Well, finally went to class. Though we had a sub. Basically we watched some video about how memories can trigger some behaviors. Subconcious stuff. Blah blah. Had a quiz, i think i did good. I usually do. Kihn isn't in class, though right now I'm probaly not gonna seek anyone. Gonna stick to Michelle. She does love me. We had a pretty good conversation last night. I'm glad she read that entry. Anyways.

I eventually head to student center. There, I see Jesse. She's out there smoking. EWW so GROSS!!! She was really bouncy, i just looked at her like she was stupid and walked in the student center. She eventually walks in and throws her backpack to the table we're at. I'm thinking, Oh great, she's mad. SHe goes over and says HI! COme to find out Candace is mad at Lindsey because Lindsey wants Candace to watch the kids again. Candace wants money for watching them. Lindsey is on tight budget and has classes. And no free child care. So anyways, Candace tells Jesse not to hang around Lindsey and stuff. Jesse tells her that she's a grown person and can do what she want. I smirk. Candace didn't get her way. Jesse then invites me to go to Cafe with her real quick. I'm hesitate. SHe then offers to buy me something. I bounce up and go.

Nothing much in there to get. I get a mocha frapacunno and cupcakes. SHe gave me $5. I was surprised! Though i wondered what her full intention for buying me it was. Later I do find out she thought I was mad at her. I tell her I got life problems. No wants to talk so I break the ice and change topics. I then go with Donald to my next class. After that, I'm bored and run around with Doanald. I pretend i'm a spy. He thinks I"m crazy. I eventually go into the Cultural Awarness center to find food is being served. I look around and anyone can get in on it. I stand in line. I then see Eliza of all people. She's with her man Pedro. I walk up to Eliza and say hi and stuff, go back in line and get food. After that I sit with Eliza and Pedro, as does Donald. We are there and I introduce myself to Pedro. I then remark to him, "its like I met you already with Eliza always telling stuff to do with you. She's always PEdro pedro pedro." He looks at me ockard. I tell him "in a good way". He then remarks to her that he learns something new everday. SHe is blushing and I think happy about that. We eat then we depart our seperate ways.

I kill time with Donald by going to parts of the college I've never been. He looks at me again like i'm crazy. He like, "Tino, it's just a building, why you wannna walk around and go in the elevator" We do anyways. I enjoy it. I end up walking right into Jeff's friend Steve. He's playing Hackysack. I decide to join and I kick it around a few times. I'm not very good. He eventually has to go. Brian sees us outside and comes up to me and wants me to go to libary to go on lame computers and mess with fantasy football. Nothing much happens there. I do embarrass him a few times though. Like when he gets his libary card out and goes to the counter, I ask him to not ask for porn this time. *the libarian had the funniest look on her face* I also tell him to stop checking out the libarians in a loud enough voice for them to hear. LOL!!!! Make fun of me will ya. *ok, so when I'm pushed, I can be mean too* We eventually leave. I have to go to work.

I get on bus and its crowded. I end up getting there late. SO MAD!!! I was at bus stop at 4:00, got in to work at 5:08. I'm suppose to have 30 or so minutes to spare. I need a car. Anyways, I run in and bump into the girl who usually has the leather shop. I say excuse me and she looks at me mad and is like, UM HMMM. I roll my eyes and go start. Its busy. UCK! I felt so stressed at moments. I just wanted to go home. Though momma said their'd be days like this. *ok, she didn't, but I remember the song* I get out SO happy. I hate working. That is my conclusion. I don't have a hard job. Not that stressful. Just I hate working. Though I did like the paycheck i got this week. $300 and some change. That's 2 weeks worth. So-so I suppose.

I get picked up and put money in bank. I realize i have money now. Actually, I realized that 2 days ago. Though it can be easily spent if i do what i know I should do. Take cat to vet and finally get pills. Though i'm holding off on the pills for one more week. I'm gonna try every thing this week for free coverage. I don't know how. I don't know if i can, but damnit I try. Its either that or pay. A few hours finding some governemtnt loophole is worth it. Hell, i'll pay someone a few bucks if it means free pills for life. One week is my number though, I promised Michelle. If I can't find anything in 1 week, then I buy pills. Simple as that.

Well, that's about it for now. I think Michelle went back home for the weekend, so no her. As for my assessment of her, I was wrong in the last entry. Certain things made me realize that she is really looking out for me and not just herself and I'm pretty sure she realizes i'm looking out for her too and not just myself. Not only that, but she loves me and I LOVE her too.

That's cool, just saying that and knowing its true is so............... I dunno, something good. I know its crazy this stupid machine of mines and the phone lines have created this connection. Even if once we meet in person it don't work out *though I don't see why it wouldn't* we'd still be cool @$$ friends. BEST friends. And that almost seems to good for me. Almost feels too good to be true. Maybe that's why I question everything so much. Though it is true. Good yet somehow surprising. I didn't think that anyone was capable of having any kind of connection with me when I first started this diary. Wow, i've changed. Though I wish I could go back in time and tell myself that i'd end up ok and have general happiness. ANyways, i'm rambling. Miss ya Michelle. Thanks for praying for me, those that "do" do that for me. I appreciate it. As for me, I got to pray to thank God and then ask him to lead me to him so i can serve him more. ~END~