Forgot to write about my day yesterday. Ahhh. ANother up and down day. Seems that should be the title of my diary. Well, it started ok. I've changed my sleeping schedule, you will notice the time I post my entries are much earlier.

As the day went on, my grandma got her SSI check. So she comes in my room and she says do you want to go eat. *keep in mind all this is in spanish* I'm like yeah. She's like I'll invite and you invite. *i'm thinking, oh next time I'll invite her* I'm like ok. So we go to the bus to go. Then I'm like you got my bus fair, she's like don't you got it. I'm like no. You said you'd invite. She's like no, I said 50-50. Instead of inveata she said meata. *man I can't spell spanish, just know they sound the same* Anywho, we go back in the house and go to our respective rooms. Since we were gonna take the kids, I came to her and was like, can you atleast take the kids. She said no. BUt after, I had the kids go up there and tell them that they really wanted to go and they love her. THey end up going. So that was bittersweet.

Eventally they come back. THey enjoyed themselves. THen my mom comes home. Then she starts nagging me. ANd there's ways of saying things. FOr example, can you please pick up your cup. ANd there's, Pick up your damn cup already. SHe always uses the second version and thus an argument. Later, we go to the store and I'm there, kinda sad with eyes kinda teary but not enough to notice in a car. *I don't think* THen my mom says the strangest thing. She's like, I'm sorry for your crazy life, sorry for all this I put you through, but you'll be a stronger person out of all this. Plus, when you get older, you could write about all this and make a book bout it. If you've read my diary, then you know my mom doesn't say stuff like this. Plus, the book part was a strange twist. *does she know bout the diary* Nah, she couldn't. Hmmm. Anywho. I felt a bit better that she said that and we bought dinner. I ate and went to sleep.