It's really crazy how strong me and Michelle's bond is. It's like they can't break us apart, even though they try. Who is they? Our parents. My mom has went as far to say that if Michelle went back to L.A. that she'd cook for me, not charge me rent and take me wherever I want to go. Her parents have want her back so much that they have tryed to persuade her many times. Several times with a car. Other times with arguments as to the drawbacks of being with me.

It's EXTRAty ironic that their opposition to our relationship has strenghtened it. They if anyone should know that when you pit couples against a wall, they respond with a stronger bond. Even my friends are against us. It's not just me being paranoid either. Ray believed that it was a bad idea for her to have come and for me to have allowed it. Eliza and Jessie have tryed to make Michelle jealous by trying *unsuccessfully* to flirt with me. Maybe not Alex, but he has stated to me that he couldn't be with someone like Michelle. *she's too spunky for him* I kind take that as an implied statement of, how could you be with her.

Its funny how people try to make our business thier business. They *especially my mom* like to scrutinze our relationship without just worrying about themselves. If I wanted the advice, I'd asked. I guess it's because we didn't meet the tradional way and don't have a traditional relationship. So people look at us as crazy simply cause we met online. Especially my mom. Not to mention the non-gendered quality of our relationship. I do my own wash, clean my own dishes, sometimes hers, and sometimes make the meals. Also, if Michelle asks my help on something, I generally help. I think it's that paticular thing that sets me apart. I'm not a dominant mate. My mom *wow her name is popping up alot today* hates that. I should have balls according to her. Literally, its what she says to me. She also says in front of everyone that she believes I'm just "pussy-whooped". *yes, my mom says that* It's psycho here. New place, old people, same $#!^.

As for other stuff, nothing much new. Worked on mines and Michelle's essay. I got mines done relatively quickly. She has been working on hers for like 10 hours. She has been delaying actually doing it. So far, most of the stuff is stuff I added for her. I told her I'd help her but not do the essay. I like to see that the person is trying and I'm not just being taken advantage of. She is currently sleeping and will wake at 3:30AM to finish it. I set out an outline for her. She'll be ok.

Well, that's about it. Nothing too noteworthy. Maybe the fact I didn't try to attend church. That's pathetic. Nor did I try to pray or spend any sort of time with God. Though I and even Michelle has prayed at night time. Though she only prayed for stuff in our relationship. It's something though. A good sign. Also been eating alot. Food has been my great time killer again. Not too worried though, through this week, I will be doing ALOT of exercise and will cut back on my eating habits. That way I can achieve my goal of looking nice in the mirror. *well somewhat, doesn't quite fix the face, but that's another thing* That is all. ~END~