So much for "resolving issues" huh. Today started with us getting up at around 2. After much stalling, we get in the shower at 3. I get out 30 mins later. She gets out at *yes* 4:30. We stall some more and soon it's six. Michelle wants to walk around the park again and it seems like its gonna be a good day. BOY was I wrong.

After seeing a bus, Michelle decideds that she wants to go to the mall. SO I tell her I THINK the bus is coming soon. So we wait. We talk for a lil then I want to read this magazine I usually read weekly. Michelle then wants to talk but I want my space. So I tell her not right now. She is annoyed. I then say "Maybe you should get a hobby or something" She is then offended. I regret saying it but its too late to undue what you say. She says, "you are my hobby". She is angry and then the bus isnt coming. It had been 40 minutes. We leave and she is steamed. We go to the store but she wants nothing. So then we start walking home and starts to threaten me. She says "Watch when we get home" Which means she is going to get me back by arguing and possibly scratching me. So we are almost home and she is insulting me and saying all kinds of things. I tell her that I need my space and leave me alone. She says , "I don't care, what you going to do about it?" So then I'm really ticked. I feel the energy coming over me. She really tempts me on punching her. But, since that isn't my style, I make a plan. We we're near home, I decide to run from her.

So I get away and eventually go to the store to buy a few things. Hoping it'll make things better. I even go to an asian restaurant to see if they have clams for her. So after a long breather, I decide I'm ok. I get home and open the door to my room. She is throwing stuff at me and won't let me in. So here goes another LONG session of her insulting me and coming after me. I have to pin her and stuff. After trading insults, I decide that I can't handle it any more. I tell her that I want her out and want her to book a flight out. She wants ME to pay. I tell her NO and wonder where she got that kind of nerve. However, after a while, I decide I'd had enough and was willing to pay the measly money. So I booked the flight for tomorrow. She wants to go to San Diego. So then she leaves me alone.

We were watching tv and then we started to get along. Then next thing I know, we're kinda cuddling. However, it was different. It didn't feel like everything was ok. So I ask her what she wants to do. She wants us to stop hurting each other. I guess that's what's best for us. We both cry and lay next to each other. We're there and I ask her if she REALLY wants to go to San Diego. Yeah, she does. So, I guess it's official. The flight is booked and paid for.

While laying, I discussed with her stuff like finding roomates and taking her clothes. *she wanted to take nothing!* So I think I convinced her to atleast take that. It'll be expensive moving, buying a bed and a towel and all this other stuff she isn't even thinking about. Last thing she needs is to buy new clothes. So yeah, that's how it stands right now. THe last order of business is to split the money we saved together.

When she leaves, we're officially over. I will still be there if she needs a few things, but for the most part, it'd be too painful to be too close. I don't know when she'll date but I know I won't be dating anytime soon. Well, that's all for the moment. I'd go on, but my headache is bothering me.