Right now, I feel so out of touch with everything. I dunno. Ok day, nothing to be really worrying about. Just, some odd out of the blue depression hit me. Its like I feel like I will never be loved, I'm gonna die young, my life is pointless. As i'm typing that, I realize how irrational all that is. Yet, I can't shake it. Is like my emotions don't want to hear my logic. CRAZY. I need to go to bed. But not quite tired! Not sure what the point of this entry is. Maybe I want an encouraging comment. maybe some sympathy. I dunno. but what will your typed text do for me. Not really anything. Ahh yes, got my psychology book out. Maybe I'm going through some neurosis. Slight, but neurosis nonetheless. I get like this alot during late nights. maybe cause I need to get some proper sleep. Stop being/chatting to such negative people. Wait, no, i'm not gonna lose social interaction. Book says that is a symptom of Nnurosis. HA! Ok, enough of this. I need to take it to the one that can solve this. *no not the nearby psychologist* God. YuP. Pray for me. :) Take care my readers.