Wow, its REALLY been a long time since I wrote. Why, well, its called finally having a life. Had lots of studying to do. I've also spent time with my friends. Such as spending the nights at Jeff's. *I like his house alot more than mines* So much to say, so little energy.

Ok, I'm not going to go day by day. I'm just going to type how I feel right now and summurize what I remember the last few days. No paticular order. Well, I have helped Jeff study at his house. Was cool. Listened to some music, tripped him out some, just talk. Went to youth group. Was enjoyable. Is about time I start finally attending christian events regularly. As I do, I'm seeing myself grow as a christian. I'm happy about that.

Also, I'm happy about SPRING BREAK! YAY! THat is good. Also, finally got a refrigator. FINALLY!!! Has been a LONG TIme. We may also be getting a car with the tax refund. *not a very good one, but hey, we need something* I'm generally happy. WOW!!! I haven't been generally happy in a long time. Was not to long ago where my day was dominated by depression. I think its going away as I have friends I can talk to and life seems to be on a upswing for me. There are still times I feel down, but that's to be expected. Still can't feel totally happy till tumor is totally gone.

Hmm, whatelse to write. Not sure. I feel I need to write more. I enjoy it. Missed not doing it while at Jeff's. I may work on something on openfiction.com if I ever get the time. Maybe this break I will make some short story. Reason: while writing about my life is cool, I'd like to use my imagination to come up with something. Anyways, I'm off as I'm probaly gonna lie on my bed and wait for Jeff to call. *we talk every night* Wow, never been so attached to someone like this. Is cool but scary. Cool to have someone who knows you inside and out and like to listen to you. Scary in the way that he can hurt me emotionally. Not just a little, but alot. If he used what he knew about me right, he could probaly make me feel about 2 inchs tall.

LOL, just reread this, my English professor would probaly be very disappointed in how I formed this and many other entries. I'd have red ink all over the paper. I'm glad I don't have to worry about all that when I write here. It'd probaly take me an hour to make this entry more consistent. LOL, I'd probaly have to add more vocab type words on here too. ANYWAYS, *LOL, I use that word alot* I'm in a good mood and ready to lay down. Good night or day. ~END~