Today was one of THOSE days. Woke up, got ready to go to school when I find out that I LOST MY BUS CARD! OH NO!!!! I look all over and I can't find out. I start like FREAKING out. I'm moving like a million miles a minute frantically looking for it. Eventually, my mom *thank goodness she stayed home* decided to give me money and have me go on bus while she looked for it. So I head to bus, what do i see, first bus go by. SO I start walking to second one. Starts raining. I almost make it to second bus stop when second bus passes by. I'm like, OMG this ain't happening. Then, the last straw, I get splashed by some truck. I just lose it. I start to yell really loud and start kicking things at the bus stop. LOL. Went on for like a couple minutes to i calmed down. After 30 minutes, i ride bus. I'm almost late for final but make it.

Finish that, go hand out for a bit. Was ok, did another magic trick, was fun. Interesting thing happened while we played music. Avina started crying. *was O-town's ALL or NOthing* That's her and Jeff's song. *I like that song, :)* I felt so bad for her, gave her a quick hug, she then left for awhile. Came back. I leave a bit later to take another final. AGH! Eventually get out to come home.

Watch some tv with my mom. Is Maury Povich. IS talking about revealing stuff. One touched a lil too close to home. HAd this lady talking about she had brain tumor. She was telling her mom for first time. My mom started tearing up, i for some reason started to hold back my emotions. I did! I guess i'm so used to be strong for my mom i just do that on instinct. After, i go to sleep. Wake up, go online.

Chat to 3 different people. MOst interesting chat is with ally. Started cool, then i sent her a portion of the chat I had with someone else describing the "trick" i did. Ally became concerned. We talk, somehow got into me losing faith. She shows me that Footprints in the sand poem. For some reason, really touched me this paticular time. I seen it before, but did nothing for me. I thanked her, she had to get offline. *life called*

Now I'm here. Its 2 in the morning again. *seems to be my favorite time to put entries* No more college. That was it. Actually, got to enroll for spring courses. yay. Hopefully i can get jeff to hang out tomorrow. May actually play video games with big bro. *me and him are ok for now, we had also got into an argument, then I apologized for being mean, he was just trying to be nice* We talk, he says he don't wanna be my enemy. Whatever, i will be cool to him for now, just i will have my guard up. ~END~