Well, this has been my first chance to write in alot of days. So much has happened. I think I'll start with Saturday.

Saturday is the day me and Jeff went to go see Resident Evil. The movie was better than I had thought, though isn't something I'd see again. I'm not much into horror films. After that, we hang at the mall for a bit then go to his place. There, my mom calls, we finally got a car. Is a '92 Ford Taurus. Its ok. Its red. I spend the night there Saturday and go to his church Sunday.

Sunday we go through 2 different services and talk to various people. Actually, it was Jeff doing all the talking. I might as well be invisible. After that, we all go to Mountain Mike's pizza. There, we eat pizza and talk. There were alot of us. Me, Jeff, Caleb, Steve, Nathan, Matt, Kevin, and some other dude. Not sure his name, he was a total prep though. Think his name was Kobe. He talked about how he was in ballet and did klog dancing. *I nearly laughed in his face, luckily I held it in* He's cool though. Anyways, after eating, we go to Matt and Steve's house. THere, we play an assortment of video games. I did ok. Felt a lil isolated there at times even though there were so many people. The reason is cause I'm new and not many people talk to me. Later, we play some basketball and go to Celebration night.

While at celebration night, I fell asleep. I was bored as heck and feeling down. The tumor was on my mind. Didn't have my medicine with me. Also, one of the girls, Sarah, was talking about how her big bro beats her up. Brought up bitter memories. So after all that, we eat at In and Out burger and go to Jeff's after. *just me and Jeff* We go to sleep.

Monday. I eat some breakfast there and played some video games. Was ok till Jeff's mom came. She took him to bank to open him an account and then told him that it was about time I go home. *LIKE IT WAS HER BUSINESS* So we pick my stuff up after that and I get dropped off home. I talk to JEff on the phone. He hates how controling his mom is. As we talk, I realize that his mom isn't paying for his place and bills, he has SSI! *money for disability* His mom gets the checks, and cashs them and distrubutes the money to him and the various bills that need to be payed. That is when I told Jeff that he can get that check sent to him and he can control the money and that his mom wouldn't be able to control him. *though I'm not sure he is responsible enough* I thought he would take my advice, but he says he's tired of fighting his mom.

Yesterday was a relativly slow day. I talk to Ray on the phone. *wait, that was monday* I sleep alot of the day. I also watch lil bro and sis. They missed me. :) Talked to Jeff, he said him Thomas and some others were going GLOW bowling. He invites me. I accept. LAter in the day, they pick me up. *not just JEff and him, there were about 3 others in that car, 4 in another* I'm kinda upset about a few things as I go. That comes right off my mind as we are there. It is tight! Black lights everywhere. Shoe strings and stuff all glowing green. Different colored lights moving around. So I go and play. Was fun. My first time bowling too. I bet Jeff. That made me feel good. I bowled about an 80 each time. Pretty good for first time I'm told. So after doing about 4 games, are time is up and we got to go.

We decide to go to Shari's. *a restuarant like Denny's* We talk and eat. Was good. I got down though when Thomas asked Jeff if I could go sleep at his place. *reason, would save him time and gas money* Jeff says NO. So we finish and leave. I get home and call Jeff. I ask him why I couldn't stay over there. At first, he says cause his mom is coming over and gonna make sure its clean there and she says I shouldn't be there everyday. So I buy that for awhile as he talks about what classes he needs to get out of college. Then I ask, "what time is your mom coming over" He says," my mom isn't coming over" I say," You said she was gonna come over there and that is why I couldn't come over" He then tells me that THAt isn't the reason. So I say, "You lied to me?" So he tells me that honestly, he wanted to sleep and that with me over, he can't cause he worries about me. So I say, "Whatever" And mumble under my breath that He's lucky and his friend. HE hears me. Says, "YOu need me as your friend and whatever happens, I know you will call here and apologize and ask me to be your friend again" So I tell him to "F**k OFF!" He says, "what did you say" I say it again. He hangs up. I go to sleep.

Today, I almost want to call and apologize, but not after he told me that I would. I know, sounds childish. It is. I will see him later today however. The church is having a all night sleepover. He will be there. So will I. At the sleep over will be movies, video games, and other activities. Hopefully, we both act like the bigger people and let this be resolved. I'm kinda hoping some of the youth group gets involved and forces us to be friends again. Well, that's in 4 hours. I won't write again till atleast 24 hours though. I will be tired after the all nighter. *ends at 6 AM* I will need to sleep alot. :) Phew. I'm through for now. That is all. ~END~