This is the first time I wrote a poem on dd. The structure was incidential in that I was just putting what I was feeling and then realized after the first paragraph that I had 3 groups of repeating words. Michelle says its not a poem because it doesn't rhyme. The thing is, I wasn't trying to make it rhyme or follow any paticular structure, I was just expressing stuff that I wanted to put in my entry but wasn't sure how to incorporate it. It was more for me than for others to read. Anyways, here I am, trying to figure out where to go in life.

College has a nice secure path for me. Though it has lead me away from God. Kaliko has single handly kept me from totally dismissing the idea of God. I'm hoping that somehow I can get beyond concepts and logic and enter the spiritual realm. I guess I haven't because I am scared. Scared to be following a religon that may be following nothing. Scared to admit my way of life is wrong. And ulitmately scared that I will have to sacrifice all that I am. That's all for now. I got to go.