Well, time to write about today. Today was um, not sure how to describe really, so let me just write events as usual. Go to cafeteria *new hangout* and see group. Hang, Jeff tells me he seen Eliza. Apparently, he says he talked to her and she said she wanted to see me and she bragged about knowing lots about me. *????!!!!!!, she knows nothing of me* So besides that, nothing much happened in cafeteria. *she did come in for a while* She tried to hug on me, I told her to never do that again. *I actually said that?!* She asked me outside, why, I told her that only boyfriends and girlfriends hug up on each other. After that,I go off to psychology class, have quiz. Is pretty easy, took about hour to finish, 5 questions, hope I did well. Felt like I did. Left early.

I get out go to cafeteria again. Jeff is still there. *shock, he is always gone by 4* HE is studying. I go buy some mocha, go on serious sugar high. *was great actually* After goofing around, I go with him to bus. I tell him about me being ready to ask Rebecca out. *though I am majorly frightened of the possible rejection* He tells me how He doesn't want his relationship with AVina based on physicalicality. *they love cuddling and stuff* Says GOd told him right before he was gonna kiss all up on her that his relationship shouldn't be about that kind of stuff. We get on bus after him being majorly paranoid about the dark. *scared of people coming up and killing him* Anyways, while going, I know that I will be late getting home to get picked up for bible thing. SO i eventually get off bus, call the guy to tell him I'm far and don't go to my house. *he is so kind* He says he will pick me up, just tell him where I am. He finds me, takes me.

Go through bible study then I talk about me believeing in seventh day as the sabbath. *bad move* I get shown many verses showing change to Sunday. I can't even back what I learned cause the verses aren't popping in my head. *shouldn't have talked to preacher, I shouldv'e known he would know lots of verses* What scares me is I could be wrong in my belief in sabbath. *could I have been following a lie all this time?* I wrote down every verse, kept them. I MUST SEE best friend Ray bout these verses. BUt like I said, I'm ready to admit if I am indeed wrong about sabbath. *will hurt pride much*

Get home, eat dinner, fight with big bro. Seems he don't even want to pay his share. ONly gave $80 to this point. THAT"S ALL FOR RENT?!!!!! Ain't like he don't have it, he makes $8 an hour plus commission. Says he will give another $100. *that's it?!!!* I wish there was a way to deal with him, but there is not, nothing we can do to force more, there is no way to threaten him without something big happenening. Other than that, I comfort my mom, she is not too happy with stuff. THen come here on computer, though I think I need to sleep now. Night, thanks for stopping by, God bless y'all.