Another year older, and another lame birthday. I guess I should be used to it now and besides, I"m an adult, I shouldn't really be tripping off this day. Yet I still do. I can't help it. Woke up sad. Started feeling sorry for myself and I thought it was gonna end up like a typical birthday. That is when Alex called on the phone and invited me over. After washing up, I did end up getting a ride there and going.

While there, he acknowledged my birthday, though didn't have a gift or a card. The rest of the day was spent on playing video games. It helped keep my mind off what day it was. Though when it came to ordering pizza and he asked me to pitch in, I gave him this quick stare. I had to spend some of the $20 my mom gave me on pizza on my birthday. *I RESENT THAT* I almost said something but decided to keep my mouth shut and not start an argument. After that, we talked at night about girls and stuff. Once that was finished, I stood up a lil and thought about all that I've been through and just feel asleep.