Wed Oct 24 2001 - First argument with group
First argument with group
Dear Diary,

Well, before I talk about that argument, I have to start from beginning. SO I wakeup today grouchy. Eventually I take shower and find out that I'm getting a ride from one of my mom's friends. *didn't need one, the hospital is nearby* I accept ride though. Find out the price will be downloading a bunch of songs then burning them to cd. *I REALLY don't like doing that* So my mom is there with me, I get blood out then go to the college.

WHen there, I see Avina and some others. SHe is there, again, a lil depressed. Though she lit up when Jeff came in, then acted sad again. He eventually cheered her up again. After some talking, we decide to go to Starbucks. *ends up being my first time there* THough Jeff can't go cause he has class. We go, I get a Frappacunio which is WAY overpriced. NO wonder they're everywhere, the prices there are OUTRAGEOUS!!! $3+ for a 20 oz drink. I'd hate to fill up a car with that stuff. ANyways, is ok there, I get asked my age by a cashier though, she didn't believe me. I told her tumor story, she was like in shock. After some more talking, we leave.

We head into student center. There, Candace and her lil crew is there. Then Jeff mentions he seen Eliza. So we start talking about that. *big argument* I was like, you two should work it out, the group was like, no, Candice should just avoid her. *why should they change their lives to avoid each other, like both can't co-exsist in cafe or something* After Candice literally turning red and other people in group getting really ticked, I drop it. *though I thought I'd get some support* Jeff left during that and told Eliza we were arguing. SO I go there, Eliza wants to end tension too. Though neither one wants to reach out the hand. After much talking, I go back to Candace, tell her Eliza wants to "squash it". Candace is like, I"M Staying here. So I then decide I'm gonna leave, so does everyone else. *though they had class* I end up hanging with Jeff then walking with him to bus.

While walking to the bus, we do more talking. I tell him about tumor in detail, and stuff. He tells me I need a girlfriend, I tell him my theories on girlfriends, he listens. We get to bus, DOnald is there. We all ride bus. *even though ain't my bus, I go on, ain't like there was anything going on at home* We talk, he actually starts to realize that life isn't that good for me. I think he forgot I live in OAK PARK area. LOL. Area is not good. Anyways, I do most of talking, he does some though. HE gets off. I take bus till i'm in familiar area, near college. I get off, hang out there. Is Land park. A big park. I sit near trees, observe nature and stuff, very relaxing. Though I did get a lil resentful again about the houses there. They are so pretty. Eventually I just focus on nature though. Nature is so much prettier. :) Go to bus, head home. *head throbs*

At home, teach bro and sis to access typing program, I also help lil sis on math. Eventually mom gets home. SHe says she dont' wanna cook,so she gets pizza. I eat, is good. Relax for a bit, then come up to type. And I thought I was done, but now my mom's boyfriend is here, he is drunk, and IN the house. BOY HE HAS SOME NERVE COMING IN HERE! He better leave, and if he hurts my mom, its about to be drama. ANyways, they're in kitchen, GTG

Comments (3)

annon (Unauthenticated) (Legacy)
Praying for you... Hope everything turns out ok for you... remember God loves you...
bookworm (Legacy)
Hugs for you {{{tinoz}}}.
Honey (Legacy)
Tino,
Not everyday is perfect. Everyone has ups and downs, so you are a normal boy! :)

Peace and Love
Honey
 
 
 
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