Today was a kinda frustrating day. Got up, took my pills, went to class, got there late. I go through class bored as heck and then find out that speech night is tonight. *extra credit for the class* Is at 6PM. SO till then, I try to kill time.

I spent most my time with Donald. Was cool. I wish it was with Jeff, but jeff missed today. Me and him went to eat crazy bread. Enjoyed it and his company. Only thing is I think I come off as a lil weird to him. I was acting kinda goofy and he tries *or is* to be more mature. That is why I like Jeff, he is just as goffy as me, if not more. Anyways, I manage to keep him on campus til 5. I spend hour listening to walkman.

6 o'clock rolls around and I go to auditorium. I get ticket and program. *had to get program, had extra credit questions on back* So I do the questions and leave early. I hope its ok. My professor was about 4 chairs away from me and seen me. He better not give me any grief about leaving early. All he said was to answer the questions, I DID. Cost me $5 to get in too. Besides, I NEED the points.

I left and called home. Everything is ok there. I do 3-way to call Jeff's. He's gone. Left with someone named Gary. I was kinda hoping he was there so we could hang out or something. I dunno. I guess I'm REALLY used to him. I head home.

I eventually make it home and come on computer. I find out my favorite basketball team won. YIPPEE! I'm glad they won, we've been in a slump of late. *kinda like me* Actually, I'm still kinda slumping. Despite things going generally well in my life, I can't help but feel angry and sad. I don't know what my problem is. I been listening to uplifting music. *Creed, among others* I think Monday I go to counselur and talk about it. I'm thinking maybe I need pills or something. *ugh, hate saying that, I really do* ANyways, I'm exhausted and getting off. That is all. ~END~