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Man, took forever for my family to leave. First my mom left to work. Then my lil bro and sis went to a birthday party of one of the ex-foster parents kids. Then my gradma left. SO I'm here with big bro. I'm like, he always leaves. But today, he was just hanging round the house. THe one day I wanted alone, and he was here. Just until right now he left. ANd my gradma is bound to be back any time now. Grr. I want to be left alone right now. Just TINO, In the house, listening to music. I NEVER GET THAT! I just want it once. I can't wait to move. Well, I'm alone now. YAY. Still, I feel so angry.

Man, I maybe is that I need God badly. Just seems I can't contact him right. :( All these things that shouldn't be getting to me are. Grrr. Pray for me ya'll. Pray that I can get out this funk. I feel like I can almost do it, but something just keeps pulling me down. *sigh* All these emotions coming together right now. *feels weird* I feel mad and happy right now. Down but up. What the heck. Anyways, i'm off. Bye

Comments (7)

dazler16 (Legacy)

Hey Tinoz, What is making you feel like you can't talk with God? I've felt that way before and one time I bought this book with "inspirational" poetry in it and it actually helped. I found this wonderful poem that described my situation perfectly. I felt closer to him as soon as I started reading it. Hopefully you can find out. I might be able to find a cool poem for you. Later...

~Bree~

ksmiley (Legacy)

I like to be alone too. Sometimes I don't always like to be alone, but when I do, it is nice. When you get out of your parents home, you will enjoy the peace and quiet that you wish you had all the time.

annette (Legacy)

can't help you with your girl trubbles ~ lol... :) everything will fall into place though.
take care.
@nnette.

Honey (Legacy)

Tino,
Just stopped by to say Hello!
I hope that you have a Great day today!
*Smie*
and...
Have some Fun!

H

annette (Legacy)

WOW! I love this pict here of Jesus for the comments part... AND I immediately noticed the leaves in the water. Nice touch Tinoz! Very nice.

*smiles*

Also, if you are thinking of a link for your menu ~ i'd like to suggest ''dedications'' ~ I'd really like that to be a place where all of DD can go to make someones day X-tra special.

Already there are on average 3 or 4 dedications a day, but I really want to see MANY many MANY more... I mean ~ there are over 10,000 diaries here on DD -- !!!

-- Again, I love what you are doing with the place in here.

*jayne*
~^..^~
@nnette

p.s.
WOW! Thanks for the compliment... That made my day!

bringalstar (Legacy)

hehe i guessed you just cchange your backgound? which means youa re still online?
hehe well, just came in to read wats going on with you and the two ladies. hehe
all the best! and hey do you have pic of the other girl? cya and take great care!

Missionchic (Legacy)

I just think its really interesting to hear a christian guy's thoughts on girls and dating...I never knew guys put that much effort and stress into the "who to date" thing. NEway, its really interesting to read what you write about these girls.
Amanda