Sat May 11 2002 - Goth/ argument
Goth/ argument
Dear Diary,

After my previous entry, i finished watching the game and decided to hang out with my lil sis. I tried to help her find some yarn so she could attach some beads to them and put it in her room. Well, we never did find any but we did find some face paint and stuff.

Eventually, we gave up on the looking for yarn. *will buy some tomorrow* We are bored and decide to paint my face. *yup, that's right, paint it* If you read me enough, you know that me and my lil sis do these odd lil things from time to time. So she starts painting using white. She asks if I'm ever gonna go gothic. I say, maybe. She says, ok, leemme make you look like one. So she works with it. Eventually, we're done. I look in the mirror, i don't look like i thought I would. Not quite goth, not quite anything. Maybe some lame version of the wrestler sting. I snap some pics of me with the webcam regardless. After that, I go to bathroom to wash it off.

It was kinda fun wearing it. Freaked out my mom. My grandma was just at a loss of words. LOL. I would wear it to the store or something if the neighborhood wasn't so rowdy. Anyways, when i'm done, I stay on computer and chat.

I think everything is ok till i hear my mom yelling for me to get dinner. I go and she is very mad. I tell her that she shouldnt get all snotty with me. I get dinner and leave. At that point, Im assuming she is drunk. LAter, while i'm eating dinner, she is yelling at my lil bro and sis for stupid stuff. I get invovled. Lil bro and sis strom into my room after. I go with them ask what's wrong. Apparently, my mom's boyfriend is mad cause my lil sis didn't want him to go to the store with my mom. He was saying he was gonna move and stuff. My mom comes in after and apologizes but my lil sis isn't having it. She says "you don't love me" and lays on her bed. I ask her if she thinks I love her. She says, " I dunno" I tell her I do and try to make her feel better. I think i do. I try to resolve some disputes between her and my lil bro. Seems they hate each other now. *wasn't like this before i hung out at the college* I make them promise to atleast try to get along. After, my lil sis tells me about her friends and how snotty they have been. I give some advice and leave.

Well, here I am. Once again in a mixed mood. Though it isn't between happy and sad. Its more mad and sad. I think i will pray about it tonight. Also need to pray about my headaches. They are getting bad again. Hope everything is ok up in my head. *mri wednesday* Anyways, got chruch tomorrow. Hopefully i don't get faked on by alberto. If everything goes according, i will have pictures of everyone i want and will go to develop them. Well, that is all. ~END~

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