So far things have been going good. I have also been avoiding sinning and been doing alot of praying. Its weird, I been a christian for quite a while, yet never really utilized prayer. WHY? Secretly I didn't believe in it. I always found a way to find out how so called miracles could happened. Plus when I tryed at first, it didn't seem to work. * i guess I was looking for him to work on my time, not his, also I had the wrong motivations, I was hoping for money* Anyways, i'm doing good, though I did miss bible study for which I feel guilty.

Speaking of feeling guilty. I liked the responses given for the entry titled, Being a christian can be boring. I think i will still feel a bit guilty when having fun though. Its just something in me that says "you can be spending this time better" I dunno where it comes from but its there.

As for what's up coming. I'm off to Alex's again. *not my bro* I was gonna try to get Donald to come, but he's too hard to work with. Has alot of but this and but that's. Speaking of friends, it's Jeff's B-day today. I would hang with him but he says he just wants to be with his girlfriend and buy his bass guitar he wants. Personally, I respect that but I wanted to hang with him and maybe be apart of a birthday party. Something. He don't even want gifts! I feel that is so lame, he's only gonna turn 21 once. Well, I dunno how my b-day is gonna turn out, but I'm hoping for it to be better. Something from the real life people in my life because I doubt I get my name on the front again and set another commenting record. I'm not the 150 hits sweetheart I once was. So if none of my friends set something up, then I will resort to what I did pre-dd. Lay on the bed and maybe be all sad. Ok ok, i'm rambling on. That is all. ~END~ Oh, P.S. if you pray, pray for my friend Niels, he's having a rough time right now in his life.