I am so relieved right now. I just got done with my finals. Wow, it was pretty hard. I had a nightmare about flunking my last final. Between school and work, I've been really drained. Now I get two weeks off to ponder about life and such. Well, I may not relax as much as I want. Michelle's mom is having schziophrenic symptoms and we've decided to go down to L.A. to visit. Her dad wants her to practice driving. Me and Michelle want to go have some fun and visit places like Disneyland and maybe a nice beach. *baring any rain* We wouldn't be going if her dad didn't allow me to go. This is the first time that he approved of me going to his house. Wow, I didn't think it'd take over 4 years to be able just to go in her house. Michelle had to hold out and refuse to visit if I weren't allowed. If they hadn't stayed with me in the summer, the argument they previously used would still come up. They used to say that me and Michelle would have sex there. Ofcourse, if they know anything about me, that isn't my thing. That would be utterly disrespectful and kinda gross to me with her sisters there and all. Anyways, I hope its fun there, but Michelle says I shouldn't smile too much while I'm in front of her dad or brother. I guess its a sign of weakness or something. That and happiness to them is an indication of homosexuality. They already think I'm a lil off. I dunno why, it isn't like I wore hot pink shorts with a rainbow t-shirt. Then again, none of their beliefs make any sense to me.

So that is that. It's cold right now. The heater here doesn't work. Me and Michelle rely on opening the oven for heat. Though we both worry about carbon monoxide. Speaking of cold, we need to get some freakin blankets. We got two, one is literally falling apart. The other is way more thin than represented on the picture. *I blame Wal-mart for that* I dunno why I always end up in stupid apartments with malfunctioning heaters. I hope you guys are doing well and have a happy christmas, holiday, whatever is politically correct these days. I'll just say Happy. Have a happy......you fill in the blank. I'll probally write more soon,when its freaking warmer. This room has zero freakin instalation. One day I'll write a long rant on the inadequacy of apartments. That day is not today. I'm gonna go on the couch and wrapped the blankets around me. Take care.