Wed May 01 2002 - Feelings for online people
Feelings for online people
Dear Diary,

Not much of a day at the college. Went to class, sprayed the group with silly string, they didn't like. *nope, they were being uptight* I stayed for awhile until i felt tension towards me. I go to eat lunch alone. Have my mom pick me up.

I come here and watch tv with my mom. We talk somewhat. It's cool. SO I then go online. Chat to my friend niel. We go on about lots of stuff *some of which i wish i could type here, but i respect his privacy* and i decide to get off after i have a situation. My lil bro kept trying to get my attention right. WHile I was chatting. So after awhile, he got the toy gun and started aiming at himself. I'm like, alex, you don't aim at yourself. He just gave me this angry grunt. I then realized that i need to get off the computer. I do.

I play some basketball with him, then video games. I proceed to watch a spanish thing with my mom. *she came back early, she is unemployed again* Was cool show. I then go back online.

I see an online friend. We chat. We talk about relationships and stuff. *She just got out of one* I give her a bunch of advice. While chatting though, i couldn't help but getting the feeling that I was liking her and that maybe she liking me. I dunno. I want to like her more, but she is online and in another country. Frustrating. Anyways, we get off with her thanking me so much.

I then start to chat with evenglist seh. *aka spencer* Me and him chat alot. ANyways, I try and help him out. I kinda sorta do. After long chat, i realize that I actually feel for this guy's well being. *crazy huh*

Right now, i dunno. Not smart to feel for online text. Here today, disconnected tomorrow. Its a problem I have. I grow attached. Crazy. Anyways, i'm tired, so i'm sleeping. NOTE TO SELF, GET A CAMERA THat is all. ~END~

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