Woke up today to go watch some tv first. Turned it on and remembered a year ago is when them terrorists hit the WTC. Main thing on my mind was if all the sadness everyone was having would turn to utter fear if something else happened. Personally, I feel disconnected from the whole thing. Nothing happened to me or my family. I kinda wish I did feel more for it because I'm not the heartless type, but hey, that's the way it is. Moving on.

Got to school and day seemed pretty normal. *not all gloomy like i had expected* After my classes, I hung out for a lil bit. I'm surprised no one in our group wanted to see the noon time events. So after killing some time, I went to work.

Today was my first day working with customers and on the floor. I rung people up and cleaned up any dropped clothes I seen. Was a little hard getting used to being a cashier, being that everyone has different ways of paying. I got it with the girl I work with. She seems like the type of girl that just does barely enough to look busy. She would represent about half the people there. They seem like that. The other half are the hard working type that want to the best they can. *or so it seems, I'll see as time goes by* After my day, I'm VERY hungry, being that I hadn't ate a single thing ALL day. I get home and eat leftovers.

I get on to chat after that and see Michelle. We chat briefly, then tells me she sent me this card. SO i check my email, and it says the following:

«·´`·.(*·.¸(`·.¸ ¸.·´)¸.·*).·´`·»
«·´¨*·.¸¸. * I Love TazzY *.¸¸.·*¨`·»
«·´`·.(¸.·´(¸.·* *·.¸)`·.¸).·´`·»

My HeArT eXpLoDe foR You oNLy...WaNNA annOuNCe my LuV for You iNtERnAtiOnALLY to ThE WhOlE WoRlD liKe FiReWorK iN ThE SkY...

UR CaRe for mE Is soOOo AmaZinG ThAT I FeeL LiKE YoU HaVe KiSSeD Me a 1000 TiMes aLrEaDy...In mY wHoLe LiFe nO oNe CaRe aBouT Me aNd UnDerStaND mE LiKe YoU do... I MiSS u sooOOoo MuCh...SoRRy I AlwaYs GeT d/c LiKe ThAt aLL ThE TiMes...sNiFF sNiff :````( mY BiG BrO iS soOOoo MeAN..He aLrEaDy haS phoNeLiNe oF hiS oWn, AnD hE haS to Go UsING MiNe tOO.. GosH... ReALLY...wHaT aRe BiG BrO for anYwaYs...buT I forgive HiM ..CuZ We aRe FaMiLY…hehehehe...sEe hoW NiCe I aM...((yeaH RiTe)) okok EnOuGh Of Me fLaTTeRinG MyseLf ((bArFinG)) :P ... butbut HoPe yOu wOn’T BarF aT mY PoeM ~mE 2 yOu~ LooK whAT yOu DoNe tO Me...mUsHy FeeLinGs...YuK :P.....butBuT I StiLL LuV YoU..aNd i HoPe YoU FeeL Da SaMe toO :)

{{((*BeFoRe YoOh sLeEp*))}}
~bEfOrE yOoH sLeEp...
dO i eVeR cRoSs YoUr MiNd...?
WhEn YoOh cLoSe yOuR eYeS...
wHo dO yOoH WiSh tO FiNd...?
WhEn YoOh LaY aWaKe aT NiGhT...
aNd dRiFt AsLeEp...
WhO dO yOoH WiSh tO mEeT...?
i HoPe iTs mEeH tHaT YoOh dReAm Of...
i dReAm oF yOoH tOo...
I WiSh eAcH aNd eVeRy NiGhT tO HoLd YoOh...
aNd LoVe yOoH tHrOuGh aNd ThRoUgH..~

So after reading that, I was amazed. I try tried to chat to her, but I guess she became disconnected. Anyways, I read that about 5 times. Kinda shocked someone is actually writing that to me. I wanna write her something too, but I'm not as creative. I dunno. All I know is the card made me feel good and nervous too. Makes what she told me more real. Anyways, as for my feelings, I'm starting to have same. I'm kinda scared to let it be anymore than it is until she is here for sure though. I mean, what if she finds someone out there. Or what If I do? We're both free, which is good and bad. Well, I guess if destiny has us being together, it'll happen. If not, we'll still be friends. Ok, that is all. Bye