Soon, I'm off to school. But till then, I want to write about last night. Last night I got into a fight with my big brother. *about pizza* After fighting and me kinda proving my point, he just starts going off about my voice. *grrr* Yup, my voice sucks. Badly. Its really light. *is worse when I start arguing* So he starts making all kinds of jokes, like how my voice scared off any potential girl friends. How I'm gonna sound like Micheal Jackson. *among other things* Stuff like that makes me cry. I couldn't even hide it. *the tears would just stream down* And he was laughing at my crying too, which made me even more mad* What also erks me is that he jokes about it around his friends.

Not fair that he does that,especially since I don't go after his weak spot. *I'm not like that* Well, I want to thank Kaliko for cheering me up last night. Even before that I got a lil down cause of the chat I had with usnavy4u. Why, well, she was just telling me bout her wedding and all the cool stuff she's gonna get. And the price. All that made me kinda mad at my mom and my situation is life. It just hurts knowing that I'll probaly never go on a honeymoon to the Bahamas then a cruise to Alaska. *shoot, I only left my state once, that time I had a mini-stroke thingy* That could be my other weak spot, when I see people enjoying life due to money. *especially since I'm so finacial straped, I'm not sure I could pay for college, and some people are just living on easy street. Anyways, let me get off the bitterness express. *hops off* I GTG. BYE