Michelle, like most people, have good and bad qualities. Her good qualities include but are not limited to, being ambitious, loyal, silly, imaginative, active, somewhat introverted with a front of being extraverted, and ofcourse caring. He negative qualities include: anxiousness, impatient, germaphobic, temper tantrums, perfectionistic ways, sometimes bossy, insensitive to other people besides me, nosey, and has very high expections of me and life in general. There is alot more than that, but that is what I'm thinking right off the top of my head. The best part of her is that when we're not arguing, we get along great. The worst part is probaly her somewhat possevive ways. She is not a jealous girl, its that she likes my attention on her, especially when I'm with my friends. She starts to whine and make it unpleasent for everyone.
As for me, I can't totally say for sure how she views me. I asked her last night, but I can't really say without adding my own bias. I'm going to ask her tonight to put what she thinks of me on here.
As for how we get along, we generally act silly around each other, especially her. Like, she'll start talking about how she wishes she had the power to make everyone walk around like peguins or have real life models in display windows showing off the clothing. We also are very lovey dovey. Lots of hugs, kisses and other stuff. The biggest arguments between us is that she wants a better living situation. She is tired of waiting for the bus, running after it, or missing it. Also tired of how my mom and family in generally LITERALLY pick fights with us as soon as we enter the door. When I say EVERYDAY, i mean every day since we been together. Also, we argue about having nothing to do or me not being active enough. Lately, its also been about how she acts around my friends.
As to how we met, if you don't know, let me tell you. It all started in yahoo pool. I created a table and she accidently pressed play now. She entered and we played. Usally, I trash talk to my oppenents but this time I didn't. I just played and she was asking ALL kinds of questions. At first i was answering them, but then got kinda tired of answering all these personal questions. SO I decided to show her my diary and scare her away. I thought, that'd either scare her or would stop her from asking and let her read. I was wrong. She added me as a buddy and we started to chat. Almost exactly a year after that, she admitted she liked me and I was having a lil bit of feelings for her. Thing was, I was pessimitic about meeting online people. Besides I thought, she was 800 miles+ away. So then we talked over the phone for the while. It started with short, ackward conversations. It turned into conversations that lasted over 8 hours. And then the phone bills came in. OUCH! At the end of her semester, she flew over here to "visit" me and see what I was really like. It goes without saying that she stayed.
We have this real close bond now. We are each others first loves and first sexual partners. Even if some how we break up, I believe that we'll always be there to help each other. As for marriage, there are only 2 things stopping us, one, the finacial situation. It cost alot to have a nice wedding. Second, I couldn't get the medical coverage I am qualifying for now. That is now for now, I'm at the college computer lab and my friend Donald nearly caught me just now. I had to do a premature submission. That is all. ~End~
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As for your relationship with God and your last comment in my diary .... thing is, you seem to keep waiting for things to come to you, especially God or thoughts about God. He's already there, Tino. He's been waiting for you to let Him in. The invitation is out. It's up to you to decide when to accept it. He can't do as much if you don't let Him.
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