No use in writing about Thursday, I slept in most of the day. All i did was sleep, play a few video games with my brother and sister and chat.

Today was much different. I did alot of things today. Went to my class ofcourse. Hung out, lifted weights. If you don't know by now, I lift 3 times a week. Finally I think i'm showing results. I'm down to 146lbs. *my height is 5'7*

After hanging out, i decided to leave campus after waiting around for Eliza. I was suppose to take her out to eat, but never got a chance to see her again. *I owe her a few eats out, she helped when I needed it* I think I couldn't find her because she left with her boyfriend. So while leaving, I see Rebecca. She talks to me and we click really well. She invites me and Donald to bible scavenger hunt. I couldn't go, had to work. I kinda force Donald to accept invite. *dunno if he actually went* So after a bit of talking I go to bus stop and so does she. We get there and her mom is there. I'm like, "?!" SO she says hi to Rebecca and I sit down. Rebecca then introduces me to her. As she walks away with her mom, I can hear her saying, "Tino is the one from bible study, the one I was telling you about" I don't think she knew I heard her. Anyways, that kinda made me happy. I think if me and Michelle don't make it or something, it'd be me and Rebecca. I always feel a special something from her. Hmm, still, she hasn't been there for me. Anyways....

I go to work and take Donald with me. I show him around and stuff. I then start to work. Was a very mixed day there. On the bad side, I lost 2 JCPenny card apps 2 different times. *we get commision off of that* The good side. I got paid. $293 Not bad, not great. Oh, also on the good side. While I was at work, the A&W girl I kinda liked tapped me on the shoulder from behind and waved and smiled at me. So that made me feel kinda good.

Now getting to the title of the entry. The options. What options? Well, I hate to say it, but the girls and the direction I want to take in my life. On one hand, I got Michelle. We aren't like officially dating, but we have a deep love for each other. So its like we are dating and we're not. On the other hand, I got this handful of girls I can go after. Technically, I can do it because Michelle said I could. Thing is, do I want to chance it? Me and Michelle would still be friends and stuff, though I wonder if it'd be the same if I was with someone. Its such a big gamble I'm taking with Michelle. I believe its worth it, just its hard to resist people actually liking me for someone I haven't met. I dunno what I wanna do. Not sure at this point what I even want. Actually, I do know, I want someone like Michelle, but I also want someone who is physically here for me. I guess it all comes down to is if I believe in destiny. Do I have faith in Michelle? Its sad but her not being here affects my faith in her. If she was physically here, she'd be my one and only option....................... I still not sure.