Today was just as the title says, lonely. NOt that that's necessarily a bad thing. I got to have my space today as family left me alone. Went to church briefly, kinda let out feeling to them that I'm dissatisfied with lack of activites for youth. *original church, haven't been there in a while* I come home immediatly after.

Here I kinda hang out in room and just play some computer games, eventually get off take nap. *what a boring entry* Wake up, watch some tv, go in room. Days like this I could use a girlfriend. We'd maybe go to movies, maybe cuddle. Who knows. anything but go through another day like this. I might just call Jeff tomorrow, not sure. I feel that if I call he may be busy, I don't know, don't want to bug. I'll see how I feel tomorrow, if not, I'll just watch football or something, then monday, relax I guess. Well, I'm off now, till tomorrow or whenver, by my invisible people.