":3394,"_130":3398,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","130006"],"COOL Dating Survey",{"_126":3400,"_128":3401,"_130":3402,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","129665"],"Sat Sep 15 2001","Why did I lie to myself?",{"_126":3404,"_128":3405,"_130":3406,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","129290"],"Fri Sep 14 2001","Nice day, bad night",{"_126":3408,"_128":3409,"_130":3410,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","128838"],"Thu Sep 13 2001","A good day :)",{"_126":3412,"_128":3413,"_130":3414,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","128526"],"Wed Sep 12 2001","War a real possiblitlty?",{"_126":3416,"_128":3413,"_130":3417,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","128420"],"MY REPLY!",{"_126":3419,"_128":3413,"_130":3420,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","128246"],"Thank you NONE",{"_126":3422,"_128":3423,"_130":3424,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","128185"],"Tue Sep 11 2001","THANK YOU GOD!!!",{"_126":3426,"_128":3423,"_130":3427,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","128169"],"Why is it",{"_126":3429,"_128":3423,"_130":3430,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","127865"],"Emotional Rollercoaster",{"_126":3432,"_128":3433,"_130":3434,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","127411"],"Mon Sep 10 2001","Mass murder on loose in area",{"_126":3436,"_128":3433,"_130":3437,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","127386"],"I'm grateful for....",{"_126":3439,"_128":3433,"_130":3440,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","127371"],"Watch what I say?",{"_126":3442,"_128":3443,"_130":3444,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","127013"],"Sun Sep 09 2001","Not very christian",{"_126":3446,"_128":3443,"_130":3447,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","126933"],"Trust no one?",{"_126":3449,"_128":3450,"_130":3451,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","126732"],"Sat Sep 08 2001","Fed up",{"_126":3453,"_128":3454,"_130":3455,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","126519"],"Fri Sep 07 2001","Your only second chance *your lucky I'm so nice*",{"_126":3457,"_128":3458,"_130":3459,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","126227"],"Thu Sep 06 2001","Still hurt",{"_126":3461,"_128":3458,"_130":3462,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","126164"],"HOW DARE YOU!!!!! You made me cry :'(",{"_126":3464,"_128":3458,"_130":3465,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","125755"],"I feel So Stupid",{"_126":3467,"_128":3468,"_130":3469,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","125525"],"Wed Sep 05 2001","Me being weird",{"_126":3471,"_128":3468,"_130":3472,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","125493"],"What's my problem",{"_126":3474,"_128":3475,"_130":3476,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","125149"],"Tue Sep 04 2001","Can't we all just get along",{"_126":3478,"_128":3475,"_130":3479,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","125074"],"Hanging out on DD/me and toys",{"_126":3481,"_128":3475,"_130":3482,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","125031"],"NO FAIR!!! GRRR",{"_126":3484,"_128":3475,"_130":3485,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","124991"],"Off I go",{"_126":3487,"_128":3488,"_130":3489,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","124928"],"Mon Sep 03 2001","Thank you JAYNE, Pic of Crystal",{"_126":3491,"_128":3488,"_130":3492,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","124806"],"Two new pics!!!",{"_126":3494,"_128":3488,"_130":3495,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","100548"],"2 girls I like, they're both so opposite",{"_126":3497,"_128":3488,"_130":3498,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","124660"],"Buzz OFF, ALL OF YOU",{"_126":3500,"_128":3501,"_130":3502,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","124547"],"Sun Sep 02 2001","To Hidingbehindmyself",{"_126":3504,"_128":3505,"_130":3506,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","124446"],"Sat Sep 01 2001","I knew she wouldn't stop",{"_126":3508,"_128":3505,"_130":3509,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","74192"],"Does God really chose? Part Numero 2",{"_126":3511,"_128":3505,"_130":3512,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","124416"],"Does God really chose?",{"_126":3514,"_128":3505,"_130":3515,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","117752"],"Ihaveabrainfart is the Bomb",{"_126":3517,"_128":3518,"_130":3519,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","124163"],"Fri Aug 31 2001","Ok, Prayers needed badly, RIGHT NOW!!!!",{"_126":3521,"_128":3518,"_130":3522,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","124149"],"Crazy Emotions",{"_126":3524,"_128":3518,"_130":3525,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","124104"],"State Fair Time!",{"_126":3527,"_128":3518,"_130":3528,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","123961"],"More of me jumping to conclusions",{"_126":3530,"_128":3518,"_130":3531,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","123948"],"I always put my thoughts here/automatic log/I'm sorry",{"_126":3533,"_128":3534,"_130":3535,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","123617"],"Thu Aug 30 2001","A reply",{"_126":3537,"_128":3534,"_130":3538,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","123596"],"It HURTS!!!",{"_126":3540,"_128":3534,"_130":3541,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","123359"],"Good religous story/a rich person's perspective???",{"_126":3543,"_128":3544,"_130":3545,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","123310"],"Wed Aug 29 2001","Pic of Eliza and me/other stuff",{"_126":3547,"_128":3544,"_130":3548,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","123037"],"A new me?!",{"_126":3550,"_128":3551,"_130":3552,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","122546"],"Tue Aug 28 2001","Don't try you fake getting close",{"_126":3554,"_128":3551,"_130":3555,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","122493"],"Frustrated *leave me alone*",{"_126":3557,"_128":3558,"_130":3559,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","122265"],"Mon Aug 27 2001","Bye Bye DD Top Ten *waves*",{"_126":3561,"_128":3558,"_130":3562,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","122172"],"Who wants some of me in yahoo pool?!",{"_126":3564,"_128":3558,"_130":3565,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","122142"],"Leave me lone",{"_126":3567,"_128":3558,"_130":3568,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","122110"],"I'm blaming the pills",{"_126":3570,"_128":3571,"_130":3572,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","121723"],"Sun Aug 26 2001","Comfronting the drama between me and happykatz",{"_126":3574,"_128":3571,"_130":3575,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","121604"],"I'm just here, a lil sad",{"_126":3577,"_128":3578,"_130":3579,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","121563"],"Sat Aug 25 2001","I wanna be..",{"_126":3581,"_128":3578,"_130":3582,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","121418"],"The DD commenting phenom",{"_126":3584,"_128":3578,"_130":3585,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","121306"],"Hanging with Eliza",{"_126":3587,"_128":3588,"_130":3589,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","121146"],"Fri Aug 24 2001","My mom got...",{"_126":3591,"_128":3588,"_130":3592,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","121049"],"Sociology explains alot",{"_126":3594,"_128":3588,"_130":3595,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","120946"],"My nice day",{"_126":3597,"_128":3598,"_130":3599,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","120626"],"Thu Aug 23 2001","What have I done",{"_126":3601,"_128":3602,"_130":3603,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","120455"],"Wed Aug 22 2001","A special bum?!",{"_126":3605,"_128":3602,"_130":3606,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","120375"],"Life is",{"_126":3608,"_128":3602,"_130":3609,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","120240"],"Now I'm torn",{"_126":3611,"_128":3602,"_130":3612,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","120212"],"TO waterlilly, why looks do matter",{"_126":3614,"_128":3602,"_130":3615,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","120180"],"A Girl must have....",{"_126":3617,"_128":3618,"_130":3619,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","120093"],"Tue Aug 21 2001","A cool history class??",{"_126":3621,"_128":3618,"_130":3622,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","119829"],"First day of college",{"_126":3624,"_128":3618,"_130":3625,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","119809"],"Pics of me and mom",{"_126":3627,"_128":3628,"_130":3629,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","119578"],"Mon Aug 20 2001","Nervousness before college",{"_126":3631,"_128":3628,"_130":3632,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","119347"],"Abusive neighbors",{"_126":3634,"_128":3635,"_130":3636,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","119185"],"Sun Aug 19 2001","A Diary for Mom",{"_126":3638,"_128":3635,"_130":3639,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","119120"],"Big secret revealed",{"_126":3641,"_128":3635,"_130":3642,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","119060"],"A revealing later on?",{"_126":3644,"_128":3635,"_130":3645,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","118907"],"Big Situation/ I got some gifts",{"_126":3647,"_128":3648,"_130":3649,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","118845"],"Sat Aug 18 2001","DUCK PARTY at Bugs' place!!",{"_126":3651,"_128":3648,"_130":3652,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","118759"],"Time to be a friend",{"_126":3654,"_128":3648,"_130":3655,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","118684"],"Jayne says....",{"_126":3657,"_128":3648,"_130":3658,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","118662"],"Moving on...",{"_126":3660,"_128":3661,"_130":3662,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","118573"],"Fri Aug 17 2001","So Mad/sad",{"_126":3664,"_128":3661,"_130":3665,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","118557"],"TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE",{"_126":3667,"_128":3661,"_130":3668,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","118489"],"My day, so far",{"_126":3670,"_128":3661,"_130":3671,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","118470"],"Oh my!!!!!!",{"_126":3673,"_128":3661,"_130":3674,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","118299"],"It's my b-day, I cry if I want to",{"_126":3676,"_128":3677,"_130":3678,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","118198"],"Thu Aug 16 2001","I'm psyched!!!",{"_126":3680,"_128":3677,"_130":3681,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","117918"],"Day is ruined, *I'm hurt*",{"_126":3683,"_128":3684,"_130":3685,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","117786"],"Wed Aug 15 2001","My B-day is....",{"_126":3687,"_128":3684,"_130":3688,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","117668"],"I actually care about diarist",{"_126":3690,"_128":3684,"_130":3691,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","117547"],"Don't come here and ......",{"_126":3693,"_128":3684,"_130":3694,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","117487"],"My obsessions",{"_126":3696,"_128":3697,"_130":3698,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","117352"],"Tue Aug 14 2001","Not much of a friend",{"_126":3700,"_128":3697,"_130":3701,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","117062"],"I'm not anti-social, Am i",{"_126":3703,"_128":3697,"_130":3704,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","117007"],"Proof of Prayer?",{"_126":3706,"_128":3697,"_130":3707,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","116976"],"I feel..........",{"_126":3709,"_128":3710,"_130":3711,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","116693"],"Mon Aug 13 2001","Depression, me?!",{"_126":3713,"_128":3710,"_130":3714,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","116558"],"Entry cut short incident",{"_126":3716,"_128":3717,"_130":3718,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","116391"],"Sun Aug 12 2001","Chat with a top tener",{"_126":3720,"_128":3717,"_130":3721,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","116367"],"Taking on christian chat rooms",{"_126":3723,"_128":3717,"_130":3724,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","116346"],"Ahh...",{"_126":3726,"_128":3717,"_130":3724,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","116345"],{"_126":3728,"_128":3729,"_130":3730,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","115998"],"Sat Aug 11 2001","An upswing?",{"_126":3732,"_128":3733,"_130":3734,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","115683"],"Fri Aug 10 2001","LET ME SLEEP",{"_126":3736,"_128":3733,"_130":3737,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","115565"],"I'm worrying hard, OK?!",{"_126":3739,"_128":3733,"_130":3740,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","115547"],"Hope I ain't gonna die",{"_126":3742,"_128":3743,"_130":3744,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","115139"],"Thu Aug 09 2001","Read Happykatz entry, NOW",{"_126":3746,"_128":3743,"_130":3747,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","114958"],"Bad tinoz, BAD",{"_126":3749,"_128":3750,"_130":3751,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","114695"],"Wed Aug 08 2001","Day One",{"_126":3753,"_128":3750,"_130":3754,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","114643"],"Oh so hot",{"_126":3756,"_128":3757,"_130":3758,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","114530"],"Tue Aug 07 2001","Your fired, and so are you",{"_126":3760,"_128":3757,"_130":3761,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","114437"],"My pitiful faithfullness",{"_126":3763,"_128":3757,"_130":3764,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","114266"],"Stupid tumor",{"_126":3766,"_128":3757,"_130":3767,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","114251"],"Still have a tumor :(",{"_126":3769,"_128":3770,"_130":3771,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","113893"],"Mon Aug 06 2001","Great time!",{"_126":3773,"_128":3774,"_130":3775,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","113570"],"Sun Aug 05 2001","NO such thing as karma",{"_126":3777,"_128":3774,"_130":3778,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","113476"],"Jokes/Software",{"_126":3780,"_128":3774,"_130":3781,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","113415"],"I'm not considered a real man",{"_126":3783,"_128":3784,"_130":3785,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","113100"],"Sat Aug 04 2001","No money for the poor",{"_126":3787,"_128":3784,"_130":3788,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","113075"],"My problems for your problems, DEAL?",{"_126":3790,"_128":3784,"_130":3791,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","113059"],"Treat Me With Respect! *just a lil....just a lil R.E.S.P.E.C.T, FInd out what it means to me.....*",{"_126":3793,"_128":3794,"_130":3795,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","112524"],"Fri Aug 03 2001","NO TAX REBATE FOR POOR!",{"_126":3797,"_128":3798,"_130":3799,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","112459"],"Thu Aug 02 2001","Another Funny",{"_126":3801,"_128":3798,"_130":3802,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","112446"],"Funny guy excuses",{"_126":3804,"_128":3798,"_130":3805,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","112167"],"I have decided what I'm majoring in.",{"_126":3807,"_128":3798,"_130":3808,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","112161"],"Big bro took me to the movies, I\"M Shocked",{"_126":3810,"_128":3811,"_130":3812,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","111954"],"Wed Aug 01 2001","Feeling better after private entry posted",{"_126":3814,"_128":3811,"_130":3815,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","111740"],"Previously private entry",{"_126":3817,"_128":3811,"_130":3818,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","111716"],"I eased dropped on my big brother",{"_126":3820,"_128":3821,"_130":3822,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","111684"],"Tue Jul 31 2001","BIG ARGUMENT!",{"_126":3824,"_128":3821,"_130":3825,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","111244"],"

Chat room for all?

",{"_126":3827,"_128":3821,"_130":3828,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","111161"],"Scary Court date was today",{"_126":3830,"_128":3831,"_130":3832,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","110830"],"Mon Jul 30 2001","A dilemma",{"_126":3834,"_128":3831,"_130":3835,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","110761"],"NO chat room for you!",{"_126":3837,"_128":3838,"_130":3839,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","110429"],"Sun Jul 29 2001","Just venting, don't worry about me",{"_126":3841,"_128":3838,"_130":3842,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","110339"],"Just pop up out of nowhere",{"_126":3844,"_128":3838,"_130":3845,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","110283"],"Got really scared/modeling",{"_126":3847,"_128":3848,"_130":3849,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","109948"],"Sat Jul 28 2001","Wish I had ....",{"_126":3851,"_128":3852,"_130":3853,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","109653"],"Fri Jul 27 2001","Pool Party",{"_126":3855,"_128":3856,"_130":3857,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","109470"],"Thu Jul 26 2001","GREAT IDEA FOR DD!!!",{"_126":3859,"_128":3856,"_130":3860,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","109446"],"Response to comments, or is it?",{"_126":3862,"_128":3856,"_130":3863,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","109095"],"Alone, and hating it too, but why?",{"_126":3865,"_128":3856,"_130":3866,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","109056"],"Keep it real",{"_126":3868,"_128":3869,"_130":3870,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","108862"],"Wed Jul 25 2001","What is my deal?",{"_126":3872,"_128":3869,"_130":3873,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","108847"],"What Women want/Big Secret",{"_126":3875,"_128":3876,"_130":3877,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","108372"],"Tue Jul 24 2001","College, DMV, Kitty, MRI (Not in that order :P )",{"_126":3879,"_128":3880,"_130":3881,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","107592"],"Sun Jul 22 2001","Crazy Computer",{"_126":3883,"_128":3884,"_130":3885,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","107456"],"Sat Jul 21 2001","No Modeling for you?",{"_126":3887,"_128":3884,"_130":3888,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","107129"],"Jokes",{"_126":3890,"_128":3891,"_130":3892,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","107093"],"Fri Jul 20 2001","Need a relationship",{"_126":3894,"_128":3891,"_130":3895,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","106786"],"What to do, what to do...",{"_126":3897,"_128":3891,"_130":3898,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","106750"],"Funny stuff",{"_126":3900,"_128":3891,"_130":3901,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","106737"],"VERY FUNNY Thing",{"_126":3903,"_128":3891,"_130":2280,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","106667"],{"_126":3905,"_128":3906,"_130":3907,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","105640"],"Wed Jul 18 2001","Nice day, despite blood being drawn",{"_126":3909,"_128":3910,"_130":3911,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","105213"],"Tue Jul 17 2001","Emergency entry",{"_126":3913,"_128":3910,"_130":3914,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","105197"],"Hung out with my best friend!",{"_126":3916,"_128":3917,"_130":3918,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","104464"],"Sun Jul 15 2001","So much happened yesterday",{"_126":3920,"_128":3921,"_130":3922,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","104121"],"Sat Jul 14 2001","Mom, come to the movies with us, or the nagging begins",{"_126":3924,"_128":3925,"_130":3926,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","103996"],"Fri Jul 13 2001","THE DOG RAN AWAY!!! :(",{"_126":3928,"_128":3925,"_130":3929,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","103786"],"Off to the movies I go",{"_126":3931,"_128":3925,"_130":3932,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","103727"],"Weird dream",{"_126":3934,"_128":3935,"_130":3936,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","103513"],"Thu Jul 12 2001","Feel better",{"_126":3938,"_128":3935,"_130":3302,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","103438"],{"_126":3940,"_128":3935,"_130":3941,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","103327"],"Why I'm worried",{"_126":3943,"_128":3935,"_130":3944,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","103133"],"Added imood on here",{"_126":3946,"_128":3947,"_130":3948,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","65409"],"Wed Jul 11 2001","Kids of courage",{"_126":3950,"_128":3947,"_130":3951,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","102944"],"Up and down yesterday",{"_126":3953,"_128":3947,"_130":3954,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","102933"],"Best friend sends me a prayer:D",{"_126":3956,"_128":3947,"_130":3957,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","102894"],"Alot to respond to",{"_126":3959,"_128":3960,"_130":3961,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","102480"],"Tue Jul 10 2001","Make icons out of you pictures",{"_126":3963,"_128":3960,"_130":3964,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","102454"],"More online buddies than friends/christianity",{"_126":3966,"_128":3967,"_130":3968,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","102054"],"Mon Jul 09 2001","AN Angry day",{"_126":3970,"_128":3971,"_130":3972,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","101641"],"Sun Jul 08 2001","People pandering, that is pathetic",{"_126":3974,"_128":3971,"_130":3975,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","101625"],"Me growing up",{"_126":3977,"_128":3971,"_130":3978,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","101606"],"So much for a nice day",{"_126":3980,"_128":3981,"_130":3982,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","101271"],"Sat Jul 07 2001","More of my crazy past",{"_126":3984,"_128":3985,"_130":3986,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","101059"],"Fri Jul 06 2001","Comments on Comments",{"_126":3988,"_128":3985,"_130":3989,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","101034"],"Schmoopy is ok!",{"_126":3991,"_128":3985,"_130":3992,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","100846"],"Do I entertain you???",{"_126":3994,"_128":3995,"_130":3996,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","100468"],"Thu Jul 05 2001","Great, another ruind 4th of July",{"_126":3998,"_128":3999,"_130":4000,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","100163"],"Wed Jul 04 2001","Pray for Schmoopy, Please!!",{"_126":4002,"_128":3999,"_130":4003,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","100136"],"Remembering when my bro got shot",{"_126":4005,"_128":4006,"_130":4007,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","100019"],"Tue Jul 03 2001","105 degrees is way too hot",{"_126":4009,"_128":4006,"_130":4010,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","99764"],"A shocking day",{"_126":4012,"_128":4013,"_130":4014,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","99330"],"Mon Jul 02 2001","Seen Carrie all the way through",{"_126":4016,"_128":4017,"_130":4018,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","99191"],"Sun Jul 01 2001","Followed honey's advice",{"_126":4020,"_128":4017,"_130":4021,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","98965"],"A toy for me?",{"_126":4023,"_128":4017,"_130":4024,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","98960"],"Big bro is hurt, Literally",{"_126":4026,"_128":4027,"_130":4028,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","98657"],"Sat Jun 30 2001","I'm a little bitter",{"_126":4030,"_128":4027,"_130":4031,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","98631"],"I GOT PICTURES!!!",{"_126":4033,"_128":4034,"_130":4035,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","98473"],"Fri Jun 29 2001","Chatted with my best friend today :)",{"_126":4037,"_128":4034,"_130":4038,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","98173"],"Be more cynical?",{"_126":4040,"_128":4034,"_130":4041,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","98132"],"OH YEAH!!!",{"_126":4043,"_128":4044,"_130":4045,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","97766"],"Thu Jun 28 2001","Mom is still with that jerk",{"_126":4047,"_128":4048,"_130":4049,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","97491"],"Wed Jun 27 2001","Lil bro found my diary...",{"_126":4051,"_128":4048,"_130":4052,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","97318"],"Diarists only need one diary",{"_126":4054,"_128":4055,"_130":4056,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","97430"],"Tue Jun 26 2001","No clubhouse for you?",{"_126":4058,"_128":4055,"_130":4059,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","97103"],"Nasty Nick is a troll",{"_126":4061,"_128":4055,"_130":4062,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","97095"],"Rain Rain Come again!!! ",{"_126":4064,"_128":4065,"_130":4066,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","96921"],"Mon Jun 25 2001","Thank you God for ...",{"_126":4068,"_128":4065,"_130":4069,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","96895"],"A Birthday Disater!",{"_126":4071,"_128":4072,"_130":4073,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","96289"],"Sun Jun 24 2001","I'm surprised...",{"_126":4075,"_128":4076,"_130":4077,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","95955"],"Sat Jun 23 2001","Another drunk weekend for mum",{"_126":4079,"_128":4076,"_130":4080,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","95941"],"I'll sleep better tonight ",{"_126":4082,"_128":4083,"_130":4084,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","95810"],"Fri Jun 22 2001","I'm so alone",{"_126":4086,"_128":4083,"_130":4087,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","95803"],"grrrrr",{"_126":4089,"_128":4083,"_130":4090,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","95685"],"Can't believe this happened",{"_126":4092,"_128":4093,"_130":4094,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","95283"],"Thu Jun 21 2001","Too much personal info",{"_126":4096,"_128":4093,"_130":4097,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","95080"],"I suck as a christian",{"_126":4099,"_128":4100,"_130":4101,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","94878"],"Wed Jun 20 2001","Guranteed to make ya laugh",{"_126":4103,"_128":4100,"_130":4104,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","94870"],"Guess who called",{"_126":4106,"_128":4100,"_130":4107,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","94850"],"Birthday's a'comin",{"_126":4109,"_128":4110,"_130":4111,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","94576"],"Tue Jun 19 2001","Crazy Suicidal People",{"_126":4113,"_128":4110,"_130":4114,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","94457"],"All's Quiet, for now",{"_126":4116,"_128":4117,"_130":4118,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","94113"],"Mon Jun 18 2001","stress stinks ",{"_126":4120,"_128":4117,"_130":4121,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","94084"],"So streesed out",{"_126":4123,"_128":4124,"_130":4125,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","93652"],"Sun Jun 17 2001","Why my brother wants to see my dad",{"_126":4127,"_128":4124,"_130":4128,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","93554"],"I Hate Father's Day",{"_126":4130,"_128":4131,"_130":4132,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","93533"],"Sat Jun 16 2001","Broke Sabbath, still had fun",{"_126":4134,"_128":4135,"_130":4136,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","92963"],"Fri Jun 15 2001","YEAH!!!",{"_126":4138,"_128":4135,"_130":4139,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","92794"],"Dumb Mold",{"_126":4141,"_128":4135,"_130":4142,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","92694"],"STOP YELLING, please",{"_126":4144,"_128":4145,"_130":4146,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","92426"],"Thu Jun 14 2001","Christian chat rooms suck",{"_126":4148,"_128":4145,"_130":4149,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","92401"],"My mom's crazy history ",{"_126":4151,"_128":4152,"_130":4153,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","92199"],"Wed Jun 13 2001","MOM, Stop taking days off work!",{"_126":4155,"_128":4156,"_130":4157,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","91597"],"Tue Jun 12 2001","I'm SLEEPING, STOP HAVING SEX!!!",{"_126":4159,"_128":4160,"_130":4161,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","91299"],"Mon Jun 11 2001","A Good Day, Finally",{"_126":4163,"_128":4164,"_130":4165,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","88021"],"Sun Jun 10 2001","Tv music, why is it so good???",{"_126":4167,"_128":4164,"_130":4168,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","90726"],"I'm scared, but why",{"_126":4170,"_128":4171,"_130":4172,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","90347"],"Sat Jun 09 2001","Please, don't read this!!!",{"_126":4174,"_128":4171,"_130":4175,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","90313"],"Read my diary mom",{"_126":4177,"_128":4178,"_130":4179,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","90126"],"Fri Jun 08 2001","All you diarist need Prozac",{"_126":4181,"_128":4178,"_130":4182,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","89989"],"Did I say that?",{"_126":4184,"_128":4178,"_130":4185,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","89946"],"YAHOOO!!!!",{"_126":4187,"_128":4178,"_130":4188,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","89741"],"My Brain Tumor",{"_126":4190,"_128":4191,"_130":4192,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","89445"],"Thu Jun 07 2001","Answered Prayers?!",{"_126":4194,"_128":4195,"_130":4196,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","89130"],"Wed Jun 06 2001","Should I or shouldn't I???",{"_126":4198,"_128":4195,"_130":4199,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","88902"],"My Stupid Alcholic Mom",{"_126":4201,"_128":4202,"_130":4203,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","88337"],"Tue Jun 05 2001","Evil Spirit????",{"_126":4205,"_128":4202,"_130":4206,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","88288"],"Almost Cryed",{"_126":4208,"_128":4209,"_130":4210,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","87960"],"Mon Jun 04 2001","COMMENTS RULE!!!",{"_126":4212,"_128":4209,"_130":4213,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","87922"],"BURDEN LIFTED!!!!",{"_126":4215,"_128":4216,"_130":4217,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","87637"],"Sun Jun 03 2001","All dressed up and no where to go!!!",{"_126":4219,"_128":4216,"_130":4220,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","87621"],"YES, I'M A VIRGIN!!!",{"_126":4222,"_128":4223,"_130":4224,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","87412"],"Sat Jun 02 2001","Humans are like cats",{"_126":4226,"_128":4227,"_130":4228,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","87201"],"Fri Jun 01 2001","I need prayer!",{"_126":4230,"_128":4231,"_130":4232,"_122":117,"_132":-5},["B","86762"],"Thu May 31 2001","From the Beginning","isFollowing","goPlusData",{"_4236":4237,"_4238":4239,"_4240":6,"_4241":4242},"publishableKey","pk_live_51POnOWCdBlzlREIzbeYIXLJizyquQzIHzPMorJW8dHuMlDvFkakCmFia2ZDAA6L11e49rgkcqJtFJsqTJkwgUznT00broedMRq","mxPortalUrl","https://billing.stripe.com/p/login/28o3g76Wv4icfFC8ww","base","allPlans",[4243,4252],{"_4244":4245,"_4246":4247,"_4248":4249,"_4250":4251},"link","","priceId","price_1PUVXvCdBlzlREIzPCWhSTtG","price",3.99,"duration","Monthly",{"_4244":4245,"_4246":4253,"_4248":4254,"_4250":4255},"price_1PUVXvCdBlzlREIz6IiRJ8aC",35.99,"Yearly","shouldShowSidebar",true,"diarySettings",{"_4260":4261},"followerAutoAccept","true","defaultView","entryList","unreadNotificationCount","routes/global/diary/viewentry",{"_4267":111,"_4268":114,"_4269":2489,"_4270":4271,"_4277":2490,"_4278":4279,"_4280":4281,"_4282":4257,"_4283":4284,"_4325":4326,"_4327":6,"_4328":4257,"_4329":4330,"_4339":-5,"_4340":4341,"_4342":-5,"_4343":118,"_4344":-5,"_4345":118,"_4346":4347},"diaryId","diaryTitle","entryId","allIds",{"_4272":89,"_4273":89,"_4274":89,"_4275":89,"_4276":89},"first_entry_id","latest_entry_id","random_entry_id","previous_entry_id","next_entry_id","entryTitle","entryDate",["D",1021075200000],"entryText","Dear Diary,
Right now I'm part mad, part disappointed. I was suppose to be picked up by Ray so we could go to church. Obviously, he didn't show up. GRRRRRR He didn't even call!
Some people I swear, i could just yell at. Well, here I am, angry and watching a basketball game. My team is doing so-so. Anyways, I don't really feel like continuing this entry, so I won't. This is just for me to vent. Though hasn't helped.
END","allowComments","structuredComments",[4285,4300,4306,4312,4318],{"_4286":4287,"_126":2489,"_4288":4289,"_4290":4291,"_4292":4293,"_4294":118,"_117":4257,"_4295":-5,"_4296":-5,"_4297":4298,"_4299":-5},"comment_id",205737,"comment_from","ShadowRose (Legacy)","comment","Some days are like that. *hugs & prayers*","comment_date",["D",1021157431000],"deleted","comment_parent","comment_user","replies",[],"commenterProfileUrl",{"_4286":4301,"_126":2489,"_4288":4302,"_4290":4303,"_4292":4304,"_4294":118,"_117":4257,"_4295":-5,"_4296":-5,"_4297":4305,"_4299":-5},205738,"bookworm (Legacy)","Hope your headaches aren't so bad and you enjoy church tomorrow/today. ;-) ",["D",1021186733000],[],{"_4286":4307,"_126":2489,"_4288":4308,"_4290":4309,"_4292":4310,"_4294":118,"_117":4257,"_4295":-5,"_4296":-5,"_4297":4311,"_4299":-5},205739,"sobriquet (Legacy)","thanks for replying :)\r
\r
I ended up making up my own little recipe..heh..can't wait to see how THAT will turn out. heh heh",["D",1021189376000],[],{"_4286":4313,"_126":2489,"_4288":4314,"_4290":4315,"_4292":4316,"_4294":118,"_117":4257,"_4295":-5,"_4296":-5,"_4297":4317,"_4299":-5},205740,"Honey (Legacy)","Sometimes there is absolutely nothing that you can say or do to help.\r
Just listen to them vent and let it go.\r
Some thngs manage to work themselves out.\r
And Tino,\r
Thank you for your condolences, I appreciate you very much.\r
\r
Honey",["D",1021198948000],[],{"_4286":4319,"_126":2489,"_4288":4320,"_4290":4321,"_4292":4322,"_4294":118,"_117":4257,"_4295":-5,"_4296":4323,"_4297":4324,"_4299":-5},810664,"slefcool","
Greetings from 2026, Its my 34th birthday! I hope your team won the game!
",["D",1778479655000],189024,[],"publicUrl","https://www.deardiary.net/diary/13147/viewentry/262201","frontendUrl","showSharing","headerData",{"_4331":114,"_4332":4333,"_4334":4335,"_4336":4337,"_4338":4257},"mainTitle","titleLink","/diary/13147","titleDecoration","FOLLOWER_CONTROL","subTitle","Sat May 11 2002 - Let down","showBackButton","mood","moodOptions",[],"sleep","isSleepTrackerEnabled","weight","isWeightTrackerEnabled","weightUnit","kg","actionData","errors"]

Comments (5)