What a day. And not in the good sense. Today, we were supposed to be cleaning and moving out. That didn't happen. Me and Michelle argued fiercely. We then went to the apartment where we were gonna move to. We even had the money order ready. Right before signing the lease, MIchelle wanted to have one more look at the place. It wasn't what we wanted.

It was smaller than our current place. It was uglier. It just wasn't what we wanted. We had to tell the landlord we'd think about it. We then worry about the 30 day notice we gave our landlord where we currently live. However, I find her and we can stay.

In the meanwhile, me and Michelle have decided that it was best that we don't go out anymore. We will still live with each other, but we are not required to do anything and we can date or do whatever,whenever. We are great friends, horrible boyfriend-girlfriend. So it will stay that way until further notice.

We both cried but really thought it out and had a great conversation about it. We need the space. I dunno. We just don't work as a team. I hate to blame, but I just can't carry the whole load. I have some problems too. THings need resolving, on our own. So yeah....that's where we stand